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I'VE FINALLY HATCHED THE PLAN

THE 'A' RACE is exactly five months out, almost to the day. Gravel Nats. The course I have to imagine, given what little I know about MN, is going to be...

... flat, fast, punchy.

Exactly what we don't have here.

I've been racking my brain about how to simulate...

  • terrain
  • topography
  • physical demands

... so, I'll be ready.

Trust me,
pushing hard uphill is completely different from...

... steamrolling along the flats.

Both require fitness.

Climbs around around here are steep...

... with plenty of descents to coast and recover.

Not so, on the flat stuff...

... no reprieves, just constant power being put down.

This week, I think I found the perfect ride...

  • crit specialists
  • pro triathletes
  • gravel kings

... and it's stacked with dream killers to destroy me.

What luck!

===

166.7 (wish that extra 5lbs was muscle)
7.5 hrs sleep
PullUps PushUps SplitSquats
20 minutes stretching
60 minutes Reading/Journaling
97 (fitness per Training Peaks)
20 min vision therapy

https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


>

ACCORDING TO DAVE...

AFTER THE RACING at Sea Otter, I was catching up with my pal Dave. The convo got onto training, where we both downplayed what we do to the point of...

... wondering if either of us trains at all.

Then we laughed at what we really do.

Do you do...

  • intervals
  • zwift sessions
  • work with a coach

... any thing structured?

Nope.

Same.

Just a couple of group rides a week.

Same.

Now, before you gettin' all sassy 'splaining...

  • the whoa's of snow, rain, sleet
  • haven't seen the sun for 6 months
  • live in a small town with no one to ride with

... I get it.

So does Dave,
and half the country.

The mortal of the story is to...

  • relax
  • be flexible
  • keep it fun

... life is short.

The other mortal of the story is to pick a...

  • day
  • time
  • place

... and start invitin' to the group ride,
if you don't have one.

Why?

We're mortals...

... the urge to compete is in our DNA.

And, that social ride is always gonna turn spicey,
like a race.

Consistency is key.

===

164.9
8 hrs sleep
No Strength Work
20 minutes stretching
30 minutes Reading/Journaling
97 (fitness per Training Peaks)
20 min vision therapy

https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


>

NOT ENOUGH F.R.O. BRO

THE FIRST TIME I heard of F.R.O., was on some prototype tires Intense Cycles had me test. I thought, that's cool...

... a special designation.

Clearly, I misunderstood what F.R.O. meant.

I'll tell ya the adventure first.

About a week into testing, I climbed to the top of our biggest mountain.

About a 4000' climb,
which means a 4000' descent.

It is a screamer.

Lots of straights, 
hitting upwards of 45 mph,
braking super hard into the turns.

Towards the bottom,
something didn't feel right.

I stopped.

The tire tread was delaminating,
grotesquely bulging.

Coulda died?

Maybe.

The prototype tire, 
intended For Race Only... 

... wasn't ready.

I was reminded of this today on my MTB.

Stomping up a hill, I heard the sad Ting! of a spoke snapping.

I asked myself...

... What the heck are you thinking riding your race wheels every, single, day?!!

Which begs the question...

    ... Should we invest in F.R.0. gear?

    What is truly F.R.O. worthy?

    For my money, and it's real money...

    • Tires
    • Wheels
    • Complete bike

    ... in that order.

    A duplicate of our race bike, we just beat the daylights out of and a F.R.O. bike we bust out once a week and at the races.

    After that, as proven today, training wheels, even as great and amazing as today's wheels are, a set of trainers are a really good idea, especially for the off-road scene.

    At a very minimum, some fresh rubber a week out, is always a good idea.

    ===

    164.7
    8 hrs sleep
    PullUps, PushUps, SplitSquats
    20 minutes stretching
    30 minutes Reading/Journaling
    96 (fitness per Training Peaks)
    20 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    I ASKED AI WHAT MY SPIRIT ANIMAL IS

    COULD AI DETERMINE my spirit animal? Some of have wondered what animal represents us best, others have taken the deep dive to align...

    ... with the animal spirit.

    GROK, what is my spirit animal?

    The AI presented a survey for me to take,
    asked me refining questions,
    and told me the answer.

    Except it didn't.

    I already knew.

    Kinda.

    Per GROK, I prefer...

    • The Mountains
    • Flying Solo
    • Freedom

    ... I'm a Golden Eagle.

    Without any AI assistance, we created the winged-wolf logo about 7 years ago.

    Fitting.

    See that jersey up there...

    • Spirit Animal
    • Mantra (No One Of Consequence)
    • Neon green sides and bibs Surfergirl could see from afar

    ... for an A race in 2019.

    Now, here's the cool part.

    You can do the same thing...

    • design a custom kit
    • include your spirit animal
    • and inspiring mantra

    ... with a simple click.

    Right there: https://pedalindustries.com/pages/start-a-project

    Why am I so passionate about this?

    Because I want you to Rip On RaceDay! in your style.

    ===

    164.7
    7.5 hrs sleep
    PullUps, PushUps, SplitSquats
    10 minutes stretching
    30 minutes Reading/Journaling
    96 (fitness per Training Peaks)
    20 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    HOW VAN DER POEL REALLY WON PARIS-ROUBAIX

    AS USUAL, the journalists completely missed the action that was the key move. This time, it was Paris-Roubaix, where it was headlined The Mistake That Cost Tadej...

    ... A Chance To Win."

    Makes you wonder if these cats ever ride bikes competitively,
    let alone race.

    What should have been the headline?

    It wasn't a mistake,
    it was pressure,
    and fatigue.

    But, mainly pressure.

    Not pressure to perform,
    these aren't children.

    They're professional racers.

    Tadej is a great bike handler.

    Matthieu is the best bike handler.

    Every corner,
    every technical challenge,
    Van der Poel is taking tiny, imperceptible bits of time...

    ... when he's leading.

    And, pressuring Pogacar at all times to match him...

    ... when he's following.

    Savage racers, whether they are leading or following...

    ... know how to create pressure.

    The kind the wears their competitors down,
    until they crack, crumble, are crushed.

    Oh, yeah, I almost forgot what the headline should have been...

    ... Van der Poel Rails Corner To Set Up Solo Victory.

    ===

    165.8
    7 hrs sleep
    PullUps, PushUps, SplitSquats
    10 minutes stretching
    30 minutes Reading/Journaling
    97 (fitness per Training Peaks)
    0 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

     


    >

    A SWEET IDEA MIGHT HAVE SAVED ME

    I FIGURED I'D NEED four bottles to complete the sixty miles of gravel racing. Then, I checked the weather and reduced that to three bottles... 

    ... and upped the calories to 400 per bottle.

    Good thing.

    Because as my Camelbak with fifty ounces, and 800 calories, was getting low...

    ... I reached for my bottle.

    Uh Oh!

    Not there.

    Launched on one of the smokin' fast downhills.

    Could I make it on just the Camelbak and the one 200 calorie gel?

    Normally, I'd say no way.

    But, I tried something new...

    • Wednesday
      • giant apple fritter
      • in-n-out 3x meat with fries
      • shepherd's pie with extra potatoes
    • Thursday
      • giant plate of danish pancakes, syrup and butter
      • 2 regular in-n-outs with buns and fries and lotsa catsup
      • half a pizza
      • large bag of SkinnyPop
      • cherries and blueberries
    • Friday pre-race
      • apple
      • 3 Entenmann's Chocolate donuts
      • Honey Stinger waffle on the start line

    ... a lot of simple sugars the two-days prior.

    Did it make the difference?

    Honestly, I think it might have.

    Energy was good for the nearly 4 hours of racing.

    I think it needs more testing,
    especially the donuts.

    ===

    165 (no idea, traveling)
    6.5 hrs sleep
    No strength work
    10 minutes stretching
    0 minutes Reading/Journaling
    99 (fitness per Training Peaks)
    0 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

     


    >

    THE RETURN OF T.O.D.

    IT WASN'T A BLISTERING START, but it wasn't nothin' to be in 4th position at the top of the road climb and into the chicane before...

    ... opening it up on the dirt.

    The ensuing really fast gravel downhill,
    seemed to go on forever.

    Other than clinching my glasses with my teeth, they were fogging from the fog, everything was going surprisingly well.

    Which is the problem with tapering for a race.

    We, well, at least me, feel great in those opening miles...

    ... it's easy to blow up early on.

    Looking at my power readings and feeling my thumping heart...

    ... I knew I couldn't keep it up.

    It was time to settle into The Old Diesel mode,
    I've missed this guy.

    I unhitched from the leaders,
    about 8 of them floated away.

    Now, it was time to ride on my limit vs someone else's.

    Lots of alliances are formed in these situations.

    Mark caught and passed me,
    I did all I could to speed up,
    we worked together.

    After lap one, I was back on my own.

    I knew Mr. Brownjersey was up there somewhere.

    Suddenly, all I'm seeing is brown jerseys ahead of me.

    I close in,
    check the elbows for wrinkles,
    and keep riding and chasing back.

    Finally, I catch him.

    C'mon ol' timer!

    He's got nothing.

    Dang.

    Woulda been a good time for an ally.

    A few miles later I catch the giant, in the white jersey.

    I can't believe it.

    We work together until I dork it going on to a singletrack.

    I spend the next 15 minutes chasing.

    And, lo and behold, he's linked up with Dave.

    We're not exactly drilling it,
    more like deathmarching it.

    Up ahead is a super steep gravel road with big rain ruts.

    I know if there is a wobble, and I have to uncleat, it's highly likely my tingy legs will fully cramp...

    ... and I'll be done.

    So, I make an effort to lead into that short bit of nasty.

    Slowly, and I mean slowly, a little, tiny gap opens...

    ... and stays there until the finish.

    I wind up second, to the great Tinker Juarez...

    • the high school tennis player
    • sandwiched between two Olympians

    ... and just ahead of the great Dave Littieri.

    What a day!

    ===

    There is something to be said for persistence.

    Well, a lot.

    Somedays it works,
    others, not so much.

    I have often felt why am I persisting at X when Y looks so much better?

    The truth, we're not seeing all the shit that lies below yonder pasture...

    ... better to deal with the shit we know and grow our own green grass.

    ===

    165 (no idea, traveling)
    7.5 hrs sleep
    No strength work
    10 minutes stretching
    0 minutes Reading/Journaling
    98 (fitness per Training Peaks)
    0 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

     


    >

    TAPERING SUCKS

    IT'S RACE DAY TOMORROW, and this week has been soooooo boring. Too many don'ts, from riding too hard to eating too much to sleeping too little...

    ... the lethargy is real.

    Why?

    So we feel fresh and spicy on race day.

    Will I?

    Mmmmmmmabye.

    While tapering we always watch the fitness score, per the training apps, drop.

    Hence, the call to put in some hard miles.

    But, with additional hard workouts comes fatigue.

    Got it?

    Tapering = Fitness down, Form up.

    Frankly, I haven't see for my Form in positive territory form months.

    So, while the overall Fitness is nowhere near what I'd hoped...

    ... the Form is in a good place.

    Gonna be fun to see how it checks out.

    ===

    165 (no idea, traveling)
    8 hrs sleep
    No strength work
    10 minutes stretching
    30 minutes Reading/Journaling
    93 
    0 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    THINGS YOU DON'T WANT TO DO BEFORE A RACE

    IT'S BEEN A BUSY FEW DAYS, and I didn't get everything dialed in last week.  Normally, that is the time for perfecting the set up. But...

    ... sometimes we have to adjust.

    At the last second.

    Right now...

    • new cleats
    • rear derailleur

    ... these are at the top of my list.

    Fiddled with them for the last 3 days.

    Adjust,
    pedal,
    adjust,
    pedal,
    adjust,
    pedal.

    They're mostly good,
    and if they let me down...

    ... it serves me right.

    Then, just now, I was winding down in Buelton, halfway to Sea Otter...

    • It's only a flesh wound
    • blood all over the place

    ... I massively stubbed my pinky toe, after dinner.

    Mashing it into my race shoes,
    cinching down the Boas
    fretting on the shifting...

    ... should keep my festering mind off any perceived leg pain come Friday's race.

    ===

    165 (this is not the race weight I was looking for)
    8 hrs sleep
    No strengthwork
    10 minutes stretching
    30 minutes Reading/Journaling
    95 (looks like I'm reste4d)
    20 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    ARE WE BEESY OR BUSY?

    GETTING THAT FIRST WIN is intoxicating. We go from this might be fun to Heckyeah! I'm a racer, in an instant. Encouraging anybody, ourselves included...

    ... is a tricky endeavor.

    Because, what is a win?

    I was thinking about this today, as I considered the best way(s) to get that first taste of success for...

    ... our two new sales reps.

    We athletes measure...

    • PRs
    • Miles
    • Speed

    ... the inputs that lead to success.

    They give us confidence,
    that there will be a payoff.

    For us, at PEDALindustries...

    • contacts
    • design sessions
    • custom team stores launched

    ... are the metrics that matter.

    Just like bees who...

    • forage
    • process nectar
    • store in honeycomb

    ... the right inputs give us the sweet outputs.

    ===

    163.6
    8 hrs sleep
    PushUps and PullUps
    20 minutes stretching
    30 minutes Reading/Journaling
    99 (fitness per training peaks)
    30 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    JUST BECAUSE WE CAN'T...

    THE TEENS HAD SET UP A JUMP. As I came around the sweeping turn, with a little too much speed, I began drifting wide and perfectly lined up to send it. At the last moment, I locked up the rear...

    ... sliding and slicing to safety.

    There was no way I was going to launch into a blind landing.

    Challenging as it looked on take off, when I rolled around to scout the landing...

    ... I could see it was straight forward and smooth.

    How many things are like that?

    We see something that looks impossible,
    look behind the curtain...

    ... and realize it can be done, if we work at it.

    ===

    164.5
    8 hrs sleep
    PullUps, PushUps
    20 minutes stretching
    98 (fitness per training peaks)
    30 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    HAVE YOU EVER GONE TO THERAPY?

    I'VE SEEN A SHRINK. There, I said it. It wasn't out of weakness, or anything foo-foo. I was battling for my life, and I couldn't figure out how to move forward...

    ... using a hammer, when I needed a screwdriver.

    That's what pro's do.

    When we're stumped,
    blocked,
    broken...

    ... they give us the tool(s) we need.

    We fix the situation,
    usually ourselves,
    get on with life.

    Now, I'm in therapy again.

    My favorite physical therapist is back in town.

    I saw him Friday for my back.

    In a matter of about 20 minutes

    • he assessed me
    • found the exact area of trouble
    • taught me three different stretches

    ... he gave me tools I needed,
    told me it'd take 4-8 weeks.

    As the great Lloyd Christmas said...

    ... So, you're saying I've got a chance.

    ===

    TBH, already feels remarkably better.

    So, if you're suffering...

    ... get some therapy.

    ===

    If you're local, see Scott Moncrief at ProSport in Mission Viejo.

    ===

    164
    7 hrs sleep
    0 Strength
    20 minutes stretching
    99 (fitness per training peaks)
    30 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

     


    >

    WRENCHING ON MORE THAN THE BIKE

    FOR SOMEONE WHO TALKS ABOUT PREP all the time, you'd think I'd have noticed the conditions of my tires, earlier. But, there I was on a steep and dusty climb...

    ... puttin' down some power.

    The tire slipped,
    I eased off,
    sat down.

    PR gone.

    Not the kind of thing you wanna do in a race.

    The local shop was outta stock on my favored Terra Speed 45s,
    ordering online would take too long.

    What to do?

    The rain bike's tires, were barely ridden.

    While I swapped 4 tires...

    • broke beads
    • remounted
    • refilled

    ... I was lost in the inspiring words of a conference.

    Which made me wonder...

    ... Why do I listen to so much political poison?

    When I could do some wrenching...

    ... on my bike, and my soul?

    ===

    165.1
    8 hrs sleep
    0 Strength
    20 minutes stretching
    101 (fitness per training peaks)
    0 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    IF IT'S NOT AN 'A' RACE...

    LAST HARDISH RIDE BEFORE SEA OTTER next week, tomorrow. I had two offers, both tempting. One would likely see me dropped early, riding alone; the other would likely trash me for a week...

    ... pre-riding BWR CA course.

    I chose neither.

    At this point, the burnout is real.

    Better to ride something...

    • fun
    • fast
    • friendly

    ... close to home.

    The main goal will be to...

    ... stay as close as possible to on-the-limit-race-pace.

    Why not the other options, they sound harder?

    Because, even though Sea Otter is not an A race, it will be very hard and challenging...

    ... I believe when the training is done, it's time to work on the psyche.

    Rides that ...

    • build confidence
    • skill-building
    • not draining

    ... are best, in the final days of prep.

    ===

    165
    7.8 hrs sleep

    PushUps and PullUps
    20 minutes stretching
    97(fitness per training peaks)
    30 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    THE CHALLENGE OF ELECTRONIC LIFE

    A FRIEND WHO'D I'D BEEN MISSING messaged me to go for a ride today. I had to go early, needed to be in the command chair to goose a few initiatives...

    ... we planned a meet up.

    Hmmm, 'not like him to be late.

    I checked my phone.

    My shifters aren't working! I think my battery on the lever is dead. So bummed.

    Just like that...

    • no catch up with a friend
    • more riding solo
    • plan changed

    ... a reminder.

    Batteries must be charged, or ...

    • brain gets fuzzy
    • emotions swing
    • reactions slow

    ... we have a good chance of a poor performance.

    Or, worse, we miss a chance to ride with a friend.

    Here's my hack...

    • check 'em before putting the bike away
    • check 'em again at night while prepping for the ride
    • check 'em one more time before rolling out of the garage

    ... and get my buns in bed early.

    'Cause I prefer to be a creative thinkin', cool cucumber, with lightning reflexes.

    ===

    164.7
    6.8 hrs sleep

    PushUps and PullUps
    10 minutes stretching
    98(fitness per training peaks)
    30 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    WHAT A NICE BIRTHDAY GIFT

    GETTIN' IN A RIDE, run or swim, on our bdays is a mighty fine thing to pull off. A lot of us do something epic to mark every lap around the sun. It might be on the very day, or later in the year...

    ... but, something gets done.

    Surfergirl asked, What are ya gonna do for your birthday?

    I dunno.

    Gotta do something.

    Just wanna go with the wind, do what I want to do.

    So, I...

    • Got up and read
    • Re-wrapped the bar tape
    • Grabbed an apple fritter
    • Did some quick customer service
    • Surprise visit with Shane and kids
    • Chatted with a couple of customers, friends... friendstomers?
    • Went for a spin
    • Scanned today's orders
    • Checked in briefly with the team
    • Writing this blog post
    • Going to quit early and see Black Bag

    ... basically, the same thing I do every day, minus the movie and fritter.

    Feelin' darn fortunate completing the 63rd trip 'round,
    doin' what I love to do,
    every day.

    Life has it's headwinds and tailwinds.

    Gotta ride 'em all.

    Like this one today.

    Starva recorded my 2nd fastest time ever...

    • 25.7 mpg
    • 138 bpm
    • 215 w

    ... on a segment I've covered 762 times.

    Wind'll do that,
    even with gravel tires.

    That's the icing on my cake.

    ===

    164.7
    6.8 hrs sleep

    PushUps and PullUps
    10 minutes stretching
    99(fitness per training peaks)
    30 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    MY LATEST EXCUSE PER OZ

    THE WEEKLY GROUP RIDE TODAY, was horrendous. I felt sluggish, the legs barking, struggling to contribute to the pace line, and hit my high points...

    ... I just wasn't feelin' it.

    What could be the reason(s)?

    Oz, I sucked today, couldn't get going.

    Why?

    Didn't get to be early enough.

    Nice excuse, you gonna blog about it?

    When I got home, 
    the denial was real.

    No way did I want to see the Starva truth.

    Had to be horrid.

    Between flippin' pancakes,
    I took a look.

    What the heck?

    The numbers were almost the same as last week,
    when I felt great.

    Turns out, I really only dropped off the pace during the 90 minutes.

    Sleep deprivation for sure.

    But, guess what else?

    I decided to go solids for fuel vs. CarboRocket.

    I realized...

    • I drank 75% less fluid
    • consumed 40% fewer calories
    • and, yeah, a full 60 minutes less sleep

    ... that's how to feel terrible and still kinda get it done.

    Take homes...

    • Get to bed early
    • Stick to the liquid diet

    ... for racing or riding hard (it was a 3.5hr effort today).

    ===

    164.6
    6.8 hrs sleep

    PushUps and PullUps
    10 minutes stretching
    98(fitness per training peaks)
    0 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    NEW PRODUCT ANNOUNCED: The Naero

    Date line: 4.1.25

    PEDALindustries, based in the epicenter of the action sports world, announces a ground shaking product called the NAERO. Developed for the tech-hungriest segment of the market...

    ... searching to shed every second possible.

    These racers...

    • carbon everything
    • rocket science helmets
    • serums to improve every system

    ... thought they had it all.

    Purchasing speed is their guiding principle.

    The Naero is on pace to sell out in it's first week of availability.

    How does it work?

    1. The racer trims a sheet of Unobtainium
    2. Wraps it round their neck
    3. Heats with blow dryer.

    Presto, the masters racer has the neck of an 17-year old...

    ... no more turkey flaps flapping in the wind.

    Early adopters will also receive secret instructions to apply Unobtainium to their...

    ... elbows and eyelids if necessary.

    According to the company...

    ... 5 watts per flap can be saved.

    "This will solve exactly what's been holding me back."
    - C. Froome

    "Forget motors, give me the Naero."
    - F. Cancellara

    "Lance, lets crush these punks"
    - J. Ulrich

    Get your now at https://pedalindustries.com/products/naero

    ===

    166
    8 hrs sleep

    PushUps and PullUps
    10 minutes stretching
    96(fitness per training peaks)
    30 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

     


    >

    JUST WHAT IS GOING ON WITH THE LONG SOLO VICTORIES?

    ARE THESE GUYS WINNING THESE BIG RACES, going solo from 10s of kilometers from the finish line, really that much physically better than the rest? When I look at it...

    ... something isn't right.

    I know the best are the best.

    But, the rest aren't just hacks off the street.

    Think about it.

    How can one guy escape off the front and everyone else not form...

    ... a working, cohesive pace line?

    Let him dangle.

    Then, pounce for the win.

    Instead, these long-range attackers have discovered a hack...

    ...and it may not end any time soon.

    Because it's working.

    What is needed

    • hope
    • sacrifice
    • coordinated effort

    ... is true leadership.

    Let's get after it this week!

    ===

    164.6
    8 hrs sleep

    0 PushUps and PullUps
    10 minutes stretching
    97(fitness per training peaks)
    20 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

     


    >

    MAYBE WE SHOULD ALL BE TRAINING LIKE BMX RACERS?

    ONE OF MY ALL TIME FAVORITE RACERS, is the great John Tomac. He came up through BMX, dominated the MTB scene, XC and DH, started crushing the roadies...

    ... eventually racing in Europe with the Motorola road squad.

    How did he do that?

    Locally, some of the very best racers I've battled...

    • superior sprinters
    • excellent bike handlers
    • calm as cucumbers slicing and dicing crits

    ... trace their roots back to BMX.

    What do BMXers do...

    ...  over and over again?

    30-40 second all out sprints.

    Not,
    let's go fast.

    Ride it like you stole,
    lightning starts.

    I thought about that as I cooled down,
    close to home.

    The ride was fast,
    and I'd felt great.

    Best I've felt all year.

    Confirmed by a few of PRs, on Starva.

    I think my Power Spikes sessions...

    • all out
    • 10-20 seconds
    • lots of rest in between

    ... are starting to pay dividends

    Over the course of about 2 hours, 
    I'll get in 20-30 sprints with
    tons of rest in between.

    Maybe I was inspired by this outstanding collaboration we are doing with the one and only...

    ... Radical Rick!

    https://pedalindustries.com/collections/radical-rick-store

    https://pedalindustries.com/collections/radical-rick-store

    ===

    164.6
    7 hrs sleep

    0 PushUps and PullUps
    10 minutes stretching
    99 (fitness per training peaks)
    0 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248



    >

    TODAY + TOMORROW + SEA OTTER = BWR?

    IN FOUR WEEKS, I'll line up for my first BWR CA. All I know for sure is, the competition will be fierce, the course will be fast...

    ... and I'll be tested.

    Time to do some strategic training.

    Today, I took easy, hoping to have good legs for tomorrow.

    Tomorrow, Saturday, will be...

    • gravel
    • single track
    • a romp with a fast road group

    ... a very mixed surface ride.

    It won't all be race pace.

    Because most gravel rides, at some point, turn into solo efforts where being able to hold a high tempo for hours is a difference maker.

    I'll start out at tempo,
    on the dirt.

    Threshold four about 30 minutes,
    on the road.

    Back to tempo,
    on the dirt.

    Between now and BWR CA is Sea Otter, in two weeks.

    That will be a good test for my fitness...

    ... and with a massive amount of luck, I could qualify for Unbound.

    Gunna be a fun 4 weeks.

    ===

    163.6
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    PushUps and PullUps
    10 minutes stretching
    95 (fitness per training peaks)
    40 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    MY LEG DISCREPANCY + FIXING THE BACK PAIN

    MAXIMIZING OUR POTENTIAL on a bike, requires a proper bike fit by a pro. My fitter, Ashley, and I have, have been working together for years. We used a variety of methods adapt...

    ... my slightly shorter right leg.

    It's a journey...

    • bikes
    • bodies
    • adapters

    ... are constantly changing.

    For a few years we've been working with various cleat adaptors.

    One was too wobbly,
    another too restrictive,
    I gave up and chucked 'em.

    We think this has created a muscle imbalance, and been the major cause of my lower back pain.

    It has been so bad lately, 
    I've been considering giving up gravel and mtb...

    ... going back to dirt.

    Today we mounted up a new adapter, seen in pic above.

    It gives the little bit of lift I need,
    and has all the stability of a normal cleat.

    After we got it all set up,
    it felt amazing.

    Excited about that.

    In the meantime, I borrowed Surfergirl's car last week to go to vision therapy.

    The weather was cold,
    I cranked up the seat heater.

    Guess what?

    After an hour of heat on my back, it felt like new.

    So, I purchased a heating pad like my dear ol' granny had.

    I've also upped my stretching.

    And, included farmer's carries, on one side, in my routine.

    I'm very hopeful we can get things under control in time for Sea Otter.

    ===

    164
    7 hrs sleep

    PushUps and PullUps
    10 minutes stretching
    96 (fitness per training peaks)
    40 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    HOW AND WHY PUTTING IN THE EXTRA MILES WORKS

    IT'S INTERVAL DAY.  I'll be alone for these.  I always am.  No one will see me out there, which is why it's so easy to dawg it, even skip the last few.  Instead...

    ... I am pushing beyond what my body wants to do.

    Uncomfortable.

    What happens when we do this?

    Because, as the great Dylan Johnson recently posted on his YouTube...

    https://youtu.be/x-eUPB9wzYY?si=HEn6r9MP42zawRhR

    ... these efforts build durability.

    Durability, he claims, and I agree, is a key ingredient and possibly the most important metric and indicator for predicting success.

    But, nobody sees these durability building efforts,
    we get no credit.

    Until we're there,
    at the finish,
    steady...

    ... strong.

    Going the extra miles in our...

    • training
    • careers
    • relationships

    ... makes all the difference.

    ===

    Today, we completed our 37th year together...

    • Two
    • became 5
    • now we are 11

    ... miracles can happen going the extra mile.

    ===

    164.2
    8 hrs sleep

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    97 (fitness per training peaks)
    40 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

     


    >

    MAYBE I'M A COMMUNIST?

    COULD THE COMMIES HAVE IT RIGHT? On the surface, I'm saying No freakin' way! But, as Socrates put it...

    ... To know thyself is the beginning of wisdom.

    Before I admit my fundamental failings,
    here's why I'm thinking the commies have a point.

    They...

    • teach
    • enforce
    • hoodwink

    ... this gem.

    From each according to his ability, to each according to his need.

    Let's apply that to one my favorite things to do on a bike...

    ... get in a steamrolling pace line.

    Because there is nothing like feeling of people working together in harmony,, and the resulting speed and power...

    ... we could never accomplish on our own.

    Which means, 
    the strong might pull a little longer,
    while the weak hit the front and quickly slide over.

    I'm generally down with that.

    What I'm not down with...

    • turn skipping
    • wheel sucking
    • paceline punking

    ... probably because I seem to get pipped or blown away at the line, as a result of such shenanigans. 

    Which is why I think I might be a dawgawn pinko myself,
    like Uncle Karl,
    or worse...

    ... Lenin.

    What would they do if they so much as sensed non-participation?...

    ... Off with their helmets!,
    still on their heads.

    Witness my wretched weakness!

    I'm holding out hope for my capitalist conscience to win over my evil bolsie bent...

    • coaxing
    • encouraging
    • demonstrating

    ... after all, it's just a ride, a chance to practice racecraft.

    ===

    Coach Charlie's tips are solid: https://empirestateride.com/paceline-riding/

    ===

    165.6
    7 hrs sleep

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    10 minutes stretching
    96 (fitness per training peaks)
    20 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    WELL, THIS BROKE MY HEART

    I COULD SEE A BLOB about a couple of hundred yards ahead. It was junk half in the street, part on the sidewalk. The cars were all swerving out and driving by, I planned to do the same...

    ... avoiding any inconvenience.

    Only it wasn't trash.

    It was a man,
    who'd taken a tumble.

    He was sprawled in the street, trying to steady himself...

    ... his wheelchair balancing on the curb.

    I stopped,
    hustled over,
    cars whizzing by.

    The motorized wheel chair was quite heavy.

    Front wheels on curb, he asked me to push the button.

    Rear wheels grabbed perch, and pulled the chair back up on sidewalk.

    We got him settled.

    I'm Todd.

    I'm Bob.

    Do you need any water? Want to call anybody?

    No, no... thank you for the help.

    I got back on my bike...

    ... pedaling under my own power, on a gorgeous morning.

    The tears started to flow, was it...

    • memories of my near life changing injury last year?
    • the countless times I've crashed and bounced up?
    • the sadness for a fellow lover of the morning's limitations?

    ... so many emotions.

    The final, lingering one...

    ... I've got to do better for those in need, the opportunities are everywhere.

    ===

    166
    7 hrs sleep

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    10 minutes stretching
    93 (fitness per training peaks)
    40 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    THERE ARE NO TRYOUTS

    FOR MOST OF US, there were no tryouts. We rode, we ran, we swam. After prodding from a friend, a flashy flyer at the coffee shop, a seed was planted. One day, we woke up and said...

    ... Hey, I should try a race.

    What have I a got to lose?

    Nothing, just...

    • pride
    • confidence
    • social standing

    ... and everything to gain.

    The space between registration and finishing oscillates...

    ... between daunting and piece of cake.

    One moment we've got it all under control,
    the next we are freakin' out,
    or want to quit.

    Before we ever start.

    It's not a tryout,
    where we hope to get picked...

    ... it's a figure it out,
    and we pick ourselves.

    We keep going, pressing on because...

    ... we are endless fascinated with the idea of how far we can go?

    ===

    165.6
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    0 minutes stretching
    94 (fitness per training peaks)
    40 min vision therapy

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    >

    RASCAL SLAUGHTERS THE HITTERS

    IT WAS LIKE A TIME MACHINE today. A little knee-high that looked all of fourteen years old slipped off the front and basically just disappeared.  None of the hitters chased...

    ... they let 'im go.

    Maybe they had to?

    Meanwhile, I'm hanging on...

    ... wonderin' what's going on.

    The last time a little 120ish lb rascal was playing with us like this...

    ... he went on to join the pro tour.

    Kevin Vermaerke.

    Before that, I can only think of Floyd Landis.

    There are probably others in between, and before, who've reached the highest levels of the sport, and many who have gone pro.  

    For sure.

    The question is would the kids have...

    ... thrived without a supporting and challenging community?

    ===

    164.6
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    0 minutes stretching
    96 (fitness per training peaks)
    0 min vision therapy

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    FERRARI RIDERS

    HEARD A GOOD ONE TODAY. My pal and first cycling coach, Bret, was driving with the great Erik Zabel behind a large group ride, in San Francisco, spread 5 wide across the only lane....

    ... Zabel had a few thoughts.

    Who are these guys?

    Oh, this is well-known group ride.

    They are Ferrari riders.

    Ferrari riders?

    Then followed some sort of mangled German, Bret didn't understand...

    ... yet, got the gist.

    What do mean?

    You, you have pedal stroke like sewing machine...

    ... these guys on fancy bikes mash in squares.

    Hmmm...

    Like weekend Ferrari drivers.

    I don't the point was to denigrate the hardware, more of...

    ... a comment on looking vs acting the part.

    Truth is...

    • practice
    • coaching
    • genuine feel

    ... it takes time and determination to develop a smooth pedal stroke.

    Here are a few...

    • rid a fixy
    • one-legged drills
    • high cadence, over 120

    ... ways to improve pedal stroke.

    ===

    163.2
    8 hrs sleep

    Pullups and Pushups
    10 minutes stretching
    91 (fitness per training peaks)
    40 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    3 HOT SPOTS YOU GOTTA KNOW ABOUT

    FEELING SO COLD, I wondered what I could do.  I thought back to the dawg daze of summer.  I needed more than simply...

    ... thinking hot thoughts.

    It wasn't enough.

    Here's the science...

    • face
    • palms
    • foot bottoms

    ... we have 3 distinct areas.

    Keep these covered and warm...

    • gloves
    • toe/foot covers
    • bandana or face mask

    ... if cold.

    Keep 'em shaded and ventilated...

    • a visor
    • ventilated shoes
    • perforated gloves

    ... if hot.

    Colors matter, too.

    Which is why we make white gloves.

    It's Buy One Pair, Get One Pair right now...

    ... and yes, we have lots other colors.

    https://pedalindustries.com/collections/full-finger-gloves

    ===

    162.7
    7.75 hrs sleep

    Pullups and Pushups
    10 minutes stretching
    92 (fitness per training peaks)
    40 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    HE LENT ME THAT

    I'M RELIGIOUS by nature. It shows up in almost everything i do: work, fitness, learning. If I find a practice or ritual the inspires me, keeps me on track, or changes me...

    ... I'm down for incorporating good stuff.

    When my pal showed up on Ash Wednesday with the traditional mark on his forward, I asked him...

    ... What are you giving up for Lent?

    Sugar.

    I was impressed, and inspired.

    Giving up one of our most addictive drugs ain't easy.

    Join me.

    Uh, not really my thing.

    But, after a few weeks I thought...

    ... You know what, that's not a bad idea.

    So, I gave up sleep.

    Not, sleep sleep...

    ... sleeping in.

    Getting up at 530am is easy for me about half the days of the week, the other half I'm more of a 6 or 630 wakeruppper.

    Because I follow the great Joe Friel's advice...

    ... I wake up when i'm done sleeping.

    I wanted to do it...

    • for the discipline
    • to get my day started earlier
    • so I could get our and ride when it's sunny and warm

    ... to make a change for the better.

    Waking up naturally at 530am will happen simply by forcing it...

    ... eventually exhaustion makes early slumber easy.

    Viola!

    Change made...

    ... by Easter Morning.

    ===

    164
    7.75 hrs sleep

    Pullups and Pushups
    10 minutes stretching
    93 (fitness per training peaks)
    40 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

     


    >

    AREN'T YOU COLD?

    WEARING FLIPFLOPS ON THE FACTORY FLOOR isn't the smartest idea. Especially, where there is no heat. In winter. Our production manager looked at my feet, looked at me...

    ... aren't your feet cold?

    How could I explain why my feet are impervious to cold?

    I mean, who can relate to...

    • 20+ mph
    • skin tight lycra
    • shoes with all kindsa perforations

    ... what I'd done before the sun rose, temp around 40 degrees?

    I could barely feel my fingers,
    use the shifters
    and brakes.

    My feet?

    Gone.

    Honestly, I love it.

    For a couple of hours...

    ... the discomfort is energizing.

    I'm alive,
    ready to charge the day.

    ===

    What I was wearing:

    • skull cap
    • jersey
    • bibs
    • fly vest
    • arm and knee warmers
    • superlight gloves
    • fastmax sock

    What I could have easily added/swapped out:

    • toe warmers
    • cold weather gloves

    ===

    163.8
    7.75 hrs sleep

    Pullups and Pushups
    10 minutes stretching
    92 (fitness per training peaks)
    0 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    ARE THOSE GUYS PROS?

    YOUNG PUP was up the road a bit.  I was on my mtb, so figured I couldn't catch him. But, I was going about the same speed and...

    ... cut through the dirt.

    How ya feelin' after Saturday?

    I'm feelin' it, those guys are so good.

    I was smoked afterwards.

    Tell me, I've done that ride 5 or 6 times now, and I just can't hang on...

    ... are those guys pros?

    We've all had those thoughts...

    • we think we're in shape
    • they show their in better shape
    • we wonder how it's possible they're so much faster

    ... when we're new, there's just no way to appreciate what it takes.

    Or, took.

    Right?

    I mean, looking at the other athletes, they don't look that much different.

    If at all.

    So, what gives?

    Here's the fact.

    To get good at endurance sports...

    • mentally
    • physically
    • spiritually

    ... we've got to learn how to endure.

    Enduring doesn't mean plowing through the suck, it means...

    ... appreciating every second, until years have passed.

    They're not pro, 
    they've been riding for 5+ years.

    It takes time, to be refined...

    ... in the refiner's fire.

    ===

    164.7
    7.5 hrs sleep

    Pullups and Pushups
    10 minutes stretching
    88 (fitness per training peaks)
    40 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


    >

    LIVE BY THE CALENDAR, DIE BY THE CALENDAR

    GETTING TO DO THE RACES we want to do is not easy. There is so much that has to align to make it happen...

    ... so, what's the secret?

    The great Marc Andreessen said it best...

    If you know what you want, and you go for it with maximum energy and drive and passion, the world will often reconfigure itself around you much more quickly and easily than you would think.

    How do we do that?...

    • Get a calendar
    • Fill in the family, work, social commitments
    • Find a race we really want to do with no conflicts

    ... and make it hap'n cap'n.

    ===

    165
    8 hrs sleep

    No strength work
    10 minutes stretching
    89 (fitness per training peaks)
    0 min vision therapy

    https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


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    WHEN TRAINING BECOMES RISKY

    EVER FOUND YOURSELF right behind an absolute beast, only to take a quick glance and realize...

    ... all the other fools have been left in dust?

    Happened to me today,
    and it was quite foolish.

    It didn't seem so at the time.

    I felt great,
    our lead kept increasing,
    and the great Alfredo was hammerin'.

    Then, we caught a light.

    All gains...

    ... poof!

    As the group reached escape velocity on the final steep section of the first climb, I thought...

    ... Uh oh, I'm looking at a lonely next 15-20 miles.

    Why did I take that risk, to go with a pro triathlete?

    Because it was a training ride.

    What was the pay off?

    The most taxing ride in months,
    I rode much harder, per Training Peaks, 
    than at BWR and Cactus Cup races.

    By a lot.

    Which produced a huge fitness bump.

    Why didn't I race this hard?

    Racing is often very tactical...

    • use our matches prudently
    • let the other guys pull and suffer
    • going just fast enough to hang onto our finish position

    ... because the goal is often to simply place well.

    Doing the minimum...

    ... is often a winning formula.

    Training is like a laboratory...

    • speed
    • effort
    • intensity

    ... where we find out what is possible.

    It's not risky in a race, if we already know...

    ... we can handle it.

    ===

    Two years ago, I was at the state road race championships.  The previous year, my sole focus was Leadville, where being able to hold high tempo/low threshold for hours is key.

    I still had a ton of that type of fitness.

    In the two first miles, I popped a little hill.

    Not a big effort.

    But, for some reason, the group didn't follow.

    So, I kept going at Leadville pace, building up nearly a 2 minute lead.

    After a full lap, 22ish miles, my pal Andy bridged up, and now we were working together.

    Eventually, 3 others made it across.

    Neither Andy nor I won, but we managed to get on the podium...

    ... and enjoy a dream scenario, in a break, with a friend.

    ===

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    164.7
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    No strength work
    10 minutes stretching
    91(fitness per training peaks)
    0 min vision therapy

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    >

    DEAR OL' DIESEL, THIS YOUNG BUCK NEEDS HELP

    DEAR OL' DEISEL, can ya help a young feller out?  I can't decide if I should race the BWR Waffle or Wafer.

    Last year, I was training for the Wafer, training was going really well so at the last second I signed up for the longer, brutal-er Waffle.

    The very next day, I got sick.

    At the race, I went out too hard, way beyond my threshold, and had to limp the last 65 miles, to just finish.

    I made so many rookie mistakes, ugh.

    Power was down 100 watts from normal,
    heart rate was still high.

    I've got young kids, and training time is limited.

    In 2028, I turn 40 and plan to take on the Leadville 100 MTB race.

    Should I continue to focus on long distance endurance like the Waffle or back it down to the Wafer?

    Dear Buck,

    I feel for ya, limping home weak and broken is a terrible scenario.

    Let's be real.

    Having a young family is...

    • sleep deprived nights
    • full-time work to keep 'em clothed and fed
    • teaching correct principles and how life works

    ... the most beautiful and challenging blessing
     any of us will ever enjoy.

    That's the prime directive...

    • protect
    • provide
    • love the family.

    .. always.

    That said, the Ol' Diesel gets it because we raised 3 youngins ourselves.

    The yearn to find out how far we can push ourselves physically is real, and always calling.

    When the littles were around, I always tried to have one event every year.

    Kept me fit...

    • mentally
    • physically
    • spiritually

    ... to do all the providin' and lovin'.

    You already know this...

      ... do the Wafer.

      It fits your needs better.

      Remember, doing our best on RaceDay means meeting the...

      • challenges
      • responsibilities
      • time constraints

      ... while taking care of the best part of our lives.

      Family first, Buck!

      PS One day, you'll be an Ol' Diesel, too... all the time in the world, and the satisfaction of knowing we did all we could do.

      ===

      164
      8 hrs sleep

      PullUps, PushUps
      10 minutes stretching
      85(fitness per training peaks)
      30 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

       


      >

      YEAR OVER YEAR COMPARO

       LATELY, I'M COMPLETELY HUNG UP ON YEAR OVER YEAR COMPARISONS. Focused, might be a better term. It's key that we are...

      ... documenting the important activities.

      I do.
      Always.
      It's automatic.

      What am I looking at...

      • sales
      • fitness
      • activities

      ... on a daily basis?

      Sometimes, throughout the day.

      Here's the dill.

      It's easy to get discouraged if we are off,
      just look at that chart above and tell me how you'd feel?

      At the same time, we can be encouraged,
      when the comparo is tantalizingly positive.

      Each reaction is dangerous because they typically lead to...

      ... letting our foot off the gas.

      Whether we are leading or getting shelled, we must..

      ... get moving,
      and keep moving,
      towards our long-term goals.

      To win any race...

      ... we've got to start.

      ===

      163
      8 hrs sleep

      PullUps, PushUps
      10 minutes stretching
      85(fitness per training peaks)
      30 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


      >

      DISCIPLINE IS FOR LOSERS

      APPARENTLY, MY SIBLINGS were talking behind my back. To our kids, no less. What good come of that? Did you know your dad...

      ... did this?

      Ugh.

      But, turns out it was just a big misunderstanding and it'll blow over.

      You see, the discussion centered around my discipline.

      Discipline?!

      I have no discipline...

      • exercising
      • eating clean
      • getting good sleep

      ... it looks like I do.

      But, I don't.

      And, when it comes right down to it...

      ... I doubt you have much discipline.

      We just freakin' love it, right?

      That feeling of being free.

      Moving quickly.

      Soaring.

      We're not weird, or exceptionally disciplined...

      ... we're passionate.

      ===

      164
      8.5 hrs sleep

      PullUps, PushUps
      10 minutes stretching
      86(fitness per training peaks)
      40 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


      >

      A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN HR AND POWER TRAINING

      HELP!, I'VE MISPLACED my HR strap, and I can't record the data. Can I even train now? What will Starva think? How...

      ... can I be sure I even trained at all?

      Silly thoughts before I rolled out to do...

      • 29 mi
      • 4173 vert
      • under 2 hours

      ... my Hill Fest route.

      Normally, I'm all about the HR.
      Keeping it in the HR zone.

      Today was all about the PWR.
      Keeping it in the PWR zone.

      Here's what I found fascinating.

      When I'm focused on, say keeping HR in Tempo or Threshold...

      • position
      • cadence
      • breathing

      ... I don't pay as much attention to my form.

      The focus on this ride was keeping my PWR above 250.

      When I was making that effort, 250+ watts, I found that when I focus on my position in the saddle, keeping my cadence high...

      • my PWR output is higher
      • my breathing is easier
      • I'm going faster

      ... there is actually a sweet spot position for me to be in.

      Some Normalized PWR comparisons:

      • Today, 246
      • Saturday's race, 240
      • My normal Tuesday group ride, 229

      It would have been nice to have my HR monitor, and go back and see how hard my heart was working.

      The main take away for me is, when I'm training alone...

      ... I'm better off to train with PWR and Cadence only on the screen.

      ===

      Worth experimenting with, IMHO.

      ===

      163.8
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      PullUps, PushUps
      10 minutes stretching
      84(fitness per training peaks)
      40 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


      >

      RIDE WITH AI?

      THE OPPORTUNITIES TO EMPLOY AI are everywhere. For us, we might try an AI coach. But, how do we know it's good?  Well...

      ... I tried out AI, with something I know a thing or three about.

      I asked AI to write a blog post in the flavor of our blog.

      It was a good effort,
      but here's the problem.

      I personally get so much out of writing these posts daily, I shutter to think of letting go the opportunity to slice through what's working and deliver it to us in a creative way.

      The personal challenge of the ritual and discipline each evening...

      • fingers
      • keyboard
      • proof reading

      ... would be a tremendous loss, were I to outsource it.

      It's the same reason we...

      • run
      • ride
      • swim

      ... IRL vs playing a video game of our chosen sport.

      We live for...

      • the feel pain
      • to take chances
      • and hack our bodies

      ... because there is not substitute the tests of mortality.

      Just ask Grok.

      ===

      162.7
      8 hrs sleep

      PullUps, PushUps, Box Jumps
      10 minutes stretching
      82(fitness per training peaks)
      40 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


      >

      I LOVE A GOOD BATTLE

      YESTERDAY'S 40-MILE MTB RACE was epic as ever.  When it's one giant loop, 97% singletrack, each age group starts in it's own wave... 

      ... you know there are going to be some good battles.

      Cranks and legs trading blows,
      like swords and shields.

      In my race, the winner hit out super hard.

      I looked down and saw 450 watts,
      long enough to realize...

      ... I had to back down, and hope he'd blow.

      He didn't.

      Then, third and fourth place rode right by me on the next punchy little climb.

      I'd roll up on the downhill,
      they'd pull away on the climbs.

      This went on for 20ish minutes.

      Starting the steady 7-mile climb,
      I want to keep the pace up because, you know, first place was out there, and maybe he'd start to falter.

      So, I'm back in second position,
      and fifth place pulls through.

      He's on it.
      I'm hanging on.

      Third and fourth,
      are now fourth and fifth.

      On the following 10-minute downhill,
      I slowly ease away from third.

      But, he's there.

      Red helmet,
      blue jersey.

      Haunting,
      hunting.

      My hope of catching spurs me forward.

      I no longer see my pursuer,
      still don't see the target.

      These are always challenging spots in a race.

      It's easy to slow down,
      lose focus.

      That's why I kept pushing,
      wanting to catch,
      not caught.

      All the way to the finish line.

      ===

      Update on my back.

      Yesterday's race was day 3, after Dr. Su's magic.

      As she predicted, the back felt even better.

      Although the last 10 miles are quite rocky and rough,
      my back felt great.

      Even better, when I woke up in my own bed this morning I didn't need to slowly roll over, drop to my knees, and slowly stand.

      I just,
      got up.

      ===

      163.8 lbs - no scale
      7 hrs sleep

      No Strength
      0 minutes stretching
      82(fitness per training peaks)
      40 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


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      CONSIDERING RETIREMENT

      FOUNTAIN HILLS, AZ is the town closest to the venue for Cactus Cup.  It is so beautiful in the winter, and full of retirees. I see two types out here...

      ... those still charging, and those who haven't charged for years.

      I get it that age will crumble all of us.

      Still, 
      why give up?

      Especially,
      if you have all kindsa time.

      Are we going to acquire the body of Mr. Potato Head...

      ... or keep pushing, stretching, reaching as high as we can?

      Every day.

      Here's something to consider.

      A large percentage of the racers in the older groups are faster than ever,
      because they have the time and money...

      ... and they have always been active.

      Always.

      Even when...

      • kids
      • work
      • commitments

      ... made it seem impossible.

      They got in the workout...

      ... some thing is always better than no thing.

      Hopefully, we don't flicker out like a candle, and...

      ... we burn bright and go out like a light.

      ===

      ? lbs - no scale
      7 hrs sleep

      No Strength
      0 minutes stretching
      84(fitness per training peaks)
      25 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


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      THE TT PARADOX

      THERE WAS A BRIEF BREAK in the rain. After a 1 hour delay, lucky me got to speedsuit up. The course was wet, slightly muddy, shortened...

      ... we'd be flyin'. 

      Fortunately, it started to rain again about 10 mins before my start time.

      It was a TT.

      4, 3, 2, 1, GO!

      I've never raced a TT, crossed the finish line, and thought...

      ... I could have gone faster.

      I've never seen the results of a TT, after recovering, and not thought...

      ... I could have gone faster.

      Metaphor for life.

      Amiright?

      ---

      Does that deserve a deconstruction?

      • Warm up was pretty good, 35 minutes with varied efforts
      • Got to start with 2 mins to spare, in other words late.
      • Ditched my jacket.
      • Didn't have my Wahoo on the correct screen, fumbled with it rolling out.
      • I race better with computer in my pocket for these efforts, go on feel, check the data later.
      • The cold, even though I was quite warm, was still discouraging. It was hard to be "up" for it.
      • Tire pressure seemed good, 18 front/20 back.
      • Rode the sides of the trail to stay out of the middle's little stream
      • On the back half I rode the stream, it was faster.
      • There is so much sand and decomposed granite, very little mud.
      • Glasses were fogging on warm up, clear at race pace.
      • Wore my speedsuit,base layer, arm warmers.
      • Felt really good.

      ---

      Update on my back, 48hrs after Dr. Su's torture chamber...

      ... better than yesterday.

      I'm honestly stunned.

      Check out this video.

      Planning to document daily, through her 7 day promise of all better.

      ... and, yes, I'd love it if you followed what we're doing over there so you can see us IRL.

      ===

      ? lbs - no scale
      8.5 hrs sleep

      PushUps
      10 minutes stretching
      81(fitness per training peaks)
      25 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


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      IT'S RAINING, IS THAT GOOD?

      NOT LONG AGO, I was humblebragging about what a ninja I was for training in the rain. Because, ya know, it's just going to make me that much more of a...

      ... bada$$ in a race with rain.

      Then, tomorrow's TT happened.

      47°, raining, and windy is just a lot more than a ninja like me could hope for.

      A lot more.

      Pretty sure warming up will be useless,
      cause who can warm up...

      ... and stay warm in that, in a skinsuit?!

      Good thing my rain riding heroics where on pavement, so...

      ... I'm extra unprepared for dirt, mud, rock ledges.

      Can any good come from this...

      ... or do I just stay warm and toasty in the van?

      What would you do?

      Be honest.

      Inspire me.

      Tell me I suck, and you'd thrive in those conditions...

      ... c'mon I need a good swift kick in the lycra.

      ===

      ? lbs - no scale
      8.5 hrs sleep

      PushUps
      10 minutes stretching
      84(fitness per training peaks)
      45 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


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      FIXING BACK PAIN

      MY BACK HAS BEEN REALLY BOTHERING ME, for years. The last 8 months or so, I get home from a long ride and I can barely walk.  So, when the Chinese doctor said...

      ... I make you cry.

      I was in.

      Because she promised to pull the scar tissue out.

      I show you, you see.

      The price was so high, 
      I figured it's going to work...

      ... even if it's a placebo.

      Today I submitted to the pain...

      • standing on my back
      • poking me with needles
      • cupping out the scar tissue

      ... hurt like hell.

      I didn't cry,
      but I sure cried out.

      She found places in my ...

      • butt
      • back
      • spine

      ... I didn't even know I had.

      What I do know is, as promised...

      ... she pulled tissue out of my back.

      Bloody.
      Chunky.

      My back wasn't bleeding.

      Weird stuff,
      for sure.

      Did it work?

      I feel good.

      She said...

      • tomorrow, sore
      • three days, feel better
      • one week, pain all gone

      ... just in time for Cactus Cup's 40 mile XC race, on Saturday.

      Hopefully, the only flaring up will be from...

      ... my after burners on the short, punchy climbs.

      ===

      ? lbs - no scale
      8.5 hrs sleep

      PushUps
      10 minutes stretching
      84(fitness per training peaks)
      45 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


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      OBVIOUS AND NON-OBVIOUS REASONS TO PRE-RUN A COURSE

      IT'S ALWAYS HARD TO BEAT THE LOCALS.  Doesn't matter if it's road, dirt or a mix.  If you're from outta town, and it's you're first time...

      ... local knowledge is gonna kill ya.

      Not the locals,
      they're nice,
      until not.

      They're going to...

      • enter and exit the corners
      • roll the blind drops
      • ride the surges

      ... faster and better.

      They've mastered the course,
      and they will spend considerably less energy,
      conserving to stick it to us when we make the slightest error.

      So, we pre-ride and do our best to...

      • relax
      • recon
      • remember

      ... to close the gap.

      While I was pre-running Saturday's race course...

      • how much nutrition and liquid to carry
      • should I carry bottles, a pack, both
      • how low to run tire pressure

      ... thinking of ways to be efficient.

      But there were other considerations.

      Will it be windy like today?

      If it's cold at the start, vest or no vest?

      Will Friday's predicted rain change conditions?

      How to figure out who are the locals on the start line?

       

      ===

      ? lbs - no scale
      8 hrs sleep

      PushUps
      10 minutes stretching
      84(fitness per training peaks)
      45 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


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      WHAT TO CARE ABOUT?

      THERE'S ALWAYS A LOT OF PRESSURE to perform.  We put it on ourselves, others put it on us...

      ... high expectations can kill.

      The joy.

      I've had a pretty darn successful month...

      • family
      • business
      • and that racing thing

      ... but the results don't reflect the focus.

      How can I share this without sounding like a kook?

      I'll just tell ya.

      Yeah, I ripped at the race...

      ... I was more concerned with how my eyes would function after all the vision therapy, and my how complete my recovery is from pneumonia in January.

      Yeah, we had a good month of overall sales...

      ... I'm focused on how many bags did we sell because bag sales always lead to apparel and all the other products we make.

      Yeah, we have a new granddaughter...

      ... I'm focused on caring for each member of our family, literally praying for inspiration.

      Don't get me wrong here.

      It's cool to win the prize.

      Totally.

      Weirdly, when I really want _______, and I focus on that vs what needs to happen, things don't seem to workout as I hope.

      When I'm focused on the inputs, planting the seeds...

      ... I know the outputs the harvest is gonna happen.

      It's just a matter of time...

      ... when it does, it's so gratifying.

      ===

      I think this is where the "influencers" ask...

      ... What are your inputs?...

      ... hoping for a reply.

      Not looking for that.
      I know this will hit home for a lot of us.

      Peace, out.

      ===

      ? lbs - no scale
      8 hrs sleep

      PushUps, Jumps
      10 minutes stretching
      82(fitness per training peaks)
      20 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

       


      >

      THE RUT AND THE ROUTE

      RACING ALONG, it's easy to find ourselves in a rut.  Wheels sucked in, rocketing forward, but...

      ... we're beginning to lose control.

      Ruts take us where they want to.

      Routes are different we...

      • know where we want to go,
      • plot the course.
      • get moving.

      ... the destination is up to us.

      I like road trips.

      Getting out of my routines gives me a different perspective.

      See the life ruts I'm in.

      Toss out the bad ones, and...

      ... stay on my righteous route.

      (yes, that's righteous in hippy talk - like, righteous wave dude.)

      ===

      ? lbs - no scale
      10 hrs sleep

      PushUps, Jumps
      10 minutes stretching
      82(fitness per training peaks)
      20 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


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      WHAT I LEARNED AT BWR AZ

      DOWNLOADING THE KNOWLEDGE after a race can be super helpful.  We always learn something we didn't foresee, that could...

      ... help us go faster, have more fun, next time.

      What mapmyride didn't tell me...

      • there would be miles of whoops
      • those whoops would suck the life out of my legs on the return
      • divebombing into the first single track would make or break a race

      ... I see why it's not called scout my ride.

      Smart things I did...

      • Camelbak was perfect for drinking over the raucous opening terrain
      • Lowish pressure in the tires, 22 front and 26 rear
      • Fastest rolling gravel tires vs mtb tires

      Dumb things I did...

      • Only 32 oz in the Camelbak, 44 (2 bottles worth) woulda been better
      • Letting my mind wander for a split second and washing out in a turn
      • Didn't bring a mini-tool, got lucky and didn't need

      Nice surprises...

      • Best bathrooms of all time at a race - air con, sink, soap, private
      • Water handups on course, came in super handy
      • My pal Kristen caught me and we teamed up

      What worked...

      • road shoes with MTB cleats very comfy
      • Classified hub bailed me out with the super quick shifts
      • the Ergon seatpost over the washboard was Cadillac smooth

      What failed...

      • when I crashed the derailleur hanger bent, and next time I need granny gear it through chain into spokes 
      • my arms were so bloody from snagging them on "cats claw" bushes
      • the dang helmet needed a good wash before, I would have avoided eye-searing sweat

      ... those are pretty much all me failing.

      Next time...

      • run new tires, these were too worn for all the sand
      • drive out Thursday vs Friday and be more relaxed
      • more liquid in Camelbak

      Overall, super fun riding and racing.

      The weather was perfect,
      hi 70's.

      BWR team and volunteers put on a very classy event.

      ===

      ? lbs - no scale
      8 hrs sleep

      No lifting
      10 minutes stretching
      84(fitness per training peaks)
      20 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248

       


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      I'M HUNGRY, AND IT'S A SIGN

      DAYS LIKE THIS and I swear my body has a mind of it's own. Somehow, it knows tomorrow is going to be big.  No matter how much I eat...

      ... my body wants more.

      So, I obey...

      • Applefritter.
      • 10" Mad Dog Pizza
      • Chipotle 2X Steak Salad

      ... plus, nuts, apples, oranges, berries, and a protein bar.

      I'm still hungry,
      and you know what?

      My body is right... 

      ... I'm going to reward it tonight with a Haagen-Daz bar.

      But, first, more blueberries.

      ===

      162
      7 hrs sleep

      No lifting
      10 minutes stretching
      80 (fitness per training peaks)
      0 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248


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      CAN YOU TOLERATE THAT?

      GOING FROM RIM BRAKES TO DISC BRAKES was a game changer for me.  Bombing a long, fast descent no longer meant alternating between front and rear... 

      ... simply to save my hand strength, keep the rims cool.

      But, there were costs.

      Not just cash.

      We had...

      • rotors
      • brake pads
      • brake fluid

      ... much tighter tolerances.

      We could roll with a slightly bent rim,
      not gonna happen with a bent rotor.

      We could adjust the brake's cable tension on the fly,
      not happening out in the wilderness.

      Tighter tolerances...

      ... bring us increased performance.

      Increased performance... 

      ... requires tighter tolerances.

      Example.

      After my TBI, my vision was really off.

      It was a struggle to go fast over tricky, twisty terrain.

      12 months later, 
      I'm still doing vision therapy.

      It's a lot better,
      but that is not the point.

      The point is,
      if I wasn't pushing my body to perform beyond the trivial tasks of getting by...

      ... I'd never know how off my vision was.

      Which got me thinking...

      ... what am else I tolerating that is holding me back?

      ===

      162.7
      8 hrs sleep

      Breaklifting
      10 minutes stretching
      83 (fitness per training peaks)
      45 min vision therapy

      https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248



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      A THREE PLUG RIDE

      A THREE PLUG RIDE

      Jun 20, 2024 TODD BROWN

      IF YOU HAD A CHANCE to ride with your top training pal from 10 years ago, would you?  Make it happen?  Do whatever it takes?...

      ... let nothing get in the way?

      This pal, retired from the sport.

      The horror!

      But, every now and again, I can coax him back on his bike and we spend some good time catching up...

      ... the wonderful two-wheeled way.

      We rolled from his place,
      through some dirt,
      to a bike trail.

      I promptly managed to get a fish hook in my tire.

      Stopped,
      pulled it out.

      The magic of tubeless,
      it sealed.

      Not 90 seconds later I hit a perfectly place piece of gravel,
      and punctured the tire.

      Ugh!

      Big hole.

      Put in a plug,
      aired it up,
      no luck.

      Put in another plug,
      aired it up,
      no go.

      I'm outta air at this point,
      but I must have taught him well because he's prepared.

      Put in a third plug,
      air it up...

      ... we're off, and riding.

      There was no way we weren't doing this ride...

      ... now if I can just lure him back into riding regularly.

      I miss hanging out with my oldest, son.

      ---

      164.7
      8 hrs sleep
      1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + extra squats
      20 minutes recovery 
      90 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      DERAILLED?

      DERAILLED?

      Jun 19, 2024 TODD BROWN

      GRABBED THE MTB FOR DRTY WDNSDY.  It'd been a few weeks. The chain started skipping around, and when I shifted down to get over the final steep little pitch...

      ... it jumped into the spokes.

      Did it save my life?

      Maybe.

      I instantly came to a stop, panicked I'd permanently wedged it between the spokes and the cassette.

      A second later, I noticed...

      ... a beautiful diamond back rattle snake sunbathing about 3' away from me.

      Had I been going a lot faster,
      had the drivetrain been functioning properly,
      there's a good chance one of us would have been hurt.

      Derailleur is a weird word.

      It's French.

      Before I got all hoitytoity roadie, I called it the shifter.

      It shifts the gears, or derails the chain from one cog to the next.

      Today, mine malfunctioned and derailled my ride...

      ... shifted my plans.

      Which goes to prove not all derailments ruin the day...

      ... sometimes we just gotta take a breath and find the good in the situation.

      ---

      164.9
      8 hrs sleep
      1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + extra squats
      20 minutes recovery 
      90 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      CALENDERING

      CALENDERING

      Jun 18, 2024 TODD BROWN

      WHEN PLANNING OUT THE TRAINING, it's super helpful to have a large wall calendar.  Smaller calendars are okay, too. For sure, avoid my go to form...

      ... the ever lame, in my head.

      That's just plain...

      • easy
      • lazy
      • dumb

      ... otherwise known as...

      • winging it
      • hoping
      • unpro

      ... not us.

      First, put in the milestones...

      • Family vacations and events
      • Work trips and commitments

      ... then, add in the A events.

      Now, we can look at when...

      • we can do the big training blocks
      • it makes the most sense to have a rest week
      • and a few B and C events that would be great prep

      ... that's the truly big picture.

       The best way to visualize and predict the future.

      --- 

      We still have a few of these, and I'm blowing them out for $15, with free shipping.

      https://pedalindustries.com/products/pedal-black-2024-giant-raceday-calendar?_pos=1&_sid=60a4cdcaa&_ss=r

      ---

      164.7
      7 hrs sleep
      PullUps and PushUps
      10 minutes recovery 
      30 minutes reading + Journaling 
      100

       

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      HAVE I BECOME THE MIRTHLESS MAN?

      HAVE I BECOME THE MIRTHLESS MAN?

      Jun 17, 2024 TODD BROWN

      THIS WAS A WEIRD ONE, and I'm wondering if it's ever happened to you.  A concerned reader reached out and said...

      ... I'm doing it all wrong.

      All this training is supposed to be fun, and give me joy, etc.

      According to this judge, I've missed the point.

      I can't possibly be happy with all this dedication, striving, yearning to improve...

      ... and, I wondered if that's true.

      You know what I think?

      He's right.

      People with low standards, set the bar low and can't relate to...

      ... people fascinated by what's possible, who set the bar impossibly high.

      Riding fast...

      ... fascinates me.

      If you relate, click here.

      ---

      165.1
      8 hrs sleep
      1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit
      30 minutes recovery 
      90 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      IF YOU HAD A SUPER POWER...

      IF YOU HAD A SUPER POWER...

      Jun 16, 2024 TODD BROWN

      AT THE PARTY FRIDAY NIGHT, the gist was to get to know each other better.  We each drew a question about ourselves.  I drew...

      ... if you had a super power what would it be and why?

      You'd think it would be...

      • to climb like a god
      • sprint faster than a bullet trail

      ... something along those lines.

      Today being Father's Day, I woulda settled for discipline...

      • instead of hogging the delicious pizza we "split" last night
      • rising to demolish a fresh apple fritter for breakfast
      • snacking on the entire bag my favorite chips and salsa
      • prying open the chocolate almonds in the bag
      • going tyrannosaurus rex on a steak dinner

      ... was I desperate to restore my dad bod?

      My actual answer to the question was to be a time traveler so I could...

      • go back and visit my dad and grand fathers
      • go forward and see our sons' families' families

      ... what could be better?

      Oh, well, yeah, also go to the future to finally answer the question...

      ... what is the truly optimal tire pressure.

      ---

      164.7 lbs (tomorrow's gonna be worse)
      7 hrs sleep
      PushUps and PullUps and Squats
      10 minutes recovery 
      90 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      COMPARING EVENTS AND INTERPRETING THE DATA

      COMPARING EVENTS AND INTERPRETING THE DATA

      Jun 15, 2024 TODD BROWN

      THREE OF THE LAST 4 WEEKS I've hit it pretty hard on Saturday.  Twice on the road, once on gravel.  All chasing much faster cats...

      ... doing all I can to hang on.

      Today's was the biggest challenge...

      ... the most feared ride in these parts.

      It's called Swami's, and is in the San Diego area.  

      One of the reasons it's so challenging is because that area has phenomenal athletes, and many of them are cyclists and triathletes.

      The other reason, there is only one choice for a Saturday beat down.

      I've pulled the data from just the blistering sections of the each day's workouts.  Not the warm up or cool down or junk miles.

      Below are my results.

      Swami's

      Two weeks ago, I chased my favorite national class offroad family... they just took 1st, 2nd, and 5th at MTB Marathon Nationals, today.

      Gravel route

      Three weeks ago, it was another very spirited gallop on the road.

      Food Park

      What can we see?

      Work (kJ) was similar on the 2 road rides, the gravel ride was longer but when extrapolated a similar effort.

      For all three rides, my Normalized Power (NP) was almost exactly the same.

      A little bit lower on Food Park.

      Average Power was highest on Swami's (223), the shortest ride, followed by the longer Gravel ride (216), with  Food Park the lowest (200).

      Max Power was similar on Swami's and Gravel (739, 730), and lowest on Food Park (653).

      Ave Heart Rate, was nearly identical on the two road rides (155, 153) and a little lower on the longer gravel ride (145)... which also had some longish descents.

      Soooooo... my fellow lovers of pain,

      Which ride gives the best results when I'm searching for more explosive power in the 1-5 minute range?

      While you're thinking about that, chew on this:

      • I was dropped several times on Food Park but miraculously (stop lights) caught back on.
      • On the gravel ride, I came off on most of the climbs, and reconnected on the descents.
      • Today, on Swami's, I was shelled about 20 minutes in and rejoined after taking a short cut, then left behind again with 6-8ish miles to go.

      My take away is that my fitness is rising, my ability to put out power is increasing and Swami's would be the best effort...

      ... if I could manage to stay on.

      That used to be doable, terrible, but achievable.

      My fitness, according to Strava is down 22% from a year ago and 29% from 2 years ago.

      Considering it was almost zero in February, post injury, I'm pretty stoked and...

      ... looking forward to my next crack at Swami's.

      What can I do better?

      • Still need to carve off some blubber
      • Coulda got better sleep last night
      • More calories per hour

      Now, what to do next week?

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      PushUps and PullUps and Squats
      10 minutes recovery 
      30 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      GOOD AND READY ARE NOT THE SAME THING

      GOOD AND READY ARE NOT THE SAME THING

      Jun 14, 2024 TODD BROWN

      A LOT OF THINGS CAN HOLD US BACK FROM WINNING.  Our talent, our equipment, our preparation, our effort...

      ... being good enough to win is likely not in question.

      We often have what it takes to snag the PR, get up on the podium, win the group sprint.

      But, we don't do it...

      ... because we aren't ready.

      Could be our mental game,
      we aren't hungry enough,
      our doubts,
      fears.

      Other times, we straight up...

      ... forget to pack our shoes.

      Doh!

      Whatever the case, not being ready is strictly on us.

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      162.8
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      PushUps and PullUps
      20 minutes recovery 
      60 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      FATIGUE MAKES COWARDS OF US ALL

      FATIGUE MAKES COWARDS OF US ALL

      Jun 13, 2024 TODD BROWN

      THE HARDEST RIDE I DO ALL WEEK, isn't with the crew, isn't intervals, isn't some ridiculously epic PR I'm chasing...

      ... for most of us, we'd consider it a nothing burger.

      Not me, here's why.

      It's the Wednesday ride, on the heels of the blistering Tuesday ride.

      By myself.

      Zone 2.

      3 hours.

      What could be so hard about that?

      The way I do it.

      From the get go, I'm looking to get my HR right into the upper limits of my Zone 2.

      Because I'm freshish, this means the power output is more in the tempo range.

      One of my goals, is to never take the pressure off the pedals.

      Flat, up, down, smooth, bouncy...

      ... I'm pedaling.

      Focused on that target HR.

      Last evening, as I rolled into the 3rd hour....

      ... I was exhausted and badly wanted to shut 'er down.

      To quit.

      My power HR was dropping and so was the power per beat.

      My desire to pedal,
      wilting.

      I had a choice...

      ... stay on plan or head to the coast and coast home.

      I chose to persevere because I know when September's event rolls around...

      ... I want to be prepared to battle fatigue.

      ---

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      THE MAGIC OF AN ATHLETE'S LIFE

      THE MAGIC OF AN ATHLETE'S LIFE

      Jun 12, 2024 TODD BROWN

      WHAT IS A RACE, REALLY?  There's all the prep and training.  Competitors who are teaming and tapered.  A race director who's praying it goes off without a hitch...

      ... but, that's not the real showdown.

      What a race is is a date on our calendar to find out...

      ... how fit and healthy we really are.

      And, this is the magic of an athlete's life.

      We actually have a plan, a timeline to follow...

      ... a deadline to bring it all together.

      What are we going to find out at the A race?

      Yeah, we'll discover if we're faster or slower or better or worse than the rest.

      More importantly, we'll know we are doing everything we can to maximize our physical, mental, social and, yes, spiritual, selves...

      ... which puts us miles ahead of where we'd otherwise be.

      To outsiders the resulting healthy glow looks like magic...

      ... to us, it's normal.

      Because Every Day Is RaceDay.

      ---

      If you like tapping into the power of reminders, check this out: https://pedalindustries.com/collections/id-bicycle-stickers-and-tags/products/ride-fast-id-bundle-copy

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      162.3
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      ALL MY THOUGHTS ON AERO

      ALL MY THOUGHTS ON AERO

      Jun 11, 2024 TODD BROWN

      HOW DOES AN UNDERFUNDED, overenthusiastic athlete figure out the intricacies of aero?  No easy access to a wind tunnel, no pal on the inside, just YouTube...

      ... this is a real question.

      And, today, I thought I got a real answer.

      I went all in on aero.

      • Kask Utopia helmet
      • New Speedsuit prototype
      • No cell phone bulging out the side pocket

      This is the depth of my science.

      I was the last cat with a chance to catch the leading 5 riders over the top of The Wall.

      There was one rider that I could see in between me and them...

      ... according to Strava, I was 10 seconds behind Gouldilox.

      A legit test ensued.

      Generally, if I'm not right on his wheel he rolls away from me, even though we are nearly the same weight and build.

      Sensations.

      Aero helmets are oddly quieter than the others at 45.9 mph (per Wahoo).

      The Speedsuit opening forms a perfect seal around my neck, and the fabric is cut so exact there is zero flapping in the wind...

      ... just the air flowing around my body.

      It felt awesome...

      ... fast as heck!

      Nearly two miles later, as I reentered the atmosphere, we linked up.

      Looking back on it, while the ride seemed slowish today we actually posted pretty quick times.

      How's that for sciency?

      I'm taking this Ride Fast mantra pretty serious.

      Check this out: https://pedalindustries.com/collections/id-bicycle-stickers-and-tags/products/ride-fast-id-bundle-1

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      162.3
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      PushUps and PullUps
      10 minutes recovery 
      30 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      ON BEING SLIGHTLY BETTER

      ON BEING SLIGHTLY BETTER

      Jun 10, 2024 TODD BROWN

      IMPROVEMENT CAN BE ILLUSIVE.  Sometimes it's obviously happening, other times we wonder if we're moving forward at all.  Here's how to know if...

      ... changes for the better are being made.

      Where would we be if we...

      • rode 3 more miles
      • skipped dessert
      • did 5 pull ups
      • hit the hay 10 minutes earlier
      • rattled off 15 push ups
      • said no to one piece of bread
      • spent 5 minutes on equipment maintenance

      ... every day?

      After a year of this we'd...

      • add 1095 miles
      • skip 365 desserts
      • do 1825 pull ups
      • sleep 60 additional hours
      • complete 5475 push ups
      • go without 23 loaves of bread
      • perform 25 hours of equipment maintenance

      ... and hardly notice a change to our daily lives.

      Except, being slightly better each day means being...

      ... massively better a year from now.

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      162.8
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      WE CAN'T WIN THAT RACE

      WE CAN'T WIN THAT RACE

      Jun 09, 2024 TODD BROWN

      TWO YEARS AGO, when I was going for my PR at Leadville, I was toying with the idea of a special jersey.   It would contain something very stealthy.  I tabled the idea...

      ... because I wasn't sure it work.

      Now, of course, the concept is cutting-edge.

      Which makes this idea...

      ... just like every race we stand no chance of winning.

      What was the jersey idea?

      Sewing in a sleeve to hold my hydration bladder inside the jersey vs a camelbak-style pack...

      ... which is exactly what the winner, and other pros, used at Unbound last week.

      I wanted it because it seemed like it would be more secure, not bouncing around over rough terrain.

      Aero wasn't on my mind at all, which was the claimed gotta-have benefit for the 200 mile gravel race.

      Clearly it works,
      clearly I gotta take a crack at it.

      Which brings up the point about racing...

      ... we can't win a race, ever, if we don't show up.

      Take the chance,
      see what happens.

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      163.1
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      20 minutes recovery 
      90 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      THE REASON I'M NOT DOING 100mi TRAINING RIDES

      THE REASON I'M NOT DOING 100mi TRAINING RIDES

      Jun 08, 2024 TODD BROWN

      GRAVEL NATIONALS IS IN 13 WEEKS. Last year's course for my age group was 90ish miles.  One would think I should be doing 100 mile training rides...

      ... there's a better metric to use for prep.

      Rather than try and match the mileage,
      consider this info...

      • The winners completed the course in just under 4.5 hours.
      • Add to that, the there isn't a lot of climbing...
      • ... 3500' over 90 miles is only 38'/mile.
      • Way under my climby course barometer of 100'/mile.
      • Most of the roads used look very smooth and fast, maybe a little sand.

      ... so, what am I gonna do?

      That was the question I had this morning as I rolled out...

      ... how can I best mimic the challenge I'll face in Nebraska?

      I had a route in mind that connected the fastest gravel stretches I can ride from home.

      My goal was to ride race pace for 4 hours,
      then refuel at the little country general store, 
      and take it easy for the 90 minutes it takes to ride home.

      Things went mostly according to plan...

      ... until my right pedal exploded.

      Yep.

      2.5 hours in, 
      I stand up and hear a pinging sound,
      looking down I can see the pedal is sliding out about 2".

      That pinging sound?

      All the teenytiny ballbearings hitting the frame.

      First, we need to take care of our gear.  I'd been running these pedals for over 2 years, and never done a lick of maintenance.

      Bozo Nono.

      Second, things can go sideways in a race, so I pedaled on.

      Every few miles I'd unclip and kick the end of the pedal to get it aligned.  This worked mostly good.  I had to slow down a bit, but not much.

      Me, being me, there was no way I was gonna quit when I was trying to test my body and figure out a good gravel course.

      I arrived at the general store in 3:34,
      26 minutes earlier than I'd hoped,
      mainly due to skipping bouncy stuff.

      That said, my normalized power for the effort was 236, which is pretty good given the pedal issues.

      Along with figuring out a 4ish hour test course...

      ... I wanted to practice nutrition intake.

      In race conditions I'd shoot for 3-400 calories/hour, and 1 bottle per hour...

      • I downed 1.7 bottles
      • 700 calories

      ... for those first 3.5 hours

      This was a total fail.

      Next time I do this test, I'll hit the sections I skipped and be on top of my nutrition.

      For a first crack, 
      it was a good effort.

      Not great.

      One thing I'll be hoping for is some hotter weather.

      Today was cool, 
      and overcast.

      Heat will probably slow me down,
      but, it could easily be in the 90's come raceday.

      So, why am I not doing 100 mile training rides to prepare?

      • We don't have endless gravel roads here
      • Our local terrain has a lot more elevation gain
      • I'm much more interested in being able to rip it up for 4.5 hours

      Time in the saddle is a more important training metric for me, than miles.

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      162.3
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      PullUps, PushUps, Presses
      10 minutes recovery 
      30 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      BREATH WORK

      BREATH WORK

      Jun 07, 2024 TODD BROWN

      BREATHING IS A BIG THING when we're maxing out our capabilities.  I've tried nose only, focusing on expanding my diaphragm, and belly breathing.  I'd like to...

      ... blame the belly breathing.

      That was my first attempt at improving my ability to process oxygen.

      I shamelessly blamed that method for my potbelly and Surfergirl's constant request during photos...

      ... Hold your belly in.

      I am! 

      It's hard to hold back 30 lbs of blubber.

      I felt like The Little Dutch Boy,
      only my dike was about to break.

      During this belly breathing era, you know where your belly is expanding and contracting in an exaggerated fashion...

      ... me rubbing legs would wear off the anodized color on the sides of my seatpost,
      and my knees would bounce off said belly.

      Hard to be aero when belly is in the way.

      Maybe belly breathing wasn't that effective?

      It took about 5 years to change that.

      Not the breathing,
      the belly.

      But, the most rapid changes happened when I decided to go for it on the local, hilly time trial through the canyon.

      While I was shedding lbs,
      my coach at the time,
      insisted I change.

      She wanted me to stop allowing my belly expand like a water balloon attached to a faucet...

      ... instead, focus on expanding my diaphragm.

      Bring the diaphragm down to make room for my expanding lungs.

      I didn't see the point.

      However, when I did that, and it took some getting used to, I noticed I was more relaxed on the bike and breathing easier...

      ... when riding at threshold, tt pace.

      To this day, I think about that era and occasionally find myself consciously practicing the technique.

      As for the nose breathing, which she (the coach) also prodded me to do, I never got the hang of it when going at a pace above Zone 1.  I do practice it when at my desk, or reading, or stretching.

      It could be anatomical, or mental, or laziness...

      ... I gave it a shot.

      The kids, in the pic above, can't remember the day Surfergirl snapped a pic of me 30 years agon, shirtless, bent over, holding their hands...

      ... Who were they with? I cluelessly asked.

      I didn't even recognize myself when we got the pics back a month or so later.

      Changing things like breathing and bellies is fun to try...

      ... and often makes a positive difference in performance.

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      162.1
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      20 minutes recovery 
      60 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      MUST BE NICE

      MUST BE NICE

      Jun 06, 2024 TODD BROWN

      WHY DO PEOPLE SAY THIS?  It must be nice to be fit enough to do epic things, and go for long training excursions when you want. To which I always respond...

      ... it's not nice.

      Because it's not.

      It's freakin' GREAT!

      Which is why we do it.

      Saying No to...

      • crappy food
      • staying up too late
      • wasting time watching stupid stuff

      And yes to...

      ... living awesome lives.

      Maybe they say It must be nice because we make it look easy.

      And it is.

      When we commit.

      We're like race horses,
      with the blinders on.

      Our finish line is the fitness which results in us being better...

      • parents
      • lovers
      • workers
      • providers
      • thinkers
      • doers of good deeds

      ... than we'd otherwise be.

      It's not nice...

      ... it's The Best.

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      162.7
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      20 minutes recovery 
      60 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      THE GAMECHANGING GOAL

      THE GAMECHANGING GOAL

      Jun 05, 2024 TODD BROWN

      SOME GOALS ARE BETTER THAN OTHERS, and I think I know why.  It's not that one destination is better than another, it's...

      ... what is required that matters.

      Take my pal Roberto's goal for 2025.

      He fell short of finishing a monster ride.

      He didn't really fall, 
      he wasn't able to complete the route.

      To say he's going to do the whole ride next year is massive because he quit before the final 5000' climb, which was preceded by 10000' of vert and 110 miles.

      That ain't nothin'...

      ... and he's already planning to go for it.

      The only way he's going to make that happen is to change his game.

      He's got to be a heck of a lot fitter,
      and up his bike handling.

      That's what I mean with gamechanging goals forcing us to...

      • change how we prepare
      • eliminate useless activities
      • increase time spent doing the right things
      • think of entirely new ways to reach new results

      ... change everything.

      Are gamechanging goals really better?

      I think so,
      they're the only ones that get me excited about what's possible.

      What are my gamechanging goals?

      1. Take Surfergirl on a weeklong vacation to a dream destination (it's been too long)
      2. Double our sales over last year, even though we are only 5% ahead y.t.d. 
      3. Compete (not just show up) at Gravel Nationals

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      163.1
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      1 RaceDay Ready Circuit
      20 minutes recovery 
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      MY STATS AND WHY I SHARE THEM

      MY STATS AND WHY I SHARE THEM

      Jun 04, 2024 TODD BROWN

      READER BURAK ASKED ABOUT MY STATS.  I'd say it's personal, and I'm not going to share that data with anybody, especially a potential competitor.  But, it's personal...

      ... and I want to be held accountable.

      To you,
      and to me.

      Can't tell ya how many times I've wanted to fudge or skip... 

      ... knowing it's public makes it very powerful to stay on course.

      So, Burak, here ya go:

      I'm 62.

      163.8 lbs

      This is my weight, first thing in the morning, not after a 100 mile bike ride in 100 degree heat without a water bottle or food.  Tracking that number, at that time of day is super valuable.  I've used the same app for years, and if i want to see what I weighed when I snagged a PR or had a good race, it's a tap of the screen away.

      8.5 hrs sleep

      This sleep number is the time I spend in bed.  I used an app on my watch for a while, but it stressed me out so much my sleep got worse.  I'm typically zonked within about 10 minutes of picking up the Kindle.  Nightly sleep time has increased by 60-90 minutes since my brain injury.

      1 RaceDay Ready Circuit

      The circuit is comprised of PullUps, PushUps, Squats, Heel Raises, Toe Raises, Should Press and Nordic Leg Curls (look it up on YouTube).  It takes me 15-18 minutes to do them all, at home, in my PJs, right after I stretch and do some meditation.

      20 minutes recovery 

      Most morning I stretch and meditate for 20 minutes, and several evenings a week I'll hit the legs with the Hypervolt for 6-10 minutes.  Occasionally, not as often as I'd like, I'll get a proper massage. 

      90 minutes reading + Journaling 

      After I do the stretch and meditate stuff, before the Circuit, I usually dive into some sort of uplifting and/or educational reading, followed by some journaling.  If it says over 60 minutes, that's because I did more reading during the day or at night.  I really like to read and learn.

      95

      That little number right there I added this year.  It's my fitness score, according to Training Peaks.  Strava has something similar.  When I was finally able to start training again, my score was in the low 30s vs my high score from 2 year ago when I went all in on Leadville.  Then, it was in the hight 130s.  I've got a ways to go, and I'm super pleased and amazed at the progress I've made.

      The only way for me to pull this off is to wake earrrrrrrly, 5am.  That's early for me.  I love it.  The house is quiet and peaceful.

      If you want to know more about this, and be held accountable click here...  https://racedayripper.com/share/3ombFpNhXntNd8UB?utm_source=manual

      ... the key is not to be shy, jump in, introduce yourself, access the knowledge base.

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      45 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      3 RANDOM (BUT MANDATORY) EXERCISES

      3 RANDOM (BUT MANDATORY) EXERCISES

      Jun 03, 2024 TODD BROWN

      I'M NOT SAYING I'M SUPER STRONG, just stronger than I was a year ago, and probably...

      ... a million times stronger than most cats my age.

      That might be an understatement.

      How'd I do it?

      That's the funny part.

      There's no magic...

      ... unless you count patience.

      But, it's so simple and so effective and so time efficient I can't stop wanting to share it.

      Every day, and by every day, I mean I super very rarely skip a day.  Like never, unless I'm tapering for a race.

      Every day,
      in under 15 minutes,
      from the comfort of my garage,
      in the leisure of my cozy pajamas...

      • PullUps
      • PushUps
      • Squats

      ... in that order.

      Multiple sets that wind up totaling...

      • 25
      • 75
      • 15

      ... respectively.

      I sucked when I started.

      Had to jump up and lower myself down slowly on the pullups because I could barely do one.

      One!

      I started doing 2x on the pushups vs pullups, and now I'm 3x of however many pull ups.

      Currently, that means the first set is 8 pullups, 24 pushups, 5 squats.

      Let me put this in perspective for us all...

      ... basic fitness for the military age male is being able to do 12 pullups in a row and 42 pushups in a row.

      I'm going to shoot for my max being 12 pullups, which I could probably do now...

      .... if I wasn't such a stickler for form.

      Am I bragging?

      Nope.

      I'm begging.

      Begging all of us to be strong,
      so our bones and souls are less likely to break.

      ---

      ... No one is good at something they've never done before...

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      163.8
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      20 minutes recovery 
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      THE EXCITING CONCLUSION

      THE EXCITING CONCLUSION

      Jun 02, 2024 TODD BROWN

      SURFERGIRL KNOWS NOT TO INTERRUPT ME when I'm immersed in the final chapters of pageturning fiction.  I'm unreachable, time stops...

      ... just like the final miles of a race.

      I'm gone.

      My alter ego firmly in control.

      At the beginning of a race or quest or book, it's easy to day dream, let the mind wander, be distracted.

      But, there's something about the end that demands a shift in concentration and focus.

      Is it because it's time to discover the pay off?
      Show what we're made of?
      See the story ends?

      Or, just the sheer adrenaline of the looming finish line?

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      163.8
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      20 minutes recovery 
      180 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      TODAY WAS A PRACTICE RACE

      TODAY WAS A PRACTICE RACE

      Jun 01, 2024 TODD BROWN

      MY FAST FRIENDS INVITED ME TO TAG ALONG on their gravel ride.  For them, it would be "easy".  For me...

      ... it would be an explosive test.

      The invitation was on Wednesday,
      which gave me two days to be ready.

      I wanted to do more than recover.

      My plan was to use it as a practice race...

      • Recover and taper
      • Have a pre-race dinner
      • Get to bed early and sleep 8 hours

      ... that's the basics.

      Beyond that...

      • I planned a pre-race breaky
      • Prepped bottles with 333 calories each
      • Stuffed a few crepes in my pockets to supplement.

      How'd it go?

      The bad...

      • Ate half a hamburger and some fries at 830pm
      • Went to bed at 1030pm vs the targeted 9-930pm
      • Woke up a little late, had to sprint to the meet up vs warm up

      The good...

      • Legs felt great
      • Food strategy went perfect
      • Picked off some PRs, and recorded strong power numbers

      Which brings up the most important point...

      ... all races always have shift go wrong.

      Always.

      While we endeavor to perfect our racecraft, part of the perfection...

      ... is mastering our response when things go sideways.

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      163.6
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      20 minutes recovery 
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      WHAT IT TAKES TO BE PRO

      WHAT IT TAKES TO BE PRO

      May 31, 2024 TODD BROWN

      PRO RACERS GET PAID.  That's the qualification to call oneself professional.  We'd all like to be pro racers.  Wake up, eat, stretch, look over the equipment, train all we want and need...

      ... recover, and sleep.

      You know what's weird about that?

      We have to be pro,
      to be a pro.

      In everything we do.

      What's hard about that?

      The everything part.

      Not only do we have to eat, drink, sleep and train like pros...

      .. we have to be pro at work and family.

      There's is no room for error,
      no time to waste. 

      Is there any money in being a pro athlete?

      Who cares?

      It's cool to be...

      ... pro at everything.

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      20 minutes recovery 
      60 minutes reading + Journaling 
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      5 MONTHS DOWN, SUMMER TO GO

      5 MONTHS DOWN, SUMMER TO GO

      May 30, 2024 TODD BROWN

      DEPENDING ON WHERE YOU LIVE, and how you like to compete, your race season has just ended, or is just beginning.  I either case...

      ... I have one question.

      Are you where you want to be?

      Did things go good during the spring races?

      Is the fitness coming together as the summer heats up?

      It's interesting to consider our progress, and realize...

      ... it's all about being consistent.

      Sure, we can...

      • crash diet
      • do a huge training block
      • upgrade to a new fancy gizmo

      ... for a temporary performance bump.

      Or, would we be a heck of a lot further down the trail by...

      ... doing the right things, day after day?

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      20 minutes recovery 
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      THE 5 KINDS OF RACERS

      THE 5 KINDS OF RACERS

      May 29, 2024 TODD BROWN

      THERE ARE 5 KINDS OF RACERS in the world.  No matter where we go, we're sure to find all five.  Could be on a start line...

      ... could be on a lonely trail.

      Here they are:

      • Motivated by the journey, this first group focuses on the racecraft, learns all they can.  Then cracks off a blistering time up a mountain, without waiting for someone to organize a race.
      • The top of the podium is the domain of fierce competitors, against their PRs and everyone else.  They figure out what it takes to win a race, and do it.
      • Those on the dirt podium - 4th and 5th and top 10s - are like the top of the podium, but the resistance is real.  They're motivated, but internal limits hold them back.
      • The rest of the lead group, is willing to expend effort, but not too much.  They are fast enough to be there at the end, but don't see themselves as contenders.
      • The pack fodder, is cool with just being present and getting by with the least possible effort.

      I've been all of these racers, at one time or another.

      It's not permanent.

      And, that's the cool part...

      ... we can always change.

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      162.8
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      20 minutes recovery 
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      SHOULD WE STOP RIDING HARD?

      SHOULD WE STOP RIDING HARD?

      May 28, 2024 TODD BROWN

      KEVI BROUGHT UP A GOOD POINT.  We were geeking out over polarized training, the poles being Easy days and Hard days.  He's new to it, and keeps...

      ... riding too hard on the easy days.

      Which ruins the system.

      We can't ride truly hard,
      if we aren't rested.

      Then, he brought up a good point.

      Maybe we shouldn't be riding hard at all?

      What?
      The horror!

      He suggested a mental shift...

      ... from Hard to Fast.

      I slept on it,
      then this happened.

      Tuesdays are my hard days, 
      and I like to go hit it on our saucy group ride.

      However, things today weren't as heated as I'd hoped...

      • guys tired from going long on yesterday's holiday
      • one of the hitters riding slow and shutting down attacks

      ... what to do when we want to ride hard and aren't being pushed?

      That's where riding Fast came into play.

      I did my little ol' best to keep the pace high, fast.

      It didn't help the group's overall speed too much, 
      still rather lethargic by our standards.

      But, it got my lycracovered buns to the front more than I have been lately...

      ... because I committed to ride fast.

      This carried on, after the group split up, for the hour it takes me to ride home.

      Calling a ride or effort hard implies, I dunno, something negative-ish.

      Fast can mean all kinds of things...

      • average speed
      • ripping up a climb
      • all out for the final sprint

      ... how we apply Fast depends on the day's objective.

      The two words, hard and fast, feel different...

      ... and I think that matters.

      Personally, I'd prefer to be fast.

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      163.1
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      PushUps and PullUps
      20 minutes recovery 
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      HOW TO WAKE UP EARLY(ER)

      HOW TO WAKE UP EARLY(ER)

      May 27, 2024 TODD BROWN

      WE ALL WANT TO DO MORE.  Accomplish more, win more, lose more, love more, read more, be more.  It might start with waking up early, not the time...

      ... how we spend those first 20-30 minutes matters.

      For years, and I'm embarrassed to say this, first thing I'd do is head to the bathroom to take care of business, and...

      ... wind up playing Chess.com for 20 minutes.

      I kidded myself that it was good in a multitude of ways.

      Maybe.

      There's good,
      better,
      best.

      About a month ago I was challenged by a friend to change it up.

      Quit...

      • wasting time
      • reading emails that need attention
      • polluting my brain with social media

      Start

      • meditating
      • stretching
      • visualizing

      At first it was odd,
      going against years of (no my chess score didn't improve much) habit.

      My new start involved stumbling downstairs,
      laying on the couch and listening
      to a recommended meditation.

      Two weeks in, I decided to add stretching/yoga.

      This was comical.

      Reaching for my toes first thing in the morning,
      no warm up.

      I cold barely touch the top of my knees.

      hahahaha...

      Now, I'm able to do my more normal stretching routine as if I'd been active all day.

      This is enlightening.

      It didn't seem at all possible for me to be remotely flexible first thing.

      As for the meditation, it could be

      Is this the best thing ever, be all end all, amazing, incredible way to start the day?

      It's working for me.

      • muscles are warmed up and ready for my 15 minutes of pullups, pushups and squats
      • brain is in a really good place to get after the day

      Let us know what you think, or what how you wake up early(er).

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      TRAINING STRENGTHS VS TRAINING WEAKNESSES

      TRAINING STRENGTHS VS TRAINING WEAKNESSES

      May 26, 2024 TODD BROWN

      THERE'S AN OLD ARGUMENT, and it goes back to the beginning of training and coaching...

      ... Should we train our strengths or our weaknesses?

      It depends.

      It's all about the race.

      Are we competing in an event whose features align with our strengths?

      Let's stop there, 
      for a moment.

      It's an important consideration.

      If our strengths are going to be in play,
      train 'em up.

      Next question.

      Should we focus on races that let our strengths shine?

      It depends.

      Are we looking to win or be challenged?

      Not always the same thing.

      While winning can be challenging, even when leaning heavily on our strengths...

      ... the most challenging races often ask more of us.

      Then is the time to train our weaknesses or types of riding we aren't drawn to...

      ... and develop new skills,
      which may turn to strengths.

      As the great Tony Robbins says...

      ... Constant And Never-ending Improvement.

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      ARE YOU USING FORMULA 402?

      ARE YOU USING FORMULA 402?

      May 25, 2024 TODD BROWN

      JUST WOKE UP.  Had an early start.  Rode crazy hard.  Got a fitness bump according to Training Peaks.  And now I'm wondering...

      ... Are you checking my segment out?

      That's kinda personal.

      I mean, I do it.

      But, that don't give you license to creep on me.

      Does it?

      Joking aside.

      4:02 showed up today.

      He hadn't done this particular ride in years.

      Smashed all his PRs.

      He's different now that he's...

      ... officially 4:02 up The Wall segment.

      Which is a crushing PR he posted this past Tuesday.

      Used to be we'd smack this guy around.  
      Shoot 'im out the back.
      Bye-bye.

      Not personal.

      It's just the kinda fun lovin' crew we are most Tuesdays.

      That ended,
      when he changed.

      How'd you do it?

      Started riding to work a few days a week, 
      eating a lot better,
      dropped 20lbs.

      That's it,
      that simple?

      I guess.

      Result?

      Taking us all to the shed most weeks.

      To be clear,
      his commute is like 100 miles round trip.

      When it gets broken down like that,
      kinda makes ya wonder what part of 4:02s hack...

      ... we can use for inspiration to make our own changes.

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      N + 1 = ?

      N + 1 = ?

      May 24, 2024 TODD BROWN

      CAN WE HAVE TOO MUCH GEAR?  Is there an excess of anything? of a good thing? Just what is...

      ... the right amount of stuff?

      I'm on the path to N - 1,
      and it's freakin me out.

      A superlight and aero frame for gravel racing is the cause.

      If it works,
      if I have 2 sets of wheels,
      if I'm very nearly just as fast on the road
      if I'm mostly just as comfortable riding gravel...

      ... I can see saying adios to my gravel and road bikes.

      The idea of trading 2 bikes for a Frankenbike is intriguing.

      Having less.

      Simplifying.

      Of course, the moment...

      • the weather is dodgy
      • I want max performance
      • the Frankenbike goes down

      ... you know I'll be kickin' myself.

      Yes, I know this is a firstworld problem and it could be metaphorical of nearly everything in our lives, but...

      ... that's the point.

      How much is enough?

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      THE PRICE OF BEING COLD

      THE PRICE OF BEING COLD

      May 23, 2024 TODD BROWN

      IT'S WARMING UP A BIT, but still chilly in the weeeee hours.  Normally, I wear less and less as the sun rises earlier and earlier.  Not, lately...

      ... and I think not shivering matters.

      I'm not wearing a parka,
      still plenty aero.

      Just a base layer,
      arm warmers,
      skull cap.

      Yes, a jersey, too.

      Keep your mind outta my mirror.

      Anyway, what I've noticed is I seem to be riding better because of it.

      Am I going against my longstanding tradition of...

      ... dress for the ride, not the roll out?

      Not really.

      It's more of a...

      ... dress for optimal body temp.

      This is not intuitive to me.

      I'm generally a less is more kinda athlete.

      However, this seems to be a more is more.

      Good thing, it's a snap to ditch the arm warmers and beanie. 

      We make our base layers and skull caps out of the same wispy fabric on the front our jerseys.  The arm warmers are fleece-lined.

      If you're having big temp swings this time of year,
      it's worth experimenting with.

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      HOW TO FIGURE THIS DARN SPORT OUT

      HOW TO FIGURE THIS DARN SPORT OUT

      May 22, 2024 TODD BROWN

      WE'VE BEEN BINGING YOUTUBE LATELY, learning about all kinds of places to travel, inside scoops on trails we want to explore, the downlow on races...

      ... it's good, not great.

      Watching and reading to learn is like watching someone ride a bike.

      Nice.

      To learn,
      we've got to mount up.

      Even that is tricky.

      It's new.

      The progress will be slow,
      the failures many.

      The best thing,
      is to find someone who's done it.

      Learn from them.

      Ask questions

      Attach to their hip,
      and soak it all in.

      What is said,
      and unsaid.

      That goes for anything we want to learn.

      When it comes to racing...

      ... we're here to help.

      RaceDay Rippers Network

      Click that link,
      join the community,
      and ask lots of questions.

      Being Shy = Being Slower Than You Could Be

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      A LITTLE SECRET SPEED TIP

      A LITTLE SECRET SPEED TIP

      May 21, 2024 TODD BROWN

      THE MORNING WRECKING CREW was not what I expected.  First, I wanted to skip it.  Second, I got shamed into going.  Third, I...

      ... felt pretty darn good.

      Not at first.

      Going up the driveway to the start stung my legs.

      I said Hi,
      figuring I'd be off the back in minutes.

      But, a funny thing happened on the way up the paceline...

      ... the legs kinda came around.

      By the end, I was setting fast times on all kinds of segments (for me, this year).

      Even got a KOM on the Hour of Power segment, post group ride...

      ... it stood for a 3 minutes.

      Then Love Watts uploaded his ride and stole it by 2 seconds.

      Which is a lungwinded way to share a little secret...

      ... very long slow distance can equal speed if done correctly.

      Saturday's ride was very long,
      also, very steady.

      Mostly Zone 2.

      Which means I was tired at the end of the day, however...

      ... my muscles weren't wrecked. 

      Was it just the throttled effort?

      Nope.

      While I didn't drink enough post ride, I did get in a pretty good meal right away.

      That matters.

      Gotta get those muscles to recover.

      Had I pushed really hard and gone way deep on the efforts, or fouled up the nutrition, or both, the resultant damage to the ol' legs woulda been much worse.

      Instead, it was a remarkable day.

      Nowwwwwwww... it's time for a few easy rides before the weekend.

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      THE DUMBEST DIET EVER

      THE DUMBEST DIET EVER

      May 20, 2024 TODD BROWN

      I'M LIGHTER THAN I'VE BEEN IN 6 MONTHS.  Shocking, since I dropped 3 lbs over the weekend.  I've just got to...

      ... share my secret with the world.

      So, you nevereverever do something this dumb.

      For the last leg of Saturday's epic quest, I filled up 3 waterbottles, plus a ton of bars in my pack.

      Little did I know, we'd be riding for 6 more hours.

      That's a good thing, right?

      All those supplies.

      For sure.

      Yes.

      One,
      giant,
      problem.

      I barely drank one bottle,
      didn't eat any food.

      When I finally got indoors,
      I didn't eat much,
      wasn't thirsty.

      And that my fine athletic friends is the absolute dumbest thing we can do...

      ... racing or not.

      Being thirsty,
      being hungry,
      truly is for dummies.

      Training, racing, living,
      we need hydration,
      We need calories.

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      WHAT GOOD IS BRAVERY?

      WHAT GOOD IS BRAVERY?

      May 19, 2024 TODD BROWN

      WHEN I INVITE YOU THRONGS OF READERS, plus all my local riding pals, to do something seemingly impossible, I get a lot of No thanks because...

      ... who wants to fail?

      Nobody. 

      Oh, except those want the thrill of owning a monumental personal victory.

      It takes guts,
      perseverance,
      and determination...

      ... to attempt the diabolically divine.

      Which is exactly how my friend and fellow sicko Kevin described the adventure.

      From the misty shores of dawn at Dana Point,
      to the lofty views 8000' above the world at sunset...

      ... just taking a crack at it says all you need to know about the brave who went us.

      And that's the problem.

      Bravery can get us in all kinds a trouble.

      Like the guys who left before sunrise,
      who'd never ridden the route,
      who had to perform surgery,
      on a bad shifter.

      Bravery can also save our baconflavered gel pack...

      ... by causing us to look at unplanned challenges and say Bring It!

      What else was unplanned?

      Spencer getting a nail through his tire, 
      which ripped the rim tape ruining his tubeless set up.

      Me knocking my derailler hard enough to massively deform the hanger, 
      ergo no shifting.

      But, when we're determined, we solve the problems...

      • So, Michael goes door to door begging for plumbing tape and finds an off-duty plumber
      • Wilt, who joined our group along the way, directs me Cyclery USA for a masterful repair

      ... and we get back on course.

      Bravery can give us unwarranted confidence.

      While we enjoyed a hamburger, fries and Coke before the final 9 mile climb up a rough and rocky fire road...

      ... it was warm and we were feeling great.

      We rolled out with tons of sunlight,
      some windbreakers,
      and swagger.

      We were ready to conquer the beast.

      Figured it would take about two hours.

      It was 80 degrees at the bottom.

      Four hours later, 
      in the dark,
      42 degrees.

      Not the worst...

      • We were exhausted
      • Freezing
      • Hungry

      ... and LOST!!!!

      Our meager headlights,
      lack of solid geographical info,
      and the mind numbing cold conspired...

      ... to ruin us.

      Some of us were brave.
      All were calm and supportive.
      To be honest, I was losing touch with rational thinking.

      We'd rolled at 5:15AM,
      it was now after 10PM...

      ... and we made about a million reroute decisions the final miles.

      I texted Surfergirl,
      Drive to Snow Summit,
      crank the heater,
      bring blankets.

      We could see the city lights,
      couldn't get there.

      Until we did.

      Finally we attacked a fast, flowy singletrack...

      ... like a lumbering, frozen caterpillar.

       ---

      Huuuuuge, thank yous to Surfergirl for awesome swag support...

      ... and the brave souls who took on the challenge to do something impossible.

      I'd never do alone.

      We didn't all make it.

      Not uncommon.

      We all failed our first 2 tries.

      To a rider, all are committed to return...

      ... and conquer!

      ---

      Now that we've completed the Surf N Summit in October and May,
      we've determined May is the optimal month.

      You're invited to do the impossible with us next year.

      Plan accordingly.

       

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      IT'S HAPPENING!

      IT'S HAPPENING!

      May 17, 2024 TODD BROWN

      TOMORROW IS A BIG DAY.  It's been just over 5 months since my brain injury.  We never took SurfNSummit off the calendar, instead...

      ... we aimed for that date!  

      10 of my closest friends - some I've never met - joined the challenge.

      I'm so grateful for the support and camaraderie.

      It's gonna be a great day.

      Anytime we get the buy-in from of group of people who decide to do something epic together it's...

      ... a lot easier to prep and accomplish something epic.

      And, this ain't nothin'...

      https://www.strava.com/routes/3220522868121573398

      123 miles

      16000' of vert

      ... it's a heckfire motivating.

      What are you planning tomorrow,
      or in the coming months,
      with your besties?

      I hope you get it done, and I hope...

      ... it seems impossible.

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      THE 5 IMMUTABLE LAWS OF FITNESS

      THE 5 IMMUTABLE LAWS OF FITNESS

      May 16, 2024 TODD BROWN

      IN WORLD WHERE EVERYONE HAS their own truth, it's hard to tell what is really the truth.  And, it matters.  Truth...

      ... makes everything clear and easy.

      So, let me be as clear as I can be.

      These are the 5 laws,
      commandments if you will.

      1. REST.  Get plenty of rest.  Sleep a lot.  Doing less and resting may not make sense to a beginner, but we get it.  Right?  Sleep is critical.
      2. GOOD FOOD.  Keep it simple.  Don't eat sugar or drink alcohol or do drugs.  Do eat whole foods, meals where we can identify the ingredients.  For example, a steak salad vs a protein bar.
      3. GO HARD SPARINGLY.  We need to have the brutally hard efforts, once or twice a week. That's it.  Not every day.
      4. GO EASY ABUNDANTLY.  The rest of our endurance training should be easy and fun and rejuvenating.
      5. LIFT WEIGHTS.  Resistance exercise, heavy weight and low reps, builds power and makes bones strong.  I like large muscle groups, primarily pull ups, pushups, and squats.

      That's it.

      Okay, that's not it.

      But, that is the truth and when we get that right...

      ... we're 95% there.

      There, being extremely fit and healthy.

      Notice, doing that is practically free...

      ... just takes some dedication.

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      WHY BEGIN WITH THE FINISH IN MIND?

      WHY BEGIN WITH THE FINISH IN MIND?

      May 15, 2024 TODD BROWN

      THE PATH WORKING BACKWARDS FROM THE START is a strange one.  Who the heck walks, runs, rides, swims backwards?  Here's a better way...

      ... begin with the finish in mind.

      It's more powerful.

      Want to get married?
      Date like the winner you know you are.

      Want to raise good kids?
      Raise 'em like the winner you know you are,
      winners they can be.

      Want to win a race, set a PR, win the group sprint?
      Train like the winner you know you are.

      See the finish line clearly, then...

      ... all we need to do becomes obvious.

      Not a mystery.

      Not awkward like swimming backwards.
      How do you even do that?

      Move forward.

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      IS THERE SUCH A THING AS MAGIC WHEELS

      IS THERE SUCH A THING AS MAGIC WHEELS

      May 14, 2024 TODD BROWN

      RIDING WITH LOVE WATTS ON THE ROAD, I'm reminded of how important wheels are.  He purchased my supersnazzy, ceramic bearing carbon wheels because I just...

      ... had to have the latest and greatest.

      Off with the rim brake wheels,
      on to disc brakes on the fancyshmancy bike.

      ENVE 5.6's

      I'm glad he got my old wheels vs one of my direct competitors because...

      ... he rolls away from me any time it's too steep to pedal downhill.

      It's annoying.

      It bugs me.

      I constantly question myself...

      ... What the heck was I thinking?

      And, it gets worse.

      The weekly roadride reminder is leaking over into all my wheelsets.

      Are they magic?

      Or

      S-L-O-W?

      How to tell?

      The lowtech, yet reliable way, is to coast downhill on an windless day and determine which set of wheels is faster.

      • Same tire
      • Same air pressure

      Then, we can go play with

      • Tires
      • Widths
      • Pressures

      And, add additional fine tuning via

      • Helmet
      • Apparel
      • Waterbottles
      • Cable routing
      • Body position

      Oh, boy...

      ... so much fun to be had!

      ---

      By the way, we're just about ready to launch these:

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      TAPERING QUESTIONS

      TAPERING QUESTIONS

      May 13, 2024 TODD BROWN

      IS TAPERING OUR TRAINING ART OR SCIENCE?  We've all had the big quest on the calendar, done tons and tons of training, then...

      ... decided it's time to taper.

      Is it enough to just cut the miles?

      How much should we cut?

      What about intensity?

      Oh, the questions we have!

      Got an email this morning from Tony, who lives Downunder.  He caught Covid two weeks prior to last weekend's A race, thought his event would was wrecked.

      Rested completely for a week.

      Did a little training the next week.

      Smashed the race, setting all kinds of PRs.

      Talked to Andy this morning, he was forced off his bike for months after catching a nasty stomach bug and Xterra Worlds last October.

      This week he's off to Xterra Nats and feels better than he's felt in years.

      I'm not saying we need to get deathly ill or break bones to have our best days ever, but...

      ... maybe a little more rest would do our bodies good?

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      THESE ARE THE BEST RIDES

      THESE ARE THE BEST RIDES

      May 12, 2024 TODD BROWN

      GOOD FORTUNE TO TRAVEL, allowed me to ride a bunch of new terrain, plus explore a new network of trails.  This week will be a good reminder...

      ... of why our favorite routes are so special.

      Our most cherished rides are rarely the obscure, remote places.

      Those places are great,
      but they are missing something.

      I'm already excited to do the local Tuesday Morning Wrecking Crew this week.

      Why?

      I've done it probably 1,000 times.

      You'd think once a week for twenty years would lose its luster.

      Instead, the times that we...

      • cleared the gap on a big jump
      • got caught in a snow storm
      • made the winning break
      • smashed a segment
      • made a new friend

      ... make all the difference.

      Take yesterday's adventure.

      We have a trail in St. George that Surfergirl loves: Bear Claw Poppy.  A gentle climb, and a fast and flowy return.  We ride it often when we are passing through.

      After an hour with her, I met up with local friend Kevi, to ride a newly accessible canyon.

      We pedaled back to his house and I noticed the right rear van tire was deflating.

      A piece of metal had sliced on through.

      7pm on a Saturday night is not a good time to need a flat repair.

      While showering, I thought...

      ... We're gonna get a miracle.

      At the same time, Kevi thought to call an acquaintance who had just sold a string of tire shops.

      My new best friend, Jake, grabs his tools and drives 30 minutes to us and fixes the flat in a about 15 minutes.

      Amazing.

      We were able to make it home by 3:30 am, able to spend Mother's Day at home with kids.

      That was a miracle.

      The kind of episode we'll remember for years to come...

      ... every time we ride Bear Claw Poppy.

      These rides and routes we know so well become our treasures because...

      ... that's where many of our best memories exist. 

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      WINNING IS NOT AN OPTION

      WINNING IS NOT AN OPTION

      May 10, 2024 TODD BROWN

      IN ANY COMPETITION, it's possible to define winning as climbing to the top of the podium.  The moment we finally pull it all together and...

      ... look down on those who tried and came up short.

      There's a problem.

      This isn't the reason we are training and racing.

      Sure, every now and never we might find ourselves on one of the podium steps...

      ... maybe even the top.

      We'll get the accompanying congratulations, and rightly soak up the moment.

      But, winning?  
      Conquerer of all comers?  
      Champion for ever and ever? 

      Not us.

      We know there is always something we could do better and... 

      ... we are endlessly fascinated with our personal pursuit, scoreboard or not. 

      We want to know...

      ... what are we capable of accomplishing? 

      What's next?!!

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      HAVE YOU HIT THE WALL OF GRAY?

      HAVE YOU HIT THE WALL OF GRAY?

      May 09, 2024 TODD BROWN

      AT THE TOP OF A 90 MINUTE CLIMB, I succumbed to the terrain.  Not the steepness, not the wildness of the area.  Gravely dirt had turned...

      ... from bird beaks to baby heads to small boulders.

      OK, it was beginning to pitch straight up.

      Climbing that stuff in 40 degree weather is easy to do in a jersey and arm warmers.

      We're working.
      Burning calories.
      Creating all kinds of heat.

      I stopped, 
      pulled my KOM Jacket from my back pocket...

      ... and started bombing back down.

      Is this nirvana?

      Not a soul around,
      tacky, fast single track,
      spring's green guard rails.

      I came around a bend and saw a massive wall of gray.

      Uh oh!

      Off the trail,
      on to the road,
      I pressed harder on the pedals.

      Drops of rain,
      turned to frozen rain,
      which turned to balls of hail...

      ... good thing I wore my most wholey, air-cooled helmet.

      The icecream-type headache became...

      ... Crud, this could be bad.

      I snagged a PR on this slight downhill bike trail, I've ridden dozens of times.

      Nobody was out.

      Duh!

      Moral of the story?

      Shift happens...

      ... get used to it, everything will be easier.

       

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      THE GOOD THING ABOUT BEING GOOD

      THE GOOD THING ABOUT BEING GOOD

      May 08, 2024 TODD BROWN

      MY BROTHER-IN-LAW WAS A LEGIT CAT 2 ROADIE during peak road cycling days of late 80's, early 90's.  Had I known that...

      ... I would have given him the thumbs up a lot sooner.

      Who care's if they're happy together?

      I've got someone to ride with at the family reunion.

      Now, he's a good runner...

      ... because she's a good runner.

      They do trailrunner things together.

      Which means he's now merely a good cyclist.

      That's the good thing about being an dedicated endurance athlete, with a little training...

      ... we can be good at just about any endurance activity we choose.

      Not at the top of our potential, but in his case...

      ... the top of the relationship potential, by enduring together.

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      JUST COMMIT, AND QUIT

      JUST COMMIT, AND QUIT

      May 07, 2024 TODD BROWN

      ONE OF MY PALS has been out of the game for a while.  Fitness dropped way down, and waist expanded somewhat out.  He's back, and...

      ... he needs a kick in the lycra.

      His words...

      ... I made the big climb 20 seconds faster this week, just need to ditch my blubber now.

      So, I gave him the honest truth.

      Stop eating bread and sugar.

      He hemmed and hawed, admitting either one of those to evils where his kryptonite.

      It's really simple...

      ... just commit, and quit.

      This morning, I read about a 99 year old man who is still remarkably active.  He had this to say about health...

      ... I weigh myself every morning, it's the best indicator of health.  If I'm up a few pounds, I cut back my intake for a few days.

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      WILL AI MAKE US SLOWER?

      WILL AI MAKE US SLOWER?

      May 06, 2024 TODD BROWN

      IT'S GOT AI!  Yeah, AI will write your term paper. Set up your training plan for you.  Of course, it will drive your car for you.  And...

      ... make us slower.

      At everything.

      How does AI drive our cars?

      It learns.

      It learns to read the road, 
      calculate effects of weather,
      anticipate the actions of other drivers.

      Which means we don't,
      or if we did once have the skill we start to lose it.

      Take riding singletrack for instance.

      Climbing it's not to challenging unless there are rocks and switchbacks.

      We're going slow.

      We have the time to make all the calculations necessary to ascend without putting our feet down.

      When we turn around, it's all the same data coming at us but a lot faster.

      One of two things will happen:

      • We'll get behind on the calculations, panic and crash
      • We'll slip into a state of flow

      When we are in flow...

      • We relax
      • Things slow down
      • We easily go much faster

      ... that is a beautiful feeling.

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        UNFORGIVING NATURE

        UNFORGIVING NATURE

        May 05, 2024 TODD BROWN

        WHEN THE TEMPERATURE DROPPED and the frozen rain turned to snow I realized staying warm could be an issue.  I hustled back to the cabin because...

        ... nature is unforgiving.

        I got back.
        Cold.

        The heat was on,
        all was good.

        Until the heater quit!

        We crash.
        We bleed.
        We heal.

        Hopefully we learn and remember things like...

        • at high altitude it can always snow
        • on rough terrain keep our bodies loose, fluid
        • breaking down in a remote area takes longer to get back

        ... being prepared with gear, fuel and skills matter.

        Nature is definitely unforgiving...

        ,.. all the more reason for us to be forgiving with each other.

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        HOW TO CURE TRAINING BURNOUT

        May 04, 2024 TODD BROWN

        AFTER TEN WEEKS FOCUSED ON BUILDING BACK SOME FITNESS, I was feeling quite burned out.  We're two weeks away from the Surf N Summit...

        ... not the time to quit training.

        The last few days have been just what the doctor ordered.

        • No agenda
        • No plan or route or group
        • No focussing on the computer readings 

        • Yes, let's explore a new area

        Fast, slow, long, short, easy, hard.

        Mountain biking is the perfect antidote for me.

        It's not what I'll be racing this summer,
        or needing for the 120 miles and 16000' of vert of the upcoming challenge.

        Just fun and playful.

        Still riding.

        Still spinning.

        Still filling the lungs with air,
        and the legs with lactic acid.

        But, with some jumps and berms and slides mixed in. 

        Burned out?

        Change it up. 

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        HOW TO PRETEND IT’S NOT A BIKE VACATION.

        HOW TO PRETEND IT’S NOT A BIKE VACATION.

        May 03, 2024 TODD BROWN

        THE FIRST RULE OF BRINGING THE BIKE on a vacation is key.  It’s not hiding it the back of the van or car, and it’s not saying…

        … I’ll only ride if the amazing doll house tour falls through.

        Rule No. 1: Make sure the important stuff is the priority.

        Today, that meant a 3.5 mile hike out to Observation Point.

        Fully appreciate it’s awesomeness.

        Hike back 3.5 miles,
        loving it.

        Even if you have a nice blister brewing,
        because you never hike or wear these shoes.

        Follow that up with plans to grill up some dinner at sunset.

        Once everything is taken care of…

        … totally cool to check out the sweet local single track.

        Exactly how my day went.

        Perfect.

        The single is a new addition the land here near my grandpa's cabin, which is the only reason a lugged the bike up here...

        ... to give it a more thorough inspection in the morning.

        "May the 4th be with you"

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        The view down into Zion Canyon

        One of my favorite things is my folding fire pit.  Folds down, easy to travel with.

        Found a place to do pull ups.

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        SOME RIDES ARE MORE EXPENSIVE THAN OTHERS

        SOME RIDES ARE MORE EXPENSIVE THAN OTHERS

        May 02, 2024 TODD BROWN

        I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN IT AS A SIGN OF THINGS TO COME.  I’d just crushed my phone in the van’s door jamb.  Ouch.  But, not as big as the ouch that precedes…

        Is my bike okay?

         And, too think, I was really enjoying a playful moment on challenging single track in Southern Utah.

        Feeling good,
        confident,
        and fast.

        Shoulda stayed humble,
        cautious,
        aware. 

        Going down a rocky ledge, my front wheel caught in a hole.

        The bike stopped.

        I arced high through the air. 

        We both landed among the jagged boulders.

        Nothing on me was broken.

        A few tears in my fuselage.

        In flight, I’d been hyper aware of my recovering cranium.

        Surfergirl got to see it all.

        We laughed…

        It’s only a flesh wound!

        Back at the trailhead, loading my bike into the van, I noticed the cracked seat stay.

        It had taken a direct hit.

        Cracked halfway through.

        First day of our trip.

        Ugh.

        Drove straight to O’Reilly Autoparts.

        This is gonna sound stupid, but ya got anything to repair carbon?

        Like carbon fiber?

        Just like that.

        We’ll let’s see what JB Weld has.

        Music to my ears.

        I know JB Weld can fix a cracked radiator.

        Tomorrow, I’ll see how their carbon repair formula holds up.

        Wish us luck.

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        DO YOU HAVE ATOMIC HABITS

        DO YOU HAVE ATOMIC HABITS

        Apr 30, 2024 TODD BROWN

        IN ATOMIC HABITS, the great James Clear, made a point about how to write a best-selling book.  He's sold 15,000,000 copies to date.  His directive?...

        ... Be the book.

        The point isn't that we should quit our day jobs and write a book,
        though that would be a good excuse to ride, run and swim all day long.

        However, as I think of my miraculous progress since coming out of ICU in January...

        ... two things are pretty obvious.

        • I'm basically following my own protocol from The 30-Day Rip On RaceDay Challenge.
        • I've made a few updates since I wrote the content for the challenge

        For example, for the last 10 weeks I've been in the base-building phase.

        It's gone pretty well...

        • Fitness is up
        • Weight is coming down

        ... but I have lots of top-end to recover.

        True power has been offline since the last races of the previous year.

        How am I going to get that back?

        How did I build the base?

        What are next steps?

        Since I'm being the book,
        I think I ought to write the book....

        ... take all the content, update it and put it in book form.

        To do it right, I think I need a huge challenge.

        Something ridiculous,
        that would be a real test.

        A reason,
        a Why?

        Something you might even want to get in on.

        I'm not sure what it is yet.

        But, it's percolating.

        Stay tuned as the rehab continues.

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        TAKING TIME TO RIDE FAST

        TAKING TIME TO RIDE FAST

        Apr 29, 2024 TODD BROWN

        TO BE FASTER THAN 99% of the competition, we need to value our 1%.  Or, maybe several 1%s.  Assuming we sleep for 8 hours, Do you?...

        ... we have 960 waking minutes.

        One measly 1% block of our waking hours is 9.6 minutes.

        What can we do with 1% of our day to get faster?

        • Chop and prep a fresh salad
        • Stretch
        • A massage or Hypervolt session
        • Meditate
        • Clean and lube our chains
        • Check our tires and brake pads
        • PushUps and PullUps and Squats

        Most of the things, like those above, we can do in less than 10 minutes...

        ... yet, we act like it'll take hours.

        I do.

        Maybe you don't.

        It's not a question of if we have the time to get faster, but...

        ... will we use what we have correctly?

         

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