ARE WE EATING TOO MUCH?
IN THE MAD DASH to fuel for, and the recovery from, the next heavy training session, is it possible we might overdoing it...
... to our detriment?
I mean, look around.
For a herd of endurance athletes...
... are we gazelles or elephants, or somewhere in between?
The reason I'm asking is today, after a fairly rigorous start...
- 5:30 am start, as always underslept, normal rise is around 6am.
- 60 miles, 5000' of vert, 225w Normalized (good for me)
- over an hour at threshold or above
... I felt unusually awesome.
What I did was...
- Ate light dinner vs a bunch of extra carbs
- Pre-ride skipped the oatmeal in favor of 3 Trader Joe's peanut butter cups.
- Got home, pounded a Fair Life chocolate milk vs. a pile of Kodiak cakes and a smoothie.
... not on purpose or as a test.
Just life.
Hanging out with one of the grands all evening before.
Getting home to a work crew taking over the downstairs and clearing out amidst the chaos so I could get some work done.
Results are in...
- slept amazing
- had awesome energy all morning
- and cranked out a buncha work before noon
... and I'm asking a legit question.
Am I eating too much?
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163.8lbs/12.5%
7sh hours sleep
640 anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 10 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 box jumps (24"), Bulgarian split squats with 25lb dumbells, nordic curls, heel and toe raises
89/109/-20 per Strava Power & Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Black List, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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WHAT IS AN EVENT SO GOOD WE WOULD PAY TO HOST?
THE BEST EVENTS OFTEN START WITH NEED AND PASSION, or both. They grow organically from there until...
... they are famous and selling out.
What would be one so good we'd be willing to bankroll it ourselves?
Free entry.
That was the question on a recent Founders podcast.
It got me thinking the...
- lots of people I'd want to hang out with
- and be challenged and stimulated by
- share the experience with
- add in some killer eats
- outrageous awards
- swarm of vendors
... things that would be worth it.
That's the kind of event I'd be interested in putting together.
In the meantime...
- parting with our cash to help finance it
... isn't that what we are basically doing when we register for any event?
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163.8lbs/12.5%
8sh hours sleep
480ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 50 push ups, 10 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 box jumps (24"), Bulgarian split squats with 25lb dumbells, nordic curls, heel and toe raises
86/90/-5 per Strava Power & Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Black List, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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TWO NOTEBOOKS
DOCUMENTING OUR ACCOMPLISHMENTS is something many of us do. Whether it's a framed race photo, or race numbers with medals on the mantle...
... if it matters, keep it memorable.
What about the future?
Do we document that?
Each morning I bust out two notebooks...
- just after reading something uplifting
- meditating on it
- before all else
... one for imaging the future, one for the todos.
The dumb ideas get axed,
the good ones have a shot at life.
The tasks get completed and crossed out,
the survivors either get done or killed.
What does that have to do with racing, life?
Everything.
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Deeper Dive
To image the future is to deliberately build a picture of what has not happened yet so that picture can shape what you do now.
It is not fortune-telling and it is not daydreaming. It is the constructive work of taking pieces of memory, observation, values, and desire and assembling them into a scene, a feeling, or a story of a possible tomorrow.
How the mind actually does it
Your brain uses the same machinery for remembering the past and picturing the future. It pulls familiar people, places, objects, and emotions out of storage and rearranges them into events that have never occurred. Neuroscientists call this constructive episodic simulation. People who lose the ability to recall personal memories often also lose the ability to vividly imagine their own future.
There are at least four related modes:
- Simulation — constructing a specific scene (“I see myself finishing the climb, breathing steadily”).
- Prediction — estimating likelihood.
- Intention — deciding what you want.
- Planning — laying out the steps.
They usually operate together.
Why the pictures matter
Sociologist Fred Polak argued that the images a person or a culture holds of the future are a driving force of history. A living, attractive image of a better world pulls people forward; a decaying or purely catastrophic image produces paralysis or decline. The pictures are not just reflections of reality—they help create it by directing attention, effort, and courage.
That is why practices such as writing a “best possible self” letter, running scenario workshops, or simply sitting still and seeing a concrete good outcome in detail can change mood and behavior. The image becomes a reference point you can steer toward.
Two common mistakes
- Treating the image as a rigid prediction instead of a working sketch that can be revised.
- Only imaging disaster. A mind that rehearses only collapse has less material with which to invent alternatives.
Imaging the future, then, is the act of making the not-yet visible enough that you can start living toward it today.
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162.6 lbs/12.4%
9ish hours sleep
480ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 box jumps (24"), Bulgarian split squats with 25lb dumbells, nordic curls, heel and toe raises
87/98/-12 per Strava Power & Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Black List, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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SOMETIMES PRE-VIEWING IS JUST A HECKUVA A GOOD REMINDER
THE FIRST WE EVER RACE A COURSE, taking the time to recon from parking to finish, even if it's just the first 5 miles...
... can pay oodles and oodles.
If we have the time,
pay the dime.
Pre-view it all.
But, what if we've already raced it?
Trust me on this...
- the turns
- the sunlight angles
- how the herd responds over undulations
... we'll never have the course as dialed as the locals.
I was reminded of this today
- 36 miles
- 4500' of vert
- most of it off road
... pre-riding the first 33ish miles of our upcoming epic SurfNSummit.
The reminder wasn't the route so much as these specific issues...
- check your batteries - the one day I don't check the shifter batteries the night before and my casual spin to the start turns into sprinting home to replace a 2032 and then pin it to meet the crew - we don't wait, ever.
- respect the pre-ride like we'd expect the race day - I went low on my calories/bottle and extra gels in the pocket and really suffered for it on the way back
- if at all possible - have the cold/icy water if it's going to be hot vs the "room temperature" free water that was as warm as the outside air of 100º. this made eating the NutttrButtrs during the last 90 minutes impossible because my stomach wasn't loving the hot water
- have the bike in the finest working order - that fouled rear 2-speed unable to access my 3 lowest gears made the 50 minute climb unnecessarily challenging
- pace to race - in this case, while grateful to have 4 of the posse join us, they weren't doing the whole thing and rather than high zone 2, we were bouncing between tempo and threshold for the first 90 minutes, which is not the plan for the epic adventure
... that said, it was great to push the pace and be reminded of such idiocy.
Interestingly, while the big climb was a definite grind, and with the superlow cadence I couldn't put out as much power...

... my time was only 7 seconds slower than during the event last year.
Go figure.
No.
Go preview,
as much as possible.
And if we can't in person,
we try and dig up some YouTube intel.
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165.4 lbs/12.4%
7ish hours sleep
480ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 box jumps (24"), Bulgarian split squats with 25lb dumbells, nordic curls, heel and toe raises
89/113/-24 per Strava Power &Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Full Black, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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SHARPENING THE EDGES WITH ANGER
HAVING CONTROL OF OUR EMOTIONS on race day doesn't mean just playing it cool. Some emotions are better than others...
... for those who know how to harness them.
Like anger.
I'm not ashamed to admit, below that happy go lucky, come what may demeanor...
... is one hacked off dude.
If I have to/I've been known to...
... conjure up the most heinous reasons to crush the least deserving, most innocent competitors on the line.
Don't worry,
they never know.
Anger works for me.
I had a business partner say...
... you're so mellow
and
... dude, you have authority issues
... during the same meeting!
lol
Here's the real dill.
When I was younger it was uncontrollable and cost me a lot of points on the tennis court and life in general.
These days, if I'm rejected, disrespected, doubted, stomped on...
... that rocket flame of anger is powerful stuff.
Suddenly, I have this amazing laser focus combined with get outta my way energy.
I love that.
- heck no I don't want cookies
- heck yes I'm doing that work out
- heck no I'm not staying out late
- heck yes I need that upgrade
It's way better if I can get it going months, sometimes years in advance, but...
... making it up on the start line is a great way to lock in and race.
You might be askin' What the heck is wrong with you Diesel?...
... let's just say getting rejected on a home we were trying to buy has me pouring jet fuel on PEDAL industries.
Yeah,
harnessed anger is lit.
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163.4 lbs/12.4%
8ish hours sleep
480ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 box jumps (24"), Bulgarian split squats with 25lb dumbells, nordic curls, heel and toe raises
155/138/17 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Full Black, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
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REAL VISION
ALONG THE WAY to a glorious A race we face a lot of decisions. Some are micro, others macro. How we handle them...
... depends on our vision of how it will end.
What are we seeing?
I've long been fascinated with visualization techniques.
Once I learned of the concept via the great Denis Waitley's Psychology of Winning...
... the pieces began to fall into place.
Things I was underconciously aware of suddenly made sense.
The question that remained was...
... Could it be mastered and controlled?
From a practical standpoint, I can confirm that having a clear vision of how I want to cross the finish line...
- good food choices
- commitment to excellent sleep
- making time for and executing the critical workouts when desire is flat
... has given me the strength to accomplish the steps necessary along the way.
Which lends immense and undeniable confidence as the A race approaches…
… because we approach all the prep as if the finish has already happened.
We literally see everything with new eyes.
But, what if it works in all areas of life, not just racing?
What would that be worth,
what does it tell us about our present circumstances...
... what are we going to do about it?
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162.8 lbs/12.4%
8ish hours sleep
480ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 box jumps (24"), Bulgarian split squats with 25lb dumbells, nordic curls, heel and toe raises
158/156/2 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Full Black, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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SPRINTING FOR THE WIN
UNLESS WE ARE ACTUALLY sprinters, racing events on the track or crits, it's unlikely we'll ever sprint for the win. We might race our pals to the city limits sign or...
... bang bars with other pack fodder.
So, why practice sprinting?
Here are my top reasons...
- to maintain, increase strength
- as a supplement to weight training
- to cement in neuromuscular connections so I can harness said power
... I have one dedicated sprint day per week.
This is not an interval session,
with efforts lasting minutes.
Yuck!
This is all out getting after it,
in bursts of 5-15 seconds,
spaced with full recovery.
I like to do 'em offroad.
Tonights was particularly fun.
Yes fun!
On the downhill sections, any time I had a chance to get on the pedals hard and keep my speed up, I went for it.
Not only was I recruiting the sprint muscles...
- legs
- butt
- core
- back
- arms
- shoulders
... I was reinforcing how it all works together over rapidly changing terrain.
Which is, in a sense, sprinting for the win.
The win being staying strong and coordinated.
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163.4 lbs/12.6%
7 hours sleep
480 anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 60 push ups, 14 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 20 box jumps (24"), Bulgarian split squats with 25lb dumbells, nordic curls, heel and toe raises
161/170/-10 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Full Black, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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THE F-WORD NOBODY WANTS TO USE
IT'S JUST INCREDIBLE the amount of reasons we can come up with when we find ourselves OTB (off the back)...
... whether it's dropping anchor or slipsliding away.
Bring on the excuses.
Like today's TMWC stacked with visiting hitters...
... we were pinning it something vicious, all the way..
Until I started spinning the slowslide of shame,
with five miles to go.
Giving me plenty of time to think of all the reasons...
- haven't shaved legs since July
- got to bed to late
- creatine made me put on 5 lbs
- my Classified hub is dying and dragging
- upped my box jumps and other leg stuff Sunday, Wednesday, Thursday
- walked 3 miles in the sand Sunday (normally just 2)
- left a little late and had to hustle to meet group
- gravel pedals and shoes vs road
- unaero gravel frame
- somewhat shallow road wheels
- less than aero helmet
- extra weight from lights now that it's dark
... while gimping to the finish.
But.
We all know the truth...
... and it starts with F.
FATIGUE.
It's offseason fur cryin outloud!...
... what the heck am I doing?
Well, just the most lifechanging, epic adventure on SoCal...
- 120 miles
- 15k of vert
- around 12 hours (including stops)
... the SurfNSummit on 10.10.26
Sooooooooo... 1 more extralarge Saturday,
then two weeks to taper,
and feel fresh.
Might have to skip the legwork the week of,
or sooner?
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165.8 lbs/12.6%
7 hours sleep
630ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 box jumps (24"), nordic curls, heel and toe raises
162/179/-18 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Full Black, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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I SPY
WE LIKE TO SAY this is my escape, to ride/run/swim for an hour or few per day. Our happy place isn't a pain cave as much as it is...
... a world without staring at glass.
Is it novel?
There was a pithy post on X this week...
... I'm inviting a bunch of people over this weekend to doomscroll together.
My other non-scrolling/glass moments are reading.
Ingesting something uplifting in the wee morning hours has been a goto for years.
But, then this happened.
The wind down used to be watching "just a few minutes" of TV,
then onto binge watching...
... now it's a full-on addiction to reading spy novels.
They're all basically the same character...
- ex-special ops dude with skills his government needs
- always going off the range to get the job done
- while mixing in some lady-drama
... and I can't seem to get enough.
It started after my TBI,
as therapy.
Who knew staring and scrolling glass was bad juju for brain function and ocular wellness?
In about 30 months, I've read...
- all of Jack Carr (10)
- all of the Gray Man series (15)
- all of the Pike Logan series (20)
- and I'm on book 11 of 25 in the Scot Harvath (series)
... with no end in sight.
From a therapeutic standpoint, my ability to rip downhill on my MTB has returned to about 90% of where I was.
From Oh crap! every ride,
to Heckyeah! this is fun!
Is there any connection between being a spy and racing?
Well, yeah.
If being resourceful, able to adjust on the fly, and see the mission through to completion is how you like to rip on raceday...
... this is your genre.
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166.2 lbs/12.6%
8 hours sleep
630 anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 60 push ups, 12 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 box jumps (24"), nordic curls, heel and toe raises
156/144/12 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Full Black, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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NOW FOR THE REST OF OUR SHOW
WE'RE WRAPPING UP THE 3RD QUARTER, heading into the final three months of the year...
... but not the end of the racing the calendar.
Am I right?
We aren't going to...
- hang it up for 2 months
- watch games
- eat chips
... because we know the truth.
Now is the time to...
- bank strength
- build base
- hone diet
... for springtime cometh.
That's what I'm doing.
Shoot, tonight I passed on cake an icecream.
It wasn't hard, once I gave up sugar, the cravings were gone.
In years past, I'd say Bring it on, it's offseason...
... to the point of friends saying It's good to see fatTodd is back.
Imagine that.
Actually, don't.
Imagine ripping it up next spring, right on through the summer.
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165.8 lbs/12.6%
8 hours sleep
620 anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 80 push ups, 16 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 20 box jumps (24"), nordic curls, heel and toe raises
159/163/-4 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Full Black, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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TORQUE TRAINING... STILL?
SOME OF US ARE WILLING to take chance with our equipment. Opting to go with the yet to be tried and true...
... can lead to great advantages.
And, big challenges.
As I struggled mightily up a rather steep pitch today...
- 52/42 chainrings
- 13/26 6 speed cassette
... I remembered how tall the gearing was back in the day.
It was brutal.
But, one of the benefits we didn't realize back then was forced torque training...
- high power
- low cadence
- in place of gym time
... something coaches preach in today's era of super wide gearing.
So, why was I doing it today?
Because my super niche 2-speed rear hub from Classified, which replaced the front derailleur dual chain rings...
... has been acting up for the last 2 weeks.
And died today.
Leaving me with the lowest gear of a 46 in front x40 in back.
Manageable on most road climbs...
... swear-inducing on the dirt steeps I faced throughout today's epic URBN GRVL ride.
I've had the system for just over 2 years,
and it has been great.
Superior, I think, to traditional 1x most cats are running offroad.
Because the Surf N Summit is fast approaching...
... I'm in a real pickle.
Classified is based in the Netherlands...
... which is much father away than the hinterlands.
They have few dealers in the states.
Hopefully, they'll get back to me in time to get the system functioning like the racewinning force it has been.
It was a risk when I purchased it,
and I don't regret it at all.
It's that good.
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166.2 lbs/12.6%
8ish hours sleep
630ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 box jumps (24"), nordic curls, heel and toe raises
163/186/-24 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Full Black, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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THIS CHAING HURTS
STAYING ON TOP of the maintenance game never seems like it's gonna pay off. It's a constant steady drip on our time and wallets...
... until it's not.
Then, it's chunky.
I was reminded of this today by reader Roberto (not his real name).
Here's the chat transcript:
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165.4 lbs/12.6%
8ish hours sleep
630 anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 box jumps (24"), nordic curls, heel and toe raises
153/128/24 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Foreign Influence, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
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SHIFT I HATE
DO YOU KNOW WHY WE SAY If it was easy everyone would do it? It's not just because it's true, it's also because for those of us who are doing the hard stuff...
... we need to know there's a reason.
We do things we hate to do.
Here's a few of mine..
- pullups
- pushups
- box jumps
- stretching
- going to work after a glorious morning riding
- hanging on the back of the group until I literally see stars
- skipping the cookies and cake and ice cream
... and I could go on.
If we are doing things like the above so much,
if it really is that hard to be consistent...
... what is driving us?
A couple of things.
One, it gets easier once we get started.
Two, it becomes habitual, part of operating system.
Three, the really big one...
... we know.
We know this is the path to mastery...
... and few are we, the willing and committed.
To arrive at our stated destiny.
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165.2 lbs/12.6%
8ish hours sleep
750 anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 55 push ups, 11 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 20 box jumps (24"), nordic curls, heel and toe raises
157/148/8 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Foreign Influence, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
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THIS ONE CHANGE MADE A HUGE DIFFERENCE
WE ALL HAVE THAT FRIEND who we train with, who is about the speed, or even a little slower. Then, all of the sudden, seemingly out of the blue...
... they are a lot faster.
Leaving us in the dust.
What gives?
Just yesterday I was on the war path with one of these cats.
We'd opted to take a gravel route of the usual group ride, and if we reallyreally got after it...
... we'd meet/beat the group at the finish.
And romp we did.
I knew we had a shot because of his newly found powers.
And, I knew how he got them.
Because I asked.
Bro, your a lot faster and leaner.
It's my wife's fault.
Howso?
Well, she changed up her diet and she does most of the cooking and we're eating a lot cleaner.
If it's that easy then...
... why aren't we all doing it?
Maybe we don't know what eating clean is?
Here's my super simple rule...
... If I can identify the ingredients it's clean.
Steak,
easy.
Mr. Bachan's Japanese Teriyaki Sauce Surfergirl wants to smother it with,
not so much - probs not clean.
Corn on the cob,
easy.
Dorito's corn chips,
impossible - def not clean.
What is the one change we can make today that would make a huge difference in our performance?
Do it.
Then, stack it...
... with the next change.
Yes, it's that easy.
It just takes a bit of time for the results to show...
... fortunately, most of our competitors don't have time for that.
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165.8 lbs/12.7%
8 hours sleep
790 anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 105 push ups, 21 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 40 box jumps (24"), nordic curls, heel and toe raises
160/168/-8 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Foreign Influence, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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THERE ARE SOME DOOZIES OUT THERE
THERE ARE SO MANY INFOOLENCERS yaking for our attention on myriad platforms. It creates all kinds of noise and...
... makes discerning the truth challenging.
Impossible even.
I was reminded of the dangers of expert opinions today listening to The Marketing School podcast titled...
... How McKinsey Helped Nike Lose $223 Billion.
With a B.
TLDL: they hired a guy who didn't understand the business, and he leaned into all the new fangled, cool kid ideas, in the process destroying the brand.
Some were so stupid it was stunning.
Which reminded me of the Time-Crunched Cyclist podcast I'd listened to the day before...
... The Five Self=Coached Cycling Mistakes That Keep You Stuck.
TLDL: he states we're too unenlightened to coach ourselves, hire his firm.
Along the way apologizing for being so harsh. Except I didn't find it as harsh as it was condescending and self-serving.
I shared the above, so I could share this...
- we need to expose ourselves to new ideas
- test them out well before it matters
- implement the best
... using our common sense, listening to our inner voice, for the win.
Are there good coaches and consultants.
Absolutely.
As the great Charlie Munger said...
... Show me the incentive, and I'll show you the outcome.
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166.4 lbs/12.7%
7ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, 0 box jumps, heel and toe raises
161/172/-12 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Foreign Influence, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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FAMILY FIRST. REALLY?
LOOKING AROUND AMONGST OUR FRIENDS we often see what really drives them. It's not at the races or the slaying rides where this shows up...
... it's at the events they miss.
Huh?
Yeah.
You know, we have this epic ride coming up.
It's not race, it's a social adventure.
From the beach to the mountains...
... the kind of thing you wanna do for the pure challenge.
And.
To blow your friends' minds...
... Yeah, I rode from Dana Point to Big Bear last Saturday.
WHAT?!
Yep, really fun.
No way!
Here's the dill.
A few have shared...
- planning Xterra with daughter
- family half marathon with most of family in Long Beach
- flying to Chicago to support daughter at Chicago marathon
... their reasons for missing this year.
Here's what I can tell ya about each one of these cats...
... they have grown awesome, loving families.
Nothing better.
In case weekend of 10.10 is open for you...
... it's an open invite: https://pedalindustries.com/collections/surf-n-summit-collection
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166.2 lbs/12.7%
7.5ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 105 push ups, 21 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, 50 box jumps, heel and toe raises
160/168/-8 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Foreign Influence, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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ANY SYSTEMS READY TO GO?
WE ALL WANNA BE BETTER, at least that's what we tell ourselves. Anybody listening to us drone on about the initiatives we're gonna take...
... might possibly be convinced we really want the prize.
But, do we?
Could our actions convict us?
Better question.
What's it gonna take?
Not the big crazy actions,
that's for sure.
We'll never get those done,
because they are big and crazy.
The real secret...
... having a system to be a little better every day.
And, sticking to it.
One of my systems is to weigh myself each morning. I get instant feedback on the previous day(s) nutrition choices. It's a simple way to stay in tune with any changes I may have/have not made...
... like I'm thinking my adding 5lbs in the last month is a direct result of the predicted 2-3% gain predicted by consistent creatine intake.
Worth it?
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166.2 lbs/12.7%
7.5ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 105 push ups, 21 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, 50 box jumps, heel and toe raises
160/168/-8 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Foreign Influence, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
SIRMIXALOTS GRAND MASTER GRAVEL
DEPENDING ON THE LOCALE, there can be a lot of ways to get out and cover some ground. Some areas are all paved, others all single track, others lots of gravel...
... they're all a blast.
Which is best?
I dunno.
But, I can tell you this, where we are, mixing it up on a gravel bike is a great way to get out...
... and skip most of the lights, and traffic.
Like today.
The first 90 minutes were mostly dirt...
... with nearly 30 minutes at threshold or above.
Meeting up with a slaying group ride on the road...
... pushed me to my limits and stacked on the intensity.
From there it was a JRA road, gravel and single track.
I love rides that...
- mix up the surfaces
- skip most high traffic areas
- and traverse lots of interesting terrain
... for the pure adventure.
The biggest and best one of the year is just 4 weeks away...
- Sunrise to sunset
- from Dana Point
- to Big Bear
... and you're invited.
All the details are here: https://pedalindustries.com/collections/surf-n-summit-collection 
https://pedalindustries.com/collections/surf-n-summit-collection
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166.8 lbs/12.8%
7.5ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, 0 box jumps, heel and toe raises
164/192/-29 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Foreign Influence, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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JRA
BEING THE DEDICATED ADDICTS that we are, we eventually learn the jargon that sets us apart from the commoners who consider themselves in the know, but...
... are actually far from it.
Neophytes.
Anybody who's worked in a bike shop, particularly the service area has heard the phrase...
... I was just riding along.
And, said to themselves under muffled breath, while inconspicuously rolling their eyes...
... JRA.
What follows JRA...
- my X broke
- my Y stopped working
- my Z fell off and disappeared
... is always entertaining.
Not that it hasn't been heard before,
but the way it is camouflaged...
... as if it is somehow the shop's/mechanic's fault.
Yet, I digress.
Because what I really wanted to point out is how much fun it is to move about the country...
- breathtaking sunrises
- quiet, forgotten roads and trails
- daylight giving way to a moonless, star-filled sky
... and see so many amazing sites.
While we are...
... JRA.
===
167.2 lbs/12.7%
7.5ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, 0 box jumps, heel and toe raises
155/144/11 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostle, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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THAT FEELING
SOMETIMES when we're out riding, the feeling is just right. Like we could just keep going forever...
... and never stop.
Why is that?
I honestly don't know.
It just happens.
And, when it does it's magical.
Like this evening.
There I was, about an hour in.
On my gravel bike, connecting the...
- trails
- roads
- single tracks
... and missing all the traffic stops and lights.
Slipping into the zone...
- HR 130ish
- PWR 220ish
... slicing through town with nary a stop.
And loving it.
===
166.2 lbs/12.7%
7.5ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 30 push ups, 6 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, 30 box jumps, heel and toe raises
160/175/-16 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostles, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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IF I HAD A DOLLAR FOR EVERY TIME THINGS LOOKED HOPELESS...
FOR BETTER OR WORSE, as athletes we are really, really good at enduring. When things look absolutely hopeless...
... we press on.
Is that a good thing?
That's an honest question...
... with an unknowable answer.
Because choices stack.
Accumulate.
Tangent: when I had my pager business, my landlord, an old sage and jeweler by trade, told me the worst thing he ever did was keep switching careers. That it was best to lock in, and go in search of mastery.
Welp, I could see the writing on the wall and sold the pager business.
After that, I took his advice,
and can honestly say:
If I had a dollar for every time things looked hopeless and gave up...
... I'd be broke.
In sports...
... we be _____?
In relationships...
... we be _____?
As students...
... we be _____?
There is, of course, a point where things are hopeless, and we gotta/outta sell, but, if there's anything most of us can bank on it's that...
... there is such a thing as a second wind.
Reaching the finish/the goal usually just takes a little more than we initially thought we could give.
And, so, we endure.
===
166.2 lbs/12.7%
7.5ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 30 push ups, 6 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, 30 box jumps, heel and toe raises
160/175/-16 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostles, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
IT'S NOT PERSONAL, IT'S...
SOMEHOW WE FEEL IT'S OKAY to do whatever it takes to win, even if it means clobbering our friends. Ok, not all of us, but...
... definitely some of us.
We might feel, think, say...
... It's not personal, it's racing.
Shoot, one of my frenemies said this to me after a recent race post sucking my wheel for miles...
... Sorry about doing you dirty back there.
All that to say, It's okay to make things personal.
Not all things.
But, I'm definitely making The Wall personal.
It's the next to last climb...
- .88 miles
- 7.1% average grade
- my PR is 4:16, Kevin Vermaerke (yeah, the UAE one) owns the KOM, 3:06
... on our Tuesday Morning World Championships.
While I'm not sure I'll ever best my current PR, set 8 years ago on a perfect day...
- weight down in the 150s
- great pace set by Zach Lloyd
- amazing road bike I shouldn't have sold
... I do wanna get back to regularly hitting 4:40ish vs the 5:24 I did today.
When we set personal challenges like this,
it's motivating only to ourselves,
but pays off everywhere else.
It's fitness and mental fortitude we can tap into on demand.
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166.6 lbs/12.6%
6ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, 00 box jumps, heel and toe raises
160/176/-16 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostles, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
IT'S TOO HARD TO EXPLAIN
DO WE KNOW WHY we do really hard stuff? I mean, really? We keep doing them. Like a young mother who, during the midst of labor, swears she'll never go through childbirth another time...
... and choosing to do it again.
There's something we know,
but can't put our fingers on.
As the great Carl Jung put it...
... Man needs difficulties. They are necessary for health.
It's not the difficulty that repeatedly pulls us back...
... it's the joy we experience on the other side.
Like the insanity of starting a gravel ride at Dana Point, in predawn hours...
- pavement
- to gravel
- to singletrack
- to gravel
- to pavement
- to single track
- to gravel
... and clearing the final summit above Big Bear, as the sun drifts away.
If we did alone, it would be courageous...
... if we did it with friends, it would be the memory of a lifetime.
As the great Terry from Mesa told me today...
- it's your 6th year
- I'm feeling fit
- I'm coming
... I'm always busy.
I'm in.
Are you?
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Do you know any of these cats?
Previous Finishers
Henri Kavaja (1)
Michael Gould (1)
Richard Brown (3)
Mike Maderos (1)
Richard Ramsey (3) <12 (1)
Josh Wolff (2)
Chris Hill (1) <12 (1)
Spencer Roundy (3)
Michael Foster (4)
Ron Barrett (1)
Todd Brown (4) <12 (1)
Terry Butler (1)
Brennan Sizemore (1)
(times finished)
<12 - completions under 12 hours elapsed time.
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165.2 lbs/12.6%
8ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 80 push ups, 16 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, 00 box jumps, heel and toe raises
154/139/15 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostles, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
AN ADVENTUROUS PACE
A TRUE ADVENTURE requires a pace that is fast enough to get to the destination, yet slow enough that all can...
... make it to the finish.
It's a fine line.
Shackleton had is crew on a boat.
Pacing wasn't the issue...
- hazardous journey
- low wages
- bitter cold
- long hours of complete darkness
- honor and recognition in event of succeess
... so much as outright danger.
In this case,
all the men needed was the hope of success.
Which is what a proper pace should be...
... given an adventure of epic proportions.

The Surf N Summit may not be a novel exploration of the Antarctic, but it does require...
- manageable heart rate, low power
- lots of food and drink
- solid equipment
... because, it's a legit journey from the sands of Dana Point to the peaks of the San Bernardino mountains above Big Bear.
If you're in, go here now: https://pedalindustries.com/products/surf-n-summit-california-10-10-26
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165.2 lbs/12.6%
7.5ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 80 push ups, 16 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, 30 box jumps, heel and toe raises
156/153/3 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostles, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
SELLING ADVENTURE
WE SHOULDN'T NEED TO BE SOLD on adventure. It's in our DNA. Yet, often we are distracted and timechallenged and thinking...
... we are way too busy.
But,
life is short.
And,
as the great Ferris Bueller said...
... it comes at you fast.
Adventures, however...
- can be daunting
- involve the unknown
- create lasting memories
... which is why we go for them.
Especially, if we are/have...
... enlisted our posse.
On October 10th, we'll be riding the Surf N Summit for the sixth time this year.
The first two times...
- massive heatwave
- crazy early snowstorm
... we failed.
Last year, for the first time, everyone made the summit before sunset.
it's not for the timid,
those afraid to fail,
the unprepared...
... it's for the adventurous souls who dare what others fear to dream.
https://www.strava.com/activities/16111728104






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165.2 lbs
7.8ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 30 push ups, 6 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
1560175/-15 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostles, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
THE RING LEADER
EVERY COMMUNITY has a ringleader. The cat who's constantly inviting to do some ride or run or adventure or race. They're usually mostly fun...
... and sometimes absolute slayers.
Even that's fun.
Why does the ringleader lead?
Because, literally, the more the merrier.
Who appoints the ringleader?
Nobody, it's more of an inner calling.
Who supports the ringleader?
Those looking for a good time.
Who pays the ringleader?
Everyone,
just by showing up.
Somecommunities don't have a ringleader...
... they're waiting for us to show up.
And lead.
===
164.8 lbs
8ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 30 push ups, 6 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
151/122/28 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostles, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
>
WHEN IT GETS ROUGH
IT DOESN'T TAKE A GENIUS to know we can go faster over a smooth surface than we can over rough terrain. That's why the most powerful sprinters...
... race on the track.
Indoors at the highest levels.
The rest of us get it done over...
- new tarmac
- gravel roads
- rowdy single track
... whatever we get served up.
Where we still need to put down the power,
whether sprinting or just plain ol' racing.
Here's the dill.
If we only ever train our sprinting on the most perfectist of surfaces...
... we're probably gonna stink it up, when it gets rough.
Practicing stomping on the pedals when it's...
- chunky
- slippery
- torn to pieces
... is a skill worth honing.
We've got to be able to perform excellently over all conditions.
When it gets challenging lower pressure in the tires is better...
- roll faster
- better grip
- faster cornering
... just like is in our souls when life gets topsy turvy.
Lower the pressure.
Which reminds me of a dear friend, the great Fritz Tomasello. who insisted we add backpack straps to the RaceDay bag...
... so he could carry his bike from the car to the track.
That's how pristine the indoor tracks are.
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164.8 lbs
8ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 55 push ups, 11 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
155/138/16 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostles, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
CHALLENGES CALL
THAT MONUMENTAL CHALLENGE calls to us, challenging us to prepare and be ready and we answer the call with all we've got. Not just going through the motions...
... this time.
Willing to do the impossible.
We've tried before.
Many times.
Only to fail.
Shattered.
We reconstitute.
To vanquish.
Yet again.
Not trying, doing...
.. the impossible.
===
165.6 lbs
8ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 80 push ups, 16 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
157/151/5 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostles, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN
MIND CONTROL is a thing. Especially on the start line when the energy is sky high due to...
... a cocktail of tapering and caffeine.
It
takes
real focus.
Just look at your "resting heart rate"...
... pumping like an outta shape donut eater on an outta control treadmill.
We aren't even moving,
because we are thinking about everything.
How do we calm that down,
achieve serenity?
This is important because if we don't get control our emotions we're going to be leaking all kinds of energy we're going to need later on.
Here are my top 5...
5. breathe deep, breathe slow
4. take in the craziness in the competitors' faces and just laugh - cuz it is funny
3. sit on the top tube, rest on the bars
2. close your eyes and trust your training
... and drumroll
... 1. race more so these feelings are welcomed
Oh, one more.
For hecksakes...
... get to the venue early.
Like 2 hours early so we can go through our launch sequence calmly.
Which brings up the ohso obvious.
Have your raceday bag loaded the night before, with everything you (could) possibly need.
Ok.
There's a lot more,
but those are the basics...
... before we unleash our mighty fury.
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165.6 lbs
7ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
158/157/0 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Apostles, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
IS THERE REALLY AN OFFSEASON?
HOW ARE WE SUPPOSED TO MAINTAIN FITNESS if there are offseaons? It's a fair question and one that deserves...
... a fair answer.
I have my theory.
And it goes like this...
- get after it 2x/week
- keep stacking the base
- never get out of our routine
... there is no offseason.
But, there is an onseason.
What's the difference?
Look, we have to have a baseline of fitness.
For me, that means being somewhat respectable on the group rides.
If I let my fitness drop the point where I'm getting dropped quick,
that's dialed back too much.
When it's onseason, that means...
- I'll be charging the group rides
- stacking more endurance miles
- perfecting the every aspect of the routine
... everything gets dialed up.
Yeah, I thought of this as I yanked the gravel wheels off,
and mounted the road wheels.
Sticking with my commitment to hit the Tuesday Morning World Championships tomorrow...
... and shoot for a respectable sub-5 minute up The Wall.
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166.2 lbs
7.5ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 50 push ups, 10 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 20 split squats, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
153/123/29 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Last Patriot, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
WHAT'S NEXT?
THE KIDS ARE BACK IN SCHOOL. Things haven't changed much. Some sit in back semicheckedout...
... others up front and eager.
Just like a new race season.
As we head into fall...
- there's still a mess of events calling out to us
- bombarding our inboxes
- popping in the socials
... we still have choices.
Before we choose what's next...
- goals accomplished
- unforgettable memories
- regrets of missed or untaken opportunites
... reflecting/celebrating/acknowledging might be the best next event.
===
165.2 lbs
8ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 100 push ups, 20 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 60 split squats, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
156/142/14 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Last Patriot, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
MORE AI SLOP?
UNDERSTANDING AI QUERIES, for most of us, is like understanding pig latin. If we don't have the key...
... it's meaningless.
Want proof?
Ok.
Rider X is a fast,
and uncoached.
Prepping for an upcoming, highly competitive gravel race...
... he had a sit down with Coach ChatGPT.
The recommended protocol?
Mostly endurance, but per ChatGPT I should as some higher zone work at the end of the ride to simulate race conditions.
Am I the only one who sees a problem with that?
Other than the fact that every romping gravel race I've ever done has started out like an XC race...
- completely pinned until the selections are made
- threatening to settle in before hitting it hard, again
- to the eventual war of attrition where riders finish mostly alone
... I'd say it's spot on.
lol.
So, yeah, as long as everyone agrees to save it to the last 30 mins then Coach Chat has it nailed.
In training...
- most of roll out,
- then, gradually warm up
- finally put in some good efforts
... which is probably why things unfold as they do.
Look, there are certain people I ping for their opinion knowing that whatever they suggest...
... the opposite is the best course of action.
With Coach Chat, it's not Be careful what you ask for as much as its...
... Be careful how you ask.
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164.6 lbs
7.5ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
160/163/-3 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Last Patriot, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
GETTING DESTROYED FOR THE WIN
SINCE IT'S SO TEMPTING to sandbag, we should never be surprised that it goes on. At all competitive levels...
... it's a thing.
But,
why?
To get an easy V.
Where's the victory in that?
For the day to day group rides and non-A races...
... we should be lining up the monsters.
Who are going to push to our very limits...
... destroy us.
That's winning.
Ya know what else it is?...
... putting ourselves in position to win the ones that matter.
===
164 lbs
8 hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
153/120/33 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Last Patriot, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
>
WHY DO BODY WEIGHT EXERCISES
THERE ARE A LOT OF WAYS to get stronger on the bike. Whether we want to climb better, fly on the flats or lay down obscene sprints...
... we need more power.
How do we get it?
Akshully go to a gym,
lift heavy at home,
body weight.
They all work.
Lately, I've been in love with the body weight stuff.
Not just the pullup an pushup stuff...
... but, high rep leg work.
Till.
It.
Burns.
Yeah, it produces the same I can barely walk feeling...
... after rattling 'em off.
And, I'm rightly winded to prove it.
The reason I'm really digging these is...
- plain ol' grinding up a long climb
- pushing hard the final minute to the top
- poking my nose in the wind for way longer than normal
... the fatigue resistance it seems to be building.
I feel the fatigue building,
and I seem to be able to deal with it better than high weight, low rep.
It feels so good,
I love it.
===
163.8 lbs
8 hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 75 push ups, 15 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 50 split squats, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
155/128/27 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Last Patriot, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
MOVING
MOST OF US, all of us, learned to run, swim and ride a bike at an early age. It came naturally to run, the bike a little coaxing, swimming a few pointers...
... and we were off.
Am I missing something?
Oh, yes.
Faith.
It took faith to put the coaxing and pointers into play and...
... realize we weren't gonna drown or fall over.
If, we'd just keep moving.
===
Designed this t-shirt, and realized why I love it so much.
Every successful racer begins with...
- 0 Starts
- 0 Wins
- 0 Fans
... the only difference between them and everyone else is they keep showing up.
Moving.
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164.6 lbs
8 hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 75 push ups, 15 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 30 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
158/138/19 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Last Patriot, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
>
DOORS BLOWN OFF?
OCASSIONALLY, after an A race we might back it down for a few days. Then, think to ourselves...
... we really outta do something with this fitness and rest.
But, usually there's a problem.
Most of us, especially me, think we are resting and therefore recovered and hence ready to slay it.
I mean, if the metric are indicating it like mine were this morning...
... by golly let's get after it.
Welllllll, a funny thing happened on the final seven mile stretch.
Rather than romping like a renegade,
I limped like a lost loner.
It hurt,
I pulled the plug.
How could I have so misjudged my freshness...
- 81 mi
- 11 hrs
- 9,665'
... because last week 4 rides were far from restful.
I should been spinning the flats rather than grinding the climbs.
When I finally managed to make it home,
I thought might as well upload and see how badly my doors were blown off...
... Your highest power output for 30 seconds in 2026!
Oh...
... now what if we actually rested?
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164.6 lbs
7 hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
152/97/54 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Last Patriot, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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CAUSING EFFECT
MAKING PLANS for the upcoming event can be nerve-racking because there is so much unknown. There are really only...
... two paths forward.
It's gonna tricky,
it's gonna be awesome.
I was thinking about this, watching the highlights of Leadville.
There was our PEDALindustries flag,
right on the course,
where I imagined it.
Not just any part of the course, but a part of the course which was only open to racers who qualified much faster than me.
But, I really wanted to be there, too.
At Lost Canyon.
In my mind, it was a superior location for my feed zone.
So, made the 12' flags weeks prior to traveling.
Figuring it was gonna happen,
seeing them on course in my mind.
How'd we get the flag there?
First, I applied for a lottery to gain access.
Next, a blog reader and customer reached out and invited me to use his access to the area.
Then, I was informed I'd lotteried in to the zone myself.
That my friends is a magical way to live called...
... causing effect.
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164.8 lbs
8 hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 50 push ups, 10 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 50 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
152/97/54 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Last Patriot, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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ONE REASON EATING HEALTHY MATTERS
SOMETIMES WE'RE ON POINT with our food choices, other times, for a variety of reasos...
... we fall off the wagon.
What's the damage?
Over the course of a lifetime,
probably nothing.
If it's occasional.
As the great Tim Ferriss advocated in The 4-Hour Body: An Uncommon Guide to Rapid Fat-Loss, Incredible Sex, and Becoming Superhuman...
... having a cheat day once a week won't kill us.
Might be helpful.
Honestly, I'm not 100% sure about that.
Here's what I do know.
If my cheat day is Sunday, and I go all in on the cheating...
... I'm likely to wake up a few pounds heavier on Monday, than I was on Friday.
Which is not really the point I wanted to share.
When I whipped up a salad today, with fresh veggies and Safe Catch tuna...
... all I could think about was how good this was going to be for my body.
That kind of thinking matters,
more than some might think.
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165ish lbs
9sh hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 50 push ups, 10 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 50 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
155/108/46 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The Last Patriot, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The entire works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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THE IMPORTANT THINGS
RETURNING HOME after a weekend or week(s) away on an adventure is usually awesome. The trip may have been amazing...
... but, not as much as what we left behind.
I was reminded of this today.
On a sweltering summer day,
we pushed through LA traffic...
... in time for a little family get together.
There really is nothing that compares.
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164ish lbs
7ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
159/125/34 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The First Commandment, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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THREESY DOES IT
DESTINATION RACES AND RIDES always bring their own challenges. One of them can be altitude, and the big question there is...
... how soon do we need to go up?
Give us a rule.
Oldtimers have a saying...
... three weeks or three minutes.
Anything else is subpar.
On the extremes, the very best I ever felt was after 6 weeks.
The worst was driving 15 hours from sea level on a Thursday,
then racing on Saturday.
Which got me thinking after yesterday's final ride above 10,000'...
- sprinting
- climbing
- bombing
... I finally felt pretty darn good.
Confirming the broscience...
... threesy does it.
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164ish lbs
7ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
159/125/34 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The First Commandment, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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BE STILL MY BEATING HEART
OH, THE TRAINING METRICS! They overwhelm, underencourage, lead us like a ring through our nose, promise us magic, and...
... and in the end distract us.
Potentially.
But, what about HR?
What does it really tell us?
For me, racing anything over 90ish minutes, heart rate is key.
Representing a pace I can hang onto...
- elevation
- weather
- terrain
... how I will perform regardless of the conditions.
Which reminds me of one of my favorite passages...
... As he thinketh in his heart, so is he.
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163.8 lbs
8ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
164/151/13 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The First Commandment, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing, Old Testament
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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IT'S EASY TO FORGET
WHEN WE HIT REALLY HIGH LEVELS OF FITNESS, we are able to do so much more. We can climb, descend, go for miles...
... with relative ease.
It's really fun.
Sometimes, with all the focus of being our best we neglect to unzip a bit and go with the flow.
I was thinking about that today,
rolling into a well-deserved recovery week.
Starting at 10,600'...
- picking my way through the rocks
- negotiating switchbacks
- searching for traction
... and riding straight up for 30ish minutes.
Taking it easy,
in no hurry.
Thoroughly enjoying the low speed challenges going up...
... while testing my willingness to keep my fingers off the brake levers going down.
The other thing we/I forget is hardly anybody on the planet can do this and...
... find it relaxing and rejuvenating.
But, we can.
'Cause we're fit,
fortunate,
blessed.
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163.6 lbs9ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 50 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 50 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
165/156/9 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The First Commandment, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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PARDON THE BRAIN DAMAGE
GETTING OVER AN INJURY is a process. If we're fortunate, every day we see progress. Sometimes it's inpercptible and frustating, other times it's...
... so rapid we think we're better.
Overdoingit often follows.
Not realizing we have a ways to go.
I'm not sure this falls in that category, but I did have a TBI 2 1/2 years ago...
... and I forgot I already wrote The Leadville Letters.
How I get it done at the race across the sky.
Here are a few snippets:
Intro
ONCE UPON A TIME, A FRIEND ASKED IF I'D COACH HIM TO RACE THE LEADVILLE 100. So, I fired off an email every day... with homework.
Some of the information is tactical for Leadville... like the actual secret shtuff that's helped me go sub 9 hours on all 7 attempts and snagging a PR 20 years after the first go...
... the going 7:57 at 60 y/o in 2022.
But, more importantly, the letters reveal concepts which may be applied to any ride or race likely to leave nothing but the residue of who you are when it's over.
If you're planning to get your head handed to you at Unbound or BWR... or, just want to do an epic attack on your local mountains you love the Leadville Letters.
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No. 1 Well, HI THERE!
Are you ready to get started?
Each day you're going to get an email from me that will likely be extremely entertaining and motivational... don't let that blind you into skipping the homework.
It's going to seem easy at first and you're going to be asking yourself what the heck did I pay for?
Don't fret.
The goal is to win Leadville (more on what that means) and Leadville wasn't conquered in a day.
Stay tuned, I'm counting on you to follow through.
XOXO, tb
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from No. 5
HOMEWORK
How and when do you start your taper – what is a taper?
What do you eat the day before, the race morning breakfast, and while you’re racing?
What does work look like for you most Fridays and how do you hack your way out of doing too much work?
What do you wear so the support team can see you?
Do you have a RaceDay Bag?
Email me the answers along with your calendar.
There’s a lot to figure out, and having it dialed early will make each and every race more and more successful.
No. 14 NEGATIVE SPLIT
IF YOU'VE PACED YOURSELF CORRECTLY, you will do a negative split at Leadville.
By negative split, I mean you will cover the second 52 miles faster than the first.
Huh?
What?
I will?
Heck yes you will!
But only if you do your pacing right.
from NO. 18 CREATURE COMFORTS
I never wrote this email... this is the point John dropped out. In fact, I’m not really sure what it was going to be about. I only wrote the headline...
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There's a taste... I'm going to update all 30 letters, put it in book form, and include massive margins so you can make all kinds of notes. It'll be rad.
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163.6 lbs9ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 25 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 25 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
165/15411 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The First Commandment, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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WHEN IT DOESN'T GO RIGHT, THEN WHAT?
WHEN THINGS GO SIDEWAYS, and it's not what we planned, had on the agenda, or would wish on our worst enemy...
... then what do we do?
It's easy to advise from the sidelines.
Harder when it's happening.
Think about what a few of my friends faced...
- Body not responding to altitude to the point of barely being able to move.
- Being taken out when the rider ahead crossed wheels, crashing and suffering an AC separation and road rash on the face
- Having a major need to go number two at 12,000' and not porta potty nor trees in sight
- Realizing your shifter batter is dead at the bottom of the first major climb, 8 miles from the start
... at Leadville 2026.
Half were able to finish,
half pulled the plug...
... none logged a time they were capable of had things gone perfectly.
And that's the dill.
Thangs always be changin.
Ideally, we...
- review
- apply
- learn
... come out better for it.
We grab onto that hope,
refuse to let go,
regroup...
... and charge forward to the next challenge.
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163.4 lbs
9ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 75 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 75 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
166/156/9 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The First Commandment, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing
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BUCKLE UP!
ONCE WE FIGURE OUT how to survive and thrive at anything we have two choices...
... share it, or keep it to ourselves.
Neither one is necessarily wrong.
In fact, it might be necessary ...
- the family treasure
- the hidden path to beauty
- the knowledge we use to provide
...to safeguard our survival.
If it's not,
or if we're feeling generous,
or we're just super excited to share what we've discovered...
... what are we to do?
Personally, I've already written one book.
In fact, I ran into a customer in Leadville who shared his sister bought him the book, and he read it several times.
It's short,
and to the point.
This morning my friend Kevi pinged me...
- how many times have you started Leadville?
- how many times have you finished?
- how many big buckles?
... 8, 8, 8.
I've been very committed,
and very fortunate.
Which got me thinking...
... maybe it's time to write another book?
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icymi
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163.4 lbs
9ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
170/180/-11 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: The First Commandment, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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FASTER AND SHORTER DOESN'T MEAN...
RACING LEADVILLE WASN'T ON THE CALENDAR in January. I had my sights on a few other events, one of them was Sea Otter with the friends...
... then I qualified.
Uh oh.
The last time I raced it I started planning a year out, this time I had four months to put my plan together.
I was already testing a new training program...
- more strength work
- more intensity
- more sprints
... and it was going to be fun to see how it would translate.
The impetus was to try and hang on to my dwindling power as I age, because my real long rangl Leadville goal is go sub-9 at 70.
Here's how it went down.
Last fall, I scored a nearly new Epic World cup on Pink Bike.
The perfect bike for me on this course - a little slower downhill, faster uphill.
Fueling was 100% liquid...
- USWE 2L to bottom of Columbine - I kinda regretted that because the pack is so tight when full I felt it restricted my breathing
- Camelback up Columbine is just easy to drink than bottles
- bottles the rest of the way
... CarboRocket, 333 calories/hour.
40 degrees on start line, dawned our Fly Vest, fleece arm warmers, and skull cap. Dumped it all before Columbine.
Tires.
Ugh!
The stress.
Chatted up the Conti crew about my recent punctures on Friday.
Yeah, running the Race Rapid Dubnital is a bit risky. I'd go with Trail version.
Oh, can I buy some.
No, we don't sell at events.
(Come on Conti - make some money and help a brother out.)
Would you run inserts?
They aren't really going to help with the punctures you're experienced, and I think they might make things worse because of tension created on the sidewall.
Crank up the pressure?
Mmmm, not gonna do much.
Bummer.
What are your athletes running?
Oh, they're all running Race Rapids, same as you.
With that, I left the inserts in. No time to remove the . Ran 20lbs up front, 22 in back.
A little bouncy, but I planned to send it on the DHs.
Leadville sends waves of riders off, based on how your time at one of their qualifiers.
I was in green.
Most of my friends and competitors started in the waves ahead.
Which meant, they rolled out either 5 minutes ahead of me or 2 1/2 minutes ahead of me.
Note: in 2022, I qualified for Silver and was beat by a guy who started behind me.
I took solace in that, hope that if I could catch up I technically had the lead.
Gotta have something to prod us on.
Halfway up the first 30ish minute climb we connected with the wave ahead.
Ok.
That's cool.
Here the course changed, due to the Willow fire.
At the top, we popped out onto pavement. Rather than going right, and racing over to the hardest and most technical part of the course, we went left and rode pavement all the way around.
Here, the goal was to plummet like a demon at latch onto the faster climbers.
The long game is to work together.
Back on the dirt, we had some punchy climbs.
It's so tempting to hit it for 1-3 minutes,
better to ease off and save it for the torture to come.
Course knowledge helped me here, I was able to pick my moments and scoot ahead when things to technical.
Even leap up to the next group.
Surfgirl was easy to spot next to the 12' PEDALindustries flag we had on course.
Packs swapped out, it was time to grind.
There is always a point at races like this where I/we say...
... What the heck am I doing? This is stupid, and it hurts.
Usually it's because we are barely moving due to fatigue or conditions.
In this case, it was being alone with riders strung across the mountain ahead of me.
I settled in.
My plan to keep HR in the 150s wasn't working,
it was in the 140s.
Power seemed okay, so whatevs press on.
I yelled at the photog, Here's your chance to get some good slowmo shots!
Humor helps in these sitchyashuns.
Because I started behind, and because we're now all just doing what we can to get up this 90 min climb, over 12,600'...
... we really have no idea where we are in comparison to others or how or when we'll actually finish.
It's terrible.
Lonely.
The top of this years course was back to the originally route, which meant rather than simply turning around we went a little further then down 150 yards...
... climbing out of that I always find heartbreaking.
Now here's the fun part.
Bombing back down the narrowish top, not only are we skirting around lots of rocks, but thousands of riders are still coming up.
Sometimes single file,
sometimes four abreast.
They're barely moving,
I'm doing anywhere from 20-40 mph,
on steep, loose gravel with morning light strobing through the aspens.
It's gnarly,
and I love it.
From the bottom on back to the finish,
it's pretty much the same as every other year.
No one can really help or pace together,
we're all just doing our thing and hope it works.
There's no moto riding up to give you updates on how it's going.
It's just going.
That paved descent we bombed down, was relentless and eternal on the return.
Finally, back on the last legit dirt section, I decided to just have fun.
I was alone in the mountains, it was beautiful, I felt pretty good.
Even stopped to pee.
I never do this, but man I really had to go.
It takes forever.
And, I'm thinking...
... I wonder if I'm screwing up my finishing time in comparison to others.
Feeling a lot better, I pedal on.
When all of the sudden a rider blows by me.
Crap.
Is that who I think it is?
He's uncorked going down the very descent that has sent more than one rider to hospital..
Gotta go.
We link up at the bottom.
Yep.
Good thing I got on it.
We test each other all the way back to town,
up the long and dusty dirt road called the Boulevard.
At the final turn,
he turns on the afterburners and puts a big gap between us.
I'm cool with that...
... cuz it ain't 2 1/2 minutes.
I didn't mail it in, I still went as hard as I could, barely able to stay upright as I crossed the line.
This year's course may have been shorter and faster, but...
... I was as smoked as ever.


It was fun to meet Roy in person, I'd supported his LUX team with raceday bags for a number of years.
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164.3 lbs
7ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
170/180/-11 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Takedown, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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FRIENDS IN HIGH PLACES
TRAVELING TO AN EVENT can feel lonely. Especially, if we are going alone. Or, even if we know a few people...
... it's not like being at home.
Where we have our stuff,
and our friends to bail us out.
Here I am, 10,000' above mi casa, in need of some mechanical assistance, and who do I see in the Shimano booth?...
... none other than the great Robert Plumb.
He's from home,
repping and supporting Shimano in Colorado.
In no time, he's got things figured out for me.
It was a shock thing, but I was still sheepish about handing him over my SRAM XX clad bike.
Being the pro he is...
- the new Shimano XTR wireless set up
- the down country brake levers
- the XC calipers
... he educated me on the latest and greatest.
And, I gotta tell ya...
... Mrs Santa better quit blowin' her money on bikinis and surfwax.
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161.8 lbs
7ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 0 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 0 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
156/111/46 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Blowback, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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PREDICTIONS
DEPENDING ON OUR LEVEL, the type of event, and a whole host of other factors, we may or may not be shooting for the podium. Let's be honest...
... most of the time we're going for the challenge.
But, the pros aren't.
They're going for...
- money
- glory
- fame
... the win.
The rest of us are shooting for some sort of PR and/or bragging rights over our friends and frenemies.
All good.
Here's my prediction for Leadville 2026...
- Quinn
- Keegan
- Cam
... for the Pro men.
And...
- Sofia
- Melisa
- Rosa
... for the Pro women.
And, lil' ol' me..
... my palms are sweating...
... break 7:30.
Seems fast, given my current fitfatness.
But, like I said, few plan on winning.
PS... yes, I do have a few other targets besides time for the race... will report on that later, don't wanna jinx it.
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162 lbs
9ish hours sleep
540ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 25 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 5 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
159/113/46 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Blowback, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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LOST AND FOUND
TAPERING ISN'T A RELIEF, quite the opposite. It's stressful in that we aren't doing what we're used to doing. Instead, we're doing...
... less, different and/or none.
Our routine is broken.
We try and hang onto it, but being disciplined creates an inharmonious tension with rest and recovery.
That was the path I was on as I rolled out this morning.
Strava maps said it would take 36 minutes,
I planned to go so easy it would stretch out to an hour.
Oh...
... the best laid plans.
Not so suddenly, I find myself in an enchanted forest...
- climbing
- winding around
- wiggling over rocks and roots
... more than I anticipated.
An hour in, the town is nowhere in sight, maps shows I'm miles from where I want to be.
I'm lost.
I come to a fork in the trail, and choose right because...
... it's going straight down.
The next five miles ...
- fast
- paralleling a stream
- bridges and jumps and berms
... some of the funnest single track I've ridden years.
I drop into Frisco, miles from where I'm staying in Breckinridge.
And realize...
... I've found my mojo.
Tapering is overrated,
having fun, the original motivation,
is what it's all about.
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161. lbs
9ish hours sleep
540 anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 50 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 10 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
163/133/33 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Blowback, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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IT'S GETTING REAL
THE CLOSER THE START LINE, the more real the event becomes. The visions of glory, the angst of readiness, maybe some travel or some distraction...
... there is stress and relief.
Then there's the finish.
But, before all that...
... there was a spark of ingenuity to create the what we are all eagerly anticipating.
In the case of Leadville, the town, the spark came from an explosion in the mine.
Or, should I say implosion?
Where the mine that employed the entire town, provided every job, all the tax revenue for schools and a hospital...
... shut down.
In a day.
No warning.
No jobs.
No money.
Anywhere.
From the darkest hours and days and months was born the Leadville Trail 100 running race.
As the founder said...
... We'll run 'em a hundred miles from the highest city in North America and by golly they'll have to spend at least one night in town.
That's how we'll save this town we love.
I could leave this post there...
... but, really, it begs the question...
... why are we motivated to put ourselves through the many truly insane events we pursue so passionately?
It's not Kirkegaard's What doesn't kill me makes me stronger...
- grit
- determination
- being unstoppable
... it's the lessons we learn along the way.
(That pic up there is of Ken and Merilee, this evening at a frontyard bbq, the dynamic duo who grew an event from nothing and in the process saved a town, raised millions of dollars for the local kids to attend college, and gave many thousands of us an unforgettable experience to race at over 10,000'.)
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161.6 lbs
8ish hours sleep
550ish anti-oxidant level
Upper Body: 50 push ups, 0 pull ups, hand gripper, shoulder press, curls
Lower Body: 10 ATG air squats and 0 split squats with 50lbs, nordic curls, box jumps, heel and toe raises
166/144/22 per Strava Relative Effort (whatever that means)
What I'm reading: Blowback, Brad Thor
What I'm studying: The works of Neville Goddard, all kinds of marketing
https://www.strava.com/athletes/10248
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THAT WAS HARD, MAN.
AGAINST MY BETTER JUDGEMENT, I opted for the long route of the 8th annual Hardman Classic. The head wind was brutal for the first hour. If it had flipped for the return, which often happens...
... I would have cried.
Why did I go the long route?
Well, because Tatt!...
You doing the race Saturday.
I reckon, but just the short version.
C'mon, we're all going long. We'll ride together and just cruise.
Ok.
In other words, I knew that he knew that I knew he was totally full of bs, but...
... who doesn't want to ride with their pals?
The only reason we stuck together for the first hour was the brutal headwind. Nobody wanted any piece of the front. Once the climbing began...
... it was every racer for themself.
Let me just insert this odd piece of wisdom...
... I always suffer the most on the races I care the least about.
No disrespect to the race, or the promoter, or competitors. But, if I'm not totally into pushing myself I can count on the usual rookie blunders...
- Not eat enough
- Not drink enough
- Forgot to start computer until 20 minutes in (hard to know how much torture is left when you don't know how many miles have been covered.)
... those got me today, but I've also done these...
- Stayed out late the night before
- Lazy bike prep leading to failure
- Changing a tire the night before to wake up to a flat
- and more
... I actually did put on a new tire last night, and it sealed perfectly.
I told the network yesterday I'd be going for a PR on Skyline, and I was pleasantly surprised to get it done.
Not that it helped me ride with my much faster friends.
The downhill was a pretty rugged gravel road that had clearly been battered by all the rain earlier this year and the hurricane we had a few months back.
I let it rip and had a blast, so glad I had the new tread on the back.
The Conti Terra Speed 45s were flawless even though I rimmed out numerous times.
28lbs up front, 30lbs in the rear.
At the bottom I caught up with the Assassin and Out Of Africa. I was ready to pull the plug and head back vs doing all of that a second time.
C'mon, go with us.
Nah...
It's just that one climb.
For reference, long coures is 8300' of climbing over 70 miles...
... 6000' of it in a scant 35 miles.
Anyway, they talk me into it and I swear, the first little bump in the road was like dropping anchor...
... leaving me to ride alone for 2 1/2 hours.
I have the best friends.
I really do...
... and I saw lots of 'em today.
All I can say is the Hardman...
... is hard, man.
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166 lbs
7 hrs
No strength work
00 minutes recovery
20 minutes reading + Journaling
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MY BEEF WITH GRAVEL BIKES
GRABBED MY "GRAVEL" BIKE THIS MORNING. The only objective was to get to the cafe for some sipping time and take a breather from the rush of holidayness. Why that bike?...
... I wanted an adventure.
And, I got one.
Yeah, dirt and single track and pavement with no preset route...
... but, the best was the lovely gentleman I encountered whilst sipping outside.
Do you ride much?
Oh, yes, as often as I can.
Will you be around here Saturday?
Probably.
We'll be performing a Dixieland Christmas Concert over at the museum (downtown San Juan Capistrano).
Sounds wonderful.
By the way, you look strong. Could you help me out?
Sure.
We need to put up the tents today.
On the way to the museum to set up the tents, he pulled out a painting his great granddaughter had made for him, knowing how much he also likes to ride...
... with a perfect quote.
If there is a fork in the road, take it!"
- Yogi Berah
And, well, honestly this is my beef with "gravel bikes"...
... nobody wakes up wishing for gravel.
We want an adventure.
Let it be known that from this day forth all road bikes with fat tires shall hitherto be referred to as Adventure Bikes.
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164.6 lbs
7.75 hrs
Pushups and Pullups
10 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling
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THE BEST BOOK I READ ON RACING THIS YEAR
OF THE TWENTY OR BOOKS I'VE READ THIS YEAR, one stands out. It shouldn't really, it's a book for ages 8-12. I've applied it's teachings on raceday...
... but, story of our heroin drives home the point so well.
I couldn't stop thinking about it.
You might consider yourself much too wise to learn from an 11 year old girl.
I did,
and, mostly, still do.
However, the story of Pollyanna is a gem.
It is set in the early 1900's and there are all kinds of culture norms to consider, and ponder upon.
Plus, all the changes in technology and science that we take for granted.
Then, there's the language.
It's english, with a larger and more complex vocabulary than we use today, mixed in with all kinds of slang along the various social statuses.
I said the story is a gem, because Pollyanna plays the glad game...
... whatever happens, she finds a reason to be glad about it.
Which, when it comes to racing, is a mighty fine attitude to have...
... almost a superpower.
Lots can go wrong over the course of a season. Once we cross the start line and we have to adjust our plans, looking for the benefits of the challenges we face as the race unfolds is significantly more empowering than whining and complaining...
... the energy we have is limited.
We've to focus that energy on one thing only...
... getting across the finish line as quickly as possible.
Over the course of a season...
... Pollyanna would be tough to beat.
While we might complain about the weather, our equipment, lack of time, etc...
... she would be advancing every day.

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164.1 lbs
7.5 hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + more
10 minutes recovery
120 minutes reading + Journaling
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ARE YOU THIS SELFISH?
THIS IS HOW SELFISH I AM. I was very apprehensive about attempting the Surf N Summit by myself. At 122 miles, 15000' of vert, with 10's of miles on desolate gravel roads...
... I was too scared to go it alone.
So, I invited and invited and invited until...
... I had a small group of warriors to take it on with me.
For most of these brave souls,
it would be their farthest ride ever.
By a long shot.
Which meant I'd be doing a lot of the pulling across the flats,
and I was totally down with that, as well as...
- Putting together a training plan for those who needed it
- Buying dinner the night before (though they all wound up paying me back)
- Teaching some of them how to download routes
... basically all I could think of to make sure they'd make it with me.
That's how selfish I can be,
just to get a few hearty gents,
to do more than they ever thought possible...
... and accompany on my personal quest,
because I had to get it done.
Have you been that selfish?
I bet you have.
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163.8 lbs
8ish hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + more
10 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

THE RIDER WHO DARES GREATLY
SOMETIMES IT HELPS TO PUT THINGS IN PERSPECTIVE. We see our heroes, the pros with big contracts, the local pros with endless free and amazing gear...
... and then there's us.
Doing our best.
Tight budgets.
Family to clothe and feed.
Pressed for time in every direction.
Then, when we are mocked for our endeavors,
chastised for our dedication,
misunderstood.
It can hurt,
if we let it.
But, we don't because we know...
... without our health we are nothing.
So in honor of the great Teddy Roosevelt...
It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the busy and committed man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better.
The credit belongs to the man who actually crosses the start line...
whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood.
who strives valiantly,
who errs,
who gets dropped again and again...
because there is no effort without error and shortcoming;
but who does actually strive to do the deeds, who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause;...
who at the best knows in the end the triumph of the podium,
and who at the worst, if he fails,
at least fails while daring greatly,
so that his place shall never be
with those cold and timid souls
who know neither victory nor defeat.
Dare greatly my friends...
... it matters to those who look up to you.
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164 lbs
7 hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + more
10 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

DO YOU KNOW THE MATH FOR SUCCESS?
LOOKING BACK ON THE BUSINESS YEAR is always a little more fun after the Christmas rush. The investments in inventory and ads start to pay, just like our fitness...
... it's simple math.
The problem is figuring out the equation.
The basics are:
- Increase Sales
- Reduce Expenses
No body argues that...
... but they sure as heck do argue this.
Weightloss basics:
- Increase training
- Reduce calories
It's not always + and -,
sometimes it's + and +
Fitness basics:
- Increase training
- Increase recovery
Sometimes it's just a feeling
Stress basics:
- Definitely gotta do that!
- No.
I use the last one a lot when I'm feeling overwhelmed or over committed...
... If it ain't Definitely gotta do!,
it's No.
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165.6 lbs (uh, oh)
8.5 hrs
Rip On RaceDay Circuit + extra pushups, pullups, squats
10 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

BABY STEPS TO BEING STRONG
IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY STARTED, you've most likely started thinking about it some sort of cross training to do now that it's dark and cold. Great!...
... being strong pays dividends on and off the bike.
You're not alone,
and there's no need to over think it.
There are 3 basic must exercises, but I'll bet my helmet most of ya are over thinking squats.
I was reminded of this yesterday at the park with our grandsons...
... if you're around toddlers, just watch.
They don't bend down to pick things up...
... they lower down by doing an air squat.
All the way down,
@$$ to the gr@$$.
Whether or not you invest in weights start here,
air squats.
How many?
Well, here's my formula.
It starts with pullups. For every pullup you can do, do 3 times as many pushups and 3 times as many squats.
5 pullups -> 15 pushups -> 15 air squats
Like a toddler,
do these EVERY SINGLE DAY.
How to remember?
Well, I have an inexpensive pullup bar I purchased a garage sell decades ago. It resides in my bathroom's door jamb. When I go to take a shower...
... I knock out one set of all 3 exercises.
We're busy,
We want to ride,
not change clothes and drive to gym.
This takes 5 minutes, and will astound you with...
... how weak you are
and how strong you will get.
Want bonus points?
My pullup bar is in the bathroom so any time I'm going to the bathroom...
... I'm knocking out a set.
Something quick.
3 pullups, 9 pushups, 9 air squats.
1 pullup, 3 pushups, 3 air squats
4 pullup, 12 pushups, 12 air squats
Nothing magical, just mixing up and getting on with life.
At the end of a typical day I've knocked out 10s of pullups and 3 times as many pushups and air squats...
... in no time.
Add the other accessories like dumbbells, jump box, sled, nodic curl fixture over time...
... this is a lifelong pursuit, not a sprint.
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165 lbs
8 hrs
1 set of pushups, pullups, squats
10 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

THIS IS NOT A CHEAP COUNTERFEIT
THE GENTLEMAN AND I met up some dirt today. It was perfect after a few light rains in the last 48 hours. Tacky, ripable...
... hero dirt.
Is there anything better?
Maybe fresh, new asphalt.
Or, a real gravel road.
Stringing together a bonanza of trails, some well-know to us and some completely knew, it occurred to me that some of today's dazzling tech...
... is just a cheap counterfeit.
We were IRL.
Not VR glasses,
on a stationary bike leaning over,
with a fan giving the sensation of speed.
This was the real thing...
- My arm was bleeding after being stabbed by unruly shrubbery.
- More than once, I felt the strain of the knobbies giving way and regaining their perch as we carved down the steep stuff.
- Hard-earned sweat dropped onto my lens, then sizzled in my eye
... and we were loving it.
But, the best was the ol' lady heckling us as we battled a loose, 25% pitch...
If it isn't 90%, it's not a real climb.
It was like a cackle from with Wicked Witch of The West.
We ride bikes.
They can go fast.
You will likely get hurt...
... and have a great story to tell about a lesson you learned,
in real life.
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164 lbs
6.5 hrs
0 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + more
10 minutes recovery
20 minutes reading + Journaling

THE OFTEN OVERLOOKED BENEFIT OF A GOOD TAPER.
AS WE WIND DOWN THE YEAR, few of us are racing. Personally, having backed down the miles I'm feeling really fresh and spunky, which reminds me about...
... what I love about tapering.
Sure, there's the reduced miles and training and all the good feelings that come with that, but there's something else and if we're doing it right...
... is a huge benefit.
Because all the fatigue is leaving our bodies we not only start to feel really good, we have time to reflect on how we got here...
... all the work we've put in.
The result is where once we were tired, questioning out motivations and our capabilities....
... now we are confident.
Confidence is key to...
... ripping on raceday.
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164.1 lbs
7.5 hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + more
10 minutes recovery
120 minutes reading + Journaling

DO YOU DO THIS, AND IS IT WEIRD?
I'M TAKING A FEW WEEKS OFF, by that I mean I'm riding with absolutely no agenda and only if I feel like it. Three days so far this week, and I'm noticing a trend...
... I'm getting really good at my timing.
I have no reason to do this.
No coach in my ear,
No schedule.
Monday I decided I had time for a quick hour on the bike.

Tuesday, I passed on the traditional TMWC and as the day went on I was dying to get out. I thought I'd go our for 90 minutes and just rip it up for fun.

This afternoon, after grinding straight from 7am to 4ish I really need a mental break and two hours seemed about right.

There are a couple of trends there.
- Longer rides each day
- Riding at sunset
- Predicting ride time
Which I think is kinda weird...
Why am I so bent on ending at just the right?
How am I getting so accurate on ride time?
Is it just a product of playtime on the bike?
... are you as weird as me?
On a related note...
... I never seem to care about hitting a certain mileage on a ride.
It's all about time because miles can vary so much with terrain and weather conditions...
... the body does need a certain amount of time in the saddle to be fit.
Good thing I don't really care about that right now.
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164. lbs
7.5 hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + more
10 minutes recovery
120 minutes reading + Journaling

MY STORY
MY STORY
I grew up on southern California.
From an early age, I loved riding bicycles. I wasn’t great. My friends were faster, more skilled. But, I loved it. I loved riding, and I loved learning tricks. Jumping, skidding, wheelies.
Once we could all drive, we got into surfing. Saturday mornings went from riding around town to waking up next to the shore and jumping in the water. I wasn’t the best, my friends had more talent and guts. But, I loved it. Riding the waves, learning the tricks and hanging out with my buddies.
I went away to college and fell in love with the mountains. Saturday mornings were spent up high. Hiking and skiing. I wasn’t the best, my friends had more talent and guts. But, I loved it. The solitude, learning tricks and hanging out with my pals.
One day a roommate brought home a road bike.
The next day, I rode it 6 miles.
The day after, 12 miles.
I was hooked.
When I moved back to Southern California, I did some racing on the road. It was a lot of fun. I wasn’t the best, my friends were all faster. But, Ioved it. Being in the zone in a crit brought me peace and happiness. I worked up to a Cat 2.
Kids came.
I quit racing.
Mountain bikes were a thing. I got one and loved it. The skills from my BMX days with the fitness from road racing. We got a little group going on Saturdays. I was better than most of my friends – some had fitness but no skill, some had skill but no fitness.I did a few races, when I could.
In '99, my friend Jeff challenged me to do Leadville. 100 miles, off road, at 10,000-12,500’ above sea level seemed insane. I trained for it as best I could. The skills were there, but the actual workouts were a mystery to me. I rode a lot and watched my heartrate. Looking back on it, I’m amazed I finished at all. My goal the first time was to keep my heartrate just under 180 beats a minute.
I went 3 years in a row, and each year cramped and limped across the finish line.
Because I’d cracked the magical 9-hour mark, and received a big belt buckle, I figured I knew what I was doing.
I didn't have a clue.
About that time, my friend Kevin challenged me to go under 9 hours at age 60. I was 39 at the time, and busy with work and family. It seemed so far away, and it was. This turned out to be one of the greatest blessings in my life because it was always in the back of my mind. It reminded me not to get too out of shape.
I was riding less and less, spending Saturdays with the kids on motos or surfing. If we were in town, I’d get up early and be home by 830 ready to play with the littles.
That changed.
They got older, wanted to do their own things. Went off to college.
I started riding more regularly, and reconnecting with the community.
In the early 2000s, Super-D burst onto the national scene. Promoters took the long DH of an XC course and timed it. Talk about an event tailor made for me: short, I wasn’t too fit or light; fast, I was used the moto speed; technical, and still pretty handy on my MTB.
I won back-to-back National Championships.
The key?
I did way more prep than anybody else, pre-riding the courses. Most showed up in baggies and pads, I showed up in a skinsuit with moto goggles and an aero helmet.
My 20 year goal, was getting closer.
I started to think about that date with destiny… sub-9 at 60.
Around 2012, I went back to Leadville and clocked 8:30. That marked 4 tries. 3 between 8:28 and 8:38, 1 at 8:20. I felt good about my chances of cracking 9, and figured I’d go back one more time between then and 2022.
A year or two later, our oldest got into road riding and racing, I followed him. Bought a road bike, started to get back into some light racing. It was the funnest two years of training I ever had.
He moved back to Southern California and returned surfing.
At that point, I started this incredible journey.
I had the time, kids were gone.
I had the curiosity, how to go faster than ever at Leadville?
In 2019, I went back. I’d learned a lot over the years about my body, about training, about bike set up, about going fast.
I decided to go for a PR.
It all came together, and I went 8:15. I was completely blown away. How did I just go faster than ever, at 57 years old?
The next 3 years, I studied more, tinkered more, learned more. I developed a philosophy of how to pull it all together and have a truly great day on the bike.
In 2021, I did the Leadville Stage Race with the solitary goal of qualifying for the Silver Corral. This would allow me to start with pros and other incredibly fast races. In a race with 1000s, starting position matters.
With the start assured, I was now ready to put it all together.
And, I did.
I started to feel so good in early 2022, I wondered could I do another PR… at 60? I believed I could, if everything was perfect on raceday: my body, bike, preparation, and the always iffy weather.
I set my sights on a truly absurd goal: sub-8 hours.
Only one person over 60 had ever accomplished that, and he was an ex-pro who had the race outright back when I did an 8:20. He beat me by an hour that day.
The day came in 2022. Everything, and I mean everything, went perfectly.
7:57.
I was stunned, my friends shocked.
But, was I really?
No.
I had cracked the code to ripping on raceday, and I knew it.
It started with the simple idea of exploring what is physically possible for me?
What am I capable of?
I’m fascinated by that question… in all areas of life.
Now it’s time to share the keys to mastering ripping on raceday.
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164.1 lbs
8 hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit
10 minutes recovery
120 minutes reading + Journaling

GIVE ME TREACHEROUS OR GIVE ME DEATH
I HAD A CHOICE TO MAKE TODAY: take the fire well-worn fire road or the hard packed clay with varying depths of gravel strewn across it. One I could ride blindfolded...
... the other could leave me folded in cement ditch.
I didn't hesitate.
The treacherous gravel was much more appealing for the simple reason it would require more skill...
- The slippery feel of the moving gravel
- Proper modulation of the brakes as the road curved
- Quick identification and adjustments as the gravel depths changed
... and honing those skills will lead to massive efficiency on raceday.
For the same reason, I rode the very challenging singletrack on Saturday.
I'd much rather deal with the obstacles at my own pace, build up my skills by myself, than face them for the first time, in a crowd, at speed...
... in a racing situation.
But, that's just me.
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164.4 lbs
7ish hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + extra pull ups, pushups, squats and nordic curls
20 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

HOW TO RIDE FOREVER
WHY ARE SOME OF US RIDING FOREVER, and others for a season or two? Are there basic laws that if applied would keep us all endlessly fascinated with this beautiful sport...
... do they apply elsewhere?
I think so.
I'll take me for an example, because... yeah, decades in the saddle.
- I left surfing for cycling because of certainty. The waves are so fickle, the roads and trails always deliver.
- The thing I love about riding and surfing is variety. All the places to ride, all the skills required to be proficient.
- When I started racing, I loved the recognition of moving up the ranks, getting on podiums, and now Strava cups and KOMs.
- There is so much connection between my regular riding pals as we log the miles and share what is going on in life.
I've heard it said, if we can consistently deliver on 3 of the 4 qualities above...
... we will create an addiction.
So, here's the question:
Where else can we apply this?...
- lovers
- customers
- family
- teams
- ...
specifically, who needs...
- certainty
- variety
- recognition
- connection
... from us?
If we're losing teammates, or worse...
... it's a pretty easy fix to touch the people that really matter.
Another amazing lesson learned...
... JRA (just riding along).
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164.9 lbs
8ish hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + extra pull ups, pushups and squats
20 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

DO WE NEED TO BRING BACK THE TOUR DE DONUT?
IT'S BEEN A MINUTE since our last Tour de Donut. I know why we haven't repeated the silliness, because it just doesn't jive with the trend in massive carb consumption while racing...
... it was too much.
Maybe we did it wrong?
It was easy to string together 10 stops over the course of about 80 miles,
we live in a donut mecca.
According to the latest trend, Pro Tour racers are consuming 100-120 grams of carb an hour. The science and the results prove this new twist on nutrition vs the old-fashion way.
That is about 4 glazed donuts, and I can verify...
... a donut every 30 minutes was too much.
But!... since I'm 99.999999999% sure we did it wrong,
I'm considering a second attempt.
How'd we foul it up?
We simply weren't riding that hard, and it actually got worse as the sugar caught up with us and nearly put us into a collective coma.
The more I think about it,
the more a second attempt seems prudent.
In the name of science and athletic excellence a Tour de Donut must be reenacted...
... this time we must sprint from shop to shop.
Think of the strides we'll make for humanity.
Think of how smart we'll look powering down a bear claw,
while power away from the bunch...
... oh, the sponsorship opportunities!
Who's in?
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163.8 lbs
8ish hrs
no strength today
20 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

ABOVE THE NOISE AND CONFUSION
FIVE OR SIX OF US WERE SUPPOSED TO MEET UP TODAY. Instead, it was just me and Smiles, and he had to be back early. The trail, which is quite rugged...
... was unusually deserted.
We climbed for well over an hour before seeing a single soul, at which point we parted ways.
I climbed on, up and through a near-empty campground...
... the next singletrack was a place known for cougar encounters.
It was too pristine,
too sacred a morning,
to be concerned about...
... what could go wrong miles from help?
The final mile and a half gains 1000', with pitches well above 20%.
I could hear a few propellor planes in the distance.
Other than that,
silence.
I laid my bike down,
grabbed a tasty crepé,
and sat on a metal bar meant to keep traffic on the gravel road.
No need to hurry,
It was difficult to leave.
I was glad nobody else made it,
the solitude was cleansing.
These days, it can be so difficult to rise above the noise and confusion and here I was...
... far above the illusions that tug us daily here and there.
And, I had a thought.
What if I tried something different this coming season.
Rather than block out Saturdays from some brutal group ride, or racy MTB PR-chasing throwdown...
... what if I dedicated more time for adventures?
I'd still get the hard efforts in the day before with structured workouts.
Gotta hit those highs.
But, rather than a couple of times in the offseason...
... most of my Saturdays would be filled with adventure.
Scoping out new single track on the MTB,
discovering new gravel routes...
... driving to the start of something new vs rolling from home for the same ol' ride.
Would I have more blissful moments like today, accompanied by the inherent risks of new territory and riding alone?
Can they be manufactured,
forced?
Would I lose fitness?
Would I lose the racer's edge?
Something to think about as I take some time off before ramping up for the new season.
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164.5 lbs
7 hrs
Pushups and Pullups
20 minutes recovery
20 minutes reading + Journaling

WE KNOW WHAT IT IS, THEY THINK THEY DO
WHATEVER THE BIKE RACE, what we see is totally different from what a casual observer sees. First, the TV cameras always make the inclines, jumps and corners...
... look way easier.
Even if the casual observer gets beyond that, they are missing something more important that we have.
Context.
Because when you've done the same thing,
or tried to do it and failed...
... you know what it takes.
Is the video of Tom Pidcock blasting by other pros down a mountain at 60+ mph, along the side of a cliff with no barriers thrilling?
Yes, for sure.
Anybody can appreciate that.
But, until you've suited up in colorful, aero underpants,
put on a pitifully lightweight plastic half-shell helmet,
"protected" your hands in ultra-thin leather gloves,
ridden on tires as wide as your thumb,
at anything over 50 mph...
... you have no freakin' idea of the incredible,
skills and reflexes required,
or courage summoned.
But, we do.
Most of us have done something like that at least once.
For some, once is enough.
For others, it's never enough.
And, when we see Pidcock calm and relaxed and loving it,
we can actually imagine what it would be like.
Our hearts might race,
or our palms sweat.
We know how freakin' crazy it is.
We have real-life context...
... and that's a darn fine thing to have regarding anything.
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163.8 lbs
8 hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

A FRIENDLY REMINDER REGARDING PIGGING OUT
I WAS DOING GOOD, solid ride with the posse, recovery drink, quick shower, walk a couple of miles on the beach with family. It was all according to plan...
... until we got home.
Smelled all the goodness.
Saw all the snacks to hold us over...
... and completely lost my mind.
It started innocently enough,
chips, salsa and a
game of chess.
Crushed my son-in-law...
... celebrated a rare victory with mini peanut butter cups.
That was it,
chip tooth and sugar tooth fully activated.
Hours later, as I was polishing off two slices of pie (gotta find out which is tastier) my son said...
... Don't worry dad, it's just one day.
He's right,
but here's the thing I want to share.
When we ride more and eat less,
the math of weight loss,
our energy drops.
Other than my belly feeling abnormally full,
I feel great...
... and I'll probably feel great riding tomorrow.
So here it is..
... if you want to drop some blubber,
do it now.
Not in the season when we're trying to train hard,
set big PRs,
and race.
We need good energy to rip on raceday.
It's just one day,
and there will probably be several more this year,
the rest of the coming days I'll be monk like so I can...
... roll into 2024 in fighting shape.
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161.7 lbs
6.5 hrs
no weights
10 minutes recovery
20 minutes reading + Journaling

AWARDS FOR NEXT YEAR'S WORLDS
EARLIER THIS MONTH we held the unOFFICIAL Tuesday Morning World Championships. As usual, we had the age group winners, and for the first time I announced a Most Improved Rider of the year...
... but, all week I have been lamenting I didn't add more callouts.
Like:
- Dr. of Animation - for that cat who charges week after week
- El Suckador - for the one who just will not, unless mocked, pull through
- The Therapist - you know, the one everyone wants to talk to
My motivation is this:
- Reward the rider who keeps the ride lively and pace fast
- Shame that sucker into pulling through
- Acknowledge the person who makes the ride always lovely
The idea being, that if it was an annual award, cats might be thinking about it during the year...
- I sure hope I in the running for Dr. of Animation,
or Most Improved
or The Therapist - I sure as heck hope I'm not called out for being a wheelsucker
Whadaya think?
Got any suggestions to add... add 'em here: https://pedal-r.mn.co/posts/awards-for-next-years-worlds
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162.7 lbs
7 hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + more
20 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

NOW YOU'VE DONE IT!
You signed up for the big race,
or to go for an outrageous PR goal,
or you’re attempting an insane challenge, just finishing would be amazing.
I get it.
It’s scary.
It’s also the most exciting way to live…
… and train.
These quests give our training a purpose for a season, usually a year (I’m working on a 10-year quest).
But…
… it is more than that because we know when we are fit we do all of life better.
And, that is the cliff's edge we are all on.
How do we be true to what matters (family, career, faith, community, friends, commitments) and still Rip On RaceDay, our self-selected date with destiny?
That is our quest.
To be true… and rip.
It is why we are here.
- To share and learn what works and doesn’t
- To stay motivated and be held accountable
- To buoy each other when discouraged.
To arrive at the start line ready…
… to cross the finish line completely satisfied, knowing we did all we could do.
That is winning.
That is ripping on raceday.
Does that resonate with you?
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164.3 lbs
7 hrs
no strength exercises
0 minutes recovery
30 minutes reading + Journaling

WHAT HAPPENS WHEN TWO AWESOMENESSES HOOK UP?
IT'S HAPPENING! I'll take full credit for this, because it's true in my mind. Two of my favorite race promoters are hooking up. Not like that!...
... hooking up a killer week for us.
In the desert.
This winter.
Arizona.
I'm taking credit because last year I did my part to get these two lovers, not like that!...
... who promote for the love of sport,
and hope to make a profit.
Sage, you really outta team up with BWR next year for a desert showdown.
Oh, yeah.
Michael, wouldn't it be cool to put something together with Cactus Cup?
For sure.
Now, what you might be wondering is why the heck would I do that?...
... because it's gonna be awesome.
- I love the desert in the winter, so pretty!
- I love the idea of finding out who's got the skills.
- I love stage racing, and this is taking it to the next level.
Michael coined the phrase, Duel In The Desert...
... we all loved it, because that's what it is.
A duel to see who's got skills: dirt, road, singletrack, and recovery.
How's it work?
Lowest combined time of BWR Wafer and Cactus Cup 40 mile XC course...
... will be crowned King or Queen of the Desert.
Why is it so rad?
Because these are legit courses.
- Cactus Cup is 40 miles of 100% single track
- BWR is unroad, a road race with serious skill challenges
I can't wait.
Sign up and race deets here: https://thecactuscup.com/duel-in-the-desert/
Oh, and each registrant will receive one of these...

Kings & Queens will get one of these...

If you're thinking of going, let's meet up.
You can RSVP here: https://pedal-r.mn.co/posts/45749547
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164.7 lbs
7.5 hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + more
20 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

DO YOU REMEMBER YOURS?
AT DINNER WITH THE FAM TONIGHT, I asked What was your most memorable Christmas gift? The kids are adults now, I was curious what they'd answer. I knew exactly what mine was...
... the moment the words left my mouth.
What surprised me however,
was Surfergirl's answer.
My bike, it definitely wasn't new, and I didn't care. It was freedom, we'd roam the streets of Kailua, and all to go the donut shop on Saturday mornings.
That surprised me.
Not the donuts,
that tradition lives on.
Not the pre-ownedness,
it was humble times for the inlaws.
I've asked myself a million times...
What did she see in me then,
What does she see in me now,
... maybe she saw a kindred roamer?
Because, I was doing the exact same thing on my Stingray I'd painted dozens of times...
... roaming the streets and dirt lots with my pals on Saturday mornings.
Still am.
Oh, my favorite Christmas gift?
The red Schwinn Le Tour I drooled over when my mom's boyfriend took me to Fullerton bikes. I imagined myself flying up the hills and traveling great distances...
... shocked me to see it with a bow.
Wish I'd kept it.
...
Our first grandchild has mastered the pre-owned Stryder bike his parents found on FB and is getting a pedal bike this year...
... who's more excited?
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164.8
6 hours (not enough)
no strength exercises today
20 minutes recovery
120 minutes reading + Journaling

I'M DRY, BIKE IS FILTHY
THE PLAN WAS TO LEAVE AT 7AM. Pesky clouds and rain wouldn't clear as predicted. The group text kept pushing a later start. At 9:20...
... I finally got on the road.
Can I just point something out for you who like to gather....
... please RSVP.
Multiple people I enjoy riding with missed the ride because I had no idea they were coming and I didn't add them to the text chain.
I could do better,
and RSVPing would help a brother out.
Anyway....... I really like the rides we do this time of year.
A lot more chill.
A lot more conversational.
Just base miles,
good times.
Which reminded me of one of my training break throughs from 2021...
... back to back hard days during the week,
long tempo on the weekend
the rest zone 2.
Which... has nothing to do with the title of the post.
But, this does.
When the bike comes back filthy, it's a good indication we had the guts to brave the elements.
We kind of did today.
Wet roads can be slippery,
and lead to a lot of flats.
Since we missed the rain and the roads were drying and perfect by the end we also missed the soaked socks, soggy shoes...
... my least favorite consequence of riding in the rain.
Thanks to the great Steve B for sharing his secret...
... why his bike looked amazing and mine didn't.
He uses SC-1 from Maxima.
Tell us what you use, click here.
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164.5
7.5 hours
pushups, pullups & squats
10 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

WE CAN ONLY IMAGINE...
Y'ALL ARE ALL OVER THE COUNTRY, ride all kinds of bikes at all kinds of different races and events and festivals, with wildly varying experience, talent and skill level. We can only...
... imagine your #1 goal for next year.
I'm crystal clear on mine,
are you?
Mine...
is a whole new challenge,
is yours?
will have me in 3 different states,
will you travel?
involves racing,
does yours?
I'll do with some of my pals,
how about you?
seems outrageous,
does yours?
will require some new bike parts, not a bike,
how about you?
is spread over 8 weeks,
yours?
includes a side race or two which could throw it all out of whack,
will you risk ruining recovery?
might include the support of Surfergirl,
will you have your own support?
deserves a special edition kit to fire me up,
have you ever done that?
could include heinous weather,
would you race if it gets ugly, cold, miserable?
I am so stoked about I decided to sponsor the prizes,
have you done that?
I really really really want to know,
and so does everybody else reading...
... do tell us here: https://pedalindustries.com/rip
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163.4
7.4 hours
pushups, pullups & squats
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

HOW TO GAIN RESPECT IN THE BUNCH
WHEN YOU'RE NEW TO ROAD RIDING, or riding in a new area with a new group, it's superduper easy to feel dissed. Trust me, it's real and they know their doing it...
... because they don't know us.
We are an unknown,
a potential danger...
... a newb.
How to fix that:
- Be nice
- Be confident
That's it,
that's all you can do.
The dissing can come in many forms: cold shoulders, yelling at us, not letting us pull through, chopping our wheels, mocking us, etc...
... none of it is cool as far as I'm concerned.
As long as it's not dangerous, I mostly find it entertaining...
... even hilarious.
For example, at BWR UT this year, I was in the second group and we were closing on the leaders.
It was a hard effort, and I wanted to be as efficient as possible while still making it up to the front...
... I was spinning like a hamster wheel.
This tan, chiseled dude for a well-known team rides up and says...
... You're spinning too much.
Talk about a diss!
I just smiled, and said...
... Thank you.
We connected with the leaders,
flew out of town to the rollers.
I knew, having done the race before, that the rollers were deceiving and that there was a stout little hill at the end...
... then it was very fast double track for miles.
I let them go,
cleared the top on my own and did my thing...
... passing blown or unskilled rider after rider.
By the time we hit the pavement,
just in time to get in a paceline...
... I was back with the tan, chiseled disser and his merry group of graveleros.
We were rotating nicely,
his demeanor changed...
... Where are you from?
Yeah, we struck up a pleasant, friendly conversation.
Nothing changed.
I was the same rider.
- Nice
- Confident
After about 30 minutes of riding in a well-working paceline...
... we hit another challenging section.
I moved to the front...
... never saw them again.
It's always better, whenever possible, if we really feel it's necessary...
... to let the legs do the talking.
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163.1
8 hours
1 Rip On RaceDay circuit + more pushups, pullups & squats
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

THE COST OF NOT REGISTERING
THE FIRST LINE OF MY BOOK, The Way of The RACER, has been quoted back to me more than any other. Every time I hear that line, I'm reminded of the day I shared it with Surfergirl...
... she didn't like it.
So,I knew it was good.
She doesn't know us (me and you) like I do.
Here it is:
Until you Register for an event, or the event, you are nothing.
Because that's just how it is.
And that, my fine young ripper, is the cost not registering.
Being a hopydreamy cat vs. a driven and...
... highly committed son of a shift.
No wonder Evan just picked up ten to give to his teammates for Christmas.
$8.95, include shipping: https://pedalindustries.com/products/the-way-of-the-r-a-c-e-r
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163.8
8 hours
1 Rip On RaceDay circuit + more pushups, pullups & squats
20 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

WILL WE EVER SEE THIS CAT AGAIN?
THIS HAPPENS ALL THE TIME, and I fret for those who go this route. Cat retires (in this case) or gets laid off or starts working remote, and decides there is no need to
... meet at 630am when it's cold.
I get it.
But, most don't fully comprehend the danger.
'Cause here's what happens almost every time...
cat skips those cold mornings,
shows up in the Spring when it's warm,
gets shot out the back...
... decides the ride has somehow gotten too fast.
No, sucker...
You
have
gotten
slower.
Because...
You
have
skipped
the hard rides.
Oddly, this does not seem to happen to those who are laid up due to illness, injury, work, family or other more pressing matters because those cats...
... would be there if they could.
There's a difference,
in mindset.
When those cats come back,
they know what they're in for...
... but, I think it's more than that.
They never left,
in their heads their I'd be there if I could mindset...
... gives them the wherewithal to withstand
those initial kicks in the lycra when back
to the regularly scheduled drubbing.
Set your alarm clock,
set your mind,
dress warm,
stay fit.
Ain't nothing gonna replace meeting the gang at the corner at 630am.
... and before you tell me Zwift is the replacement... yeah, I know and I'm not worried about you. You get it.
The key is the weekly checkin,
heartrate revving ride,
chasing friends...
... weekly, all year long.
Still reading?
This is exactly why I have no intention of retiring,
that kinda thinking scares the shift outta me.
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164.9
7 hours
pullups and pushups
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

SOME PEOPLE HAVE A SWEET TOOTH, I HAVE A...
THE FIRST THING I DO EVERY DAY: strip and weigh. Before anything else. Then I record it to look for trends. It's the only way to get a consistent reading of my weight...
... and instant feedback on yesterday's nutrition choices.
Today was not pretty.
It happens.
But, that's not important. I know where I got offtrack with my system, and I just need to get back on it.
Which dovetails nicely into this question from reader Michael S.
How do you determine what your ideal weight is ? I am 6 1 and a half and 177lbs . I could drop another 5 to 10 , but at my age (66) I am afraid I would drop muscle. I still race gravel and am competitive in my age group. I road 10K miles last year and will this year also .
Here's my answer, which is also part of Rip On RaceDay my system:
I’m 61, so I get it and think about it often.
First, to combat losing muscle I
- Lift weight every single day. Minimum of push ups and pull ups, almost always squats and Nordic curls, too… and do my Rip On RaceDay Circuit training 3-5 days a week.
- I have really upped my protein intake, shooting for 1 gram/lb of body weight – via meat, bars and shakes
Second, how much to weigh…
- I know I fly at 162 or less
- Currently shooting for 160, not there.
- We’re all built differently, but having a gut or paunch ain’t a picture of health so I figure if my tummy is flat or close to it, if I can see the abs more than the flab, that’s a good weight.
Hope that helps, tb
Now, about that system I'm bragging about...
... see that pic up there.
It's time stamped October, 2017.
Way before I created the system, back then I was happy to weigh 175...
... I'm appalled at today's weight.
Which brings up not my sweet tooth. That is in check. It's the...
... dawgawn chip tooth.
Not chipped tooth, but my kryptonite...
... tortilla chips and salsa.
It got fully activated over the weekend.
Time to get back on the system.
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166
8 hours
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit + extra pullups and pushups
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

WE ALMOST HAD A TRAGEDY
A GOOD GRAVEL RIDE AROUND HERE is going to include some road, some dirt road, some doubletrack...
... and a tiny bit of treachery.
Kevin came close to a major mishap.
It was my fault.
Not guiding us down the narrow
singletrack on side of a small cliff,
or the sharp rocks at the bottom...
... that's normal.
I should have told the guys to give me some space.
Instead, I slammed on the brakes to walk over the unridable.
Charlie slammed harder.
Kevin rolled off the side...
... it could have been so much worse.
Luckily, he landed on the thick green bushes,
not on the backbreaking,
helmet shattering,
rocks.
But, there's a second lesson...
... one you need to know about.
He told us he'd purchased some Shimano "compatible" cleats, and turns out...
... they are compatible,
not identical.
Meaning, they don't release anywhere near as well as the o.e.m. cleats.
A lot of us buy from companies promising...
- compatible
- just like
- just as good
- we make the big brands products, too
... it usually works out okay.
Personally, I'll pay a few extra bucks to
... save the emotional energy of wondering if my gear will deliver,
when the stakes are high.
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164
8 hours
push ups pull ups
10 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

WILL YOU PAY THE PRICE FOR FREE SPEED?
THERE ARE A TON OF WAYS TO GET FASTER. I've done most of them, and they all cost time and money. Mainly money, often lots of it. But, every upgrade, every gizmo, every coach we hire pales in comparison...
... to this free upgrade.
For most of us.
Some, a few, are already there.
Here's the thing... and try not to kill the messenger on this, okay?
We don't do it.
Don't do it full out.
Don't own it like we should.
It's FREE.
Maybe that's why?
No.
It requires a reframing for a few things in our brain.
When we do that, it's easy to access all the amazing free speed.
Replace this...
I could never forego eating sugar and bread, drinking soda and alcohol. It's too big of a sacrifice to give up.
With this...
I'm an athlete and would never sacrifice my health for poisons like sugar, bread, soda and alcohol.
The result?
Free speed by
- Being much leaner
- Sleeping much better
- Functioning at a much higher level.
- and, more.
I didn't say it would be easy...
... oh, wait I did.
We just need to reframe how we see ourselves...
... we are athletes.
If you don't hate me enough already for treading on our sacred poisons...
... do this:
- Find a mirror
- Take off your clothes - all of them
Take a look and if the answer is...
... Pretty good, a blind man would like to see that...
... then, take another look at that reframe.
I'm an athlete and would never sacrifice my health for poisons like sugar, bread, soda and alcohol.
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I far from perfect...
... just an athlete doin' his best.
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163.8
7ish hours
push ups pull ups
20 minutes recovery
30 minutes reading + Journaling

DO YOU EVER GET BORED WITH RACING AND TRAINING?
ALTHOUGH I'VE BEEN AN AVID CYCLIST for many years, I haven't always been this focused or committed. Part of that was busy times raising family, getting career going...
... part of it was something else.
There's a pattern,
do you see it?
Boredom from road racing,
led to crits.
Boredom for business park crits,
led to MTB.
Boredom from MTB racing,
led to SuperD.
Boredom from SuperD,
let to motorcycles.
Boredom from not racing bicycles,
got me back into road.
Boredom from road,
back into XC.
Boredom from XC,
into gravel.
When we get bored the passion dies.
Here are some ideas:
- Try a new discipline
- Go to races in faraway places
- Make a public declaration of our goal
- Take chances on new tactics
- Test new positions
And so on.
Here's the dealio on that...
... most of us would rather let the passion die
vs. risk embarrassment of failure.
Now you do:
- Marriage
- Family
- Career
- Books
- Diet
- God
Enjoy the weekend...
... be spontaneous.
(I'm going to Taylor Swift movie with Surfergirl.)
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162.8
7 hours
push ups pull ups squats nordics
20 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

WANTERS VS DOERS
OKAY, IT'S GETTING COLD and we have a few choices we'll want to make, but for most of us it's really two decisions. We can ride early, we can ride late, we can ride indoors or outdoors...
... we just have to decide.
Wanting isn't enough.
Last night, I left as the sun was setting and rode into the night. Now the problem with that is...
... it just keeps getting colder.
Tuesday, I left at sunrise and rode into the morning, which is nice...
... because it keeps getting warmer.
If it's really cold,
most of us go inside.
Those are a few of the choices we might want to do, but like I said...
... wanting isn't enough.
Wanting doesn't...
- get us out from under the covers
- get us out the door when it's dark
- get us on our bikes or in the gym
... deciding does.
Wanters,
want.
Deciders,
do.
Oh, the two choices I mentioned...
- pull on the bibs
- zip up the jersey
... it's easy to get out on the bike from there.
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162.7
7 hours
push ups pull ups squats nordics
10 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

HE RODE WITH US FOR YEARS, BUT NOT LIKE THIS
ONCE YOU FIGURE THIS OUT, things become a lot easier. The problem is most of us don't, and those who do...
... don't like the reality.
We, me, crowned the great Ken L. as the most improved rider on our local legrippinglungsearing group ride.
It wasn't hard.
He's been killing it all year.
But, it wasn't always that way.
For years, he was like most of us...
... pack fodder.
Then something clicked,
and he became a slayer.
Which brings up my point.
It doesn't take that long to change the way things are...
... once we decide to make a change.
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163.8
8 hours
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit
20 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

unOFFICIAL TMWC '23 - RACE REPORT
TODAY WAS THE DAY so many of us targeted to crush our local ride, the annual unOFFICIAL Tuesday Morning World Championships. We fondly refer to it as Just a social ride...
... but, not today.
We rolled on time, 630am.
Normally, it's a gaggle of geese the first few miles...
... but, not today.
Previous winner, Nick Bishop, lit it up asap.
Normally, it's 25-30 stalwarts...
... but, not today.
Doubled out numbers.
Normally, the pace is consistent...
... but, not today.
Jumpysurgy.
Nothing was normal today, which makes it extra
- fun
- fast
- frenemyish
We hit a few timely lights, keeping us mostly in tact until the transition to the El Toro Bike Trail.
- 7 miles,
- no lights,
- no stop signs,
- lots of power climbing.
Normally, we are pretty burnt at this point...
... but, not today.
Which could only mean one thing...
... something abnormal was on the menu.
In the entire history of all the unOFFICIAL showdowns only 2 people have managed to...
... breakaway and stay away.
The great
- Robert Freeman broke away on the bike trail
- Bret Bylund went in the first mile
We'd already seen Nick take a swing at Bret's move...
... would someone be gutsy enough to try Robert's move?
Yes!
Young Rayan.
He goes when we first hit the trail.
I'm thinking, dang, wish he hadn't done that now I have to suffer.
We pull him back,
I suffer.
Within 60 seconds he goes again,
and is gone.
The gap keeps growing and growing.
Now I'm thinking, go Rayun go!!!!
I love this.
Few try it during the year,
nobody makes it,
hardly ever.
The pace lifts, and I know the 4ish minute power climb is gunna hurt.
It does.
Not enough for me to get a PR,
because I was dropped...
... still, faster than I'd gone all year.
Would young Rayun make it?
The leaders were over the top,
our second group not far back.
I thought we might catch.
Got close.
Then, the final corkscrew and finishing straight aptly named...
... Robert's Rage (and Robot's wheelsucking revenge)
Where the great, 2019 Champ, John Janneck flew outta the pack...
... caught young Rayun at the line.
So, epic.
So, valiant.
Congrats to the winners...
- Lori Hoechlin - Ladies
- Issac Gould - U20
- John Janneck - U35
- Matthew Rhodes - U50
- Ken Lynch - U65 (most improved rider of the year)
- Mark Christopherson - U100
... much thanks to all who participated in the 2023 unOFFICIAL TMWC.
If you're digging the kit, you can save 20%...
... with this promo code: TMWC2023
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165.1 <- that didn't help
6.5 hours <- nor that
Push Ups Pull Ups Squats Nordic Curls
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

IF IT'S WORTH DOING...
IF IT'S WORTH DOING, it's worth putting on the calendar. Things will come up, adjustments will have to be made. It’s a lot easier to manage the unknown...
... when we have a plan.
Here's how I work my plan.
In this order:
- Get a giant calendar.
- Hang it somewhere to see it daily.
- Fill in date nights, and getaway weekends.
- Add important family and friends’ dates.
- Block out birthdays and anniversaries.
- Gather all known, immovable work dates.
- Add all races of interest.
Do this in ball point pen, write lightly.
Then, I think about what I want to accomplish as an athlete…
… what 1 or 2, possibly 3, ‘A’ event(s) would be really fun to prepare for.
When I’m ready, after conferring with family, partners, etc… I’ll commit to the ‘A’ events.
In Sharpie, I’ll highlight
- Key events I plan to do
- Outlining the days or weekends
- The event name on the day it occurs.
The secret is to put in the stuff that really matters first...
... then everybody is on board with my one or two 'A' races.
Yeah, I still race a lot.
But, who cares of I miss a 'B' race,
if I'm not in tiptop shape?
Not me.
Not those that matter in my life.
Be true,
and rip!
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165.1 (uh oh)
9 hours
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit
20 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

WHAT TO DO WITH ALL THIS EXTRA LIGHT
WELL, IT' HAPPENED AGAIN. Even though we've voted it down, we are back on standard time which means...
... we have a whole lot more morning light.
If you wake up early enough,
which you will do automatically,
for the next day or 2.
For me, that presents a challenge.
The last few years, I've found I'm significantly more productive if I work first, then go out for an afternoon/evening ride.
The problem occurs, when the day is jam packed and I can't get out to ride until 5 or 6.
It's dark,
I need lights.
It's cold,
and will get colder.
Not ideal,
especially offroad...
... it can get a little creepy riding alone.
I don't know about you,
but it's really easy to cut the ride short, or skip it,
under those conditions.
I'm going to give the 5 hour workday another go. The idea, set forth in the book of the same name, is to get in and grind hard from 8-1.
No interruptions.
No breaks.
No food.
For me, that's probably not enough time to get it all done, but...
... it is enough to do the deep work.
Take a break.
Go back and do the meeting, managing stuff.
I'll need to get up no later than 530am to be locked and loaded to go to work. That is enough time to do the spiritual, mental, journaling stuff. Plus, the Rip On RaceDay workout. And, breakfast.
The key, of course, is to push all meetings out to 3-7pm.
I've tried this before,
and eventually I adjust to the time change and 530 becomes really early.
Not tomorrow.
Let's see how long it lasts.
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164.2
8 hours
No weights
20 minutes recovery
30 minutes reading + Journaling

RUMBLE
FIGHTERS HAVE THEIR ENTRANCE SONGS, stadiums blare fight songs, civil war regiments went to battle with field bands...
... they all have a purpose.
To send a signal.
The signal,
is to our brains
that it's time to rumble.
One of my favorite pre-race jams has no lyrics,
and sounds so menacing and raw,
it was banned from radio in '58.
Don't ya just wanna feel that way some times...
... that your training and focus is so obviously excellent,
without you saying a word...
... your competitors want you banned?
Crank up the volume -> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KFCpUZVyXgg
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163.8
8 hours
No weights
10 minutes recovery
30 minutes reading + Journaling

CRITICAL "RIDE" THEORY
TODAY WAS THE FINAL NOSCO RIDE. It was my 3rd time doing this brutally hard charity commemorating Mike Nosco, who lost his life riding his bike. Jack, his brother has...
... brought us one of the toughest and most beautiful "rides" for 15 years.
Like all great "rides", it's very friendly at the start,
somewhat friendly along the way,
horrendous and competitive,
and friendly at the finish.
There is never a winner,
because it's a "ride".
Then why all the battling,
deep digging,
suffering?
Because it's a "ride" with 500 other fit athletes,
most of whom are friends...
... and we all know how that will break down civilized society,
any and all determination to take it easy.
That pic up there is proof, after .5 miles...
... I"m off the back of the "ride" with my friends.
It got worse from there, as I fumbled with my phone, and tried to wolf down a waffle.
The few miles I spent pinned,
taking all kinds of risks...
... to catch my friends.
We'd all committed to "ride" together.
How bad was it?
Well, this bad...

Which led to this...

... which is pretty good,
since we were just out for a "ride".
Of course, since we weren't racing,
and it was a charity "ride",
there was only...
... one metric that mattered.
You know the one, right?
I mean, who the heck cares if you get some lame trinket,
a whole slew of PRs on Starva,
or even a big boy cup?
All anybody cares about on any "ride" is...
... did I beat my friends?

To my left, my cousin Todd,
in front of me, my pal Todd,
to my right, my pal Tod (the cooler spelling).
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163ish - no scale today
6.5 hours - not enough
No weights
0 minutes recovery
0 minutes reading + Journaling

I GOT NO FIRE IN MY BELLY
THE FIRE TO CRUSH IT TOMORROW is out. Just a pile of ashes with some lingering smoke. It was a hot one for sure, starting small and burning a searing blaze for months...
... it was fun while it lasted.
No doubt, when I wake up and see 800 maniacs toe the line for the Nosco Ride...
... the embers will flare up for a bit.
That's not important.
What's important is to realize now is the time to merely think about how good that fire was, relive the memories.
In the coming weeks, I'll start to gather kindling...
... by laying base miles while riding aimlessly.
Once kindling is collected, I'll gather smaller logs to stack on top, creating a wide base on which to build...
... by doing fast group rides and a few 'C' races.
As I get closer to the 'A' races next Spring, the big logs will be added...
... by rocking the hardest group rides, and a few 'B' races.
With that powerful pyramid stacked solidly high, I'll add newspaper and gasoline...
... by tapering.
The day before the 'A' race, I'll grab the torch and aim it towards my massive bonfire in waiting...
... by doing some righteous openers.
Come morning...
... I'll blaze that first 'A' race course.
For now though, it's time to enjoy the memories...
... and let the remaining embers flare up from time to time.
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163.8
7.5 hours
Push Ups Pull Ups Squats Nordic Curls
10 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

DON'T MAKE THIS HUNDRED GRAND MISTAKE
WE'RE ENTERING THE SILLY SEASON when so many bets are off. Not all, but most riders and racers completely lose their minds in the next 60ish days...
... and it starts with Halloween.
Of all the things I have in common with Surfergirl, this is one of my favorites...
... our love for the 100 Grand bar.
Before I get into the trick of beating sugar down and...
... laying waste to the cravings that derailleured my fitness year after year...
... I'll show you some proof that we are being conspired against.
In my inbox this morning was a seemingly innocuous email from an internationally famous event, putting forth their sponsor's message...
... one of my all time favorite examples of garbage thinking.
Off-Season Weight Training
This is just the kind of thinking that has, is, and will continue to ruin many an athlete.
Utternonesense!
And, it is evily timed with the aforementioned silly season.
The very idea of momentarily suspending our efforts as athletes with Off-Season...
... is a signal to our helmetprotected gray matter that we can ease off our athletic life.
We can,
and we can't.
We can back down the miles,
ease off the intensity...
... but, I say Every Day Is RaceDay for a reason.
Because the days stack.
We, you and me, don't lift weights seasonally...
... who wants to limit strength to the times we aren't racing?
We lift year round.
Which brings me back to the 100 Grand mistake.
I had one mini 100 Grand bar last night,
begged it from the neighbor kid,
and loved it.
Because I have been off sugary poisons for so long the pleasure was soon gone and forgotten.
However...
... if I'd followed my tastybuds initial dance with joy,
I would have had at least 5 or 10 more.
I would have gone to our kids today, to raid the grandbabies supply...
... which is exactly what I did when our own children were little and left for school the following day.
Can't let 'em eat all that candy,
can't throw it away either,
better eat it.
Sugar addiction fully reactivated and in control,
I'd steamroll with gusto into Thanksgiving,
hamnering hard at all Holiday parties.
I'd pack on 5,10, 15 pounds by January 1st...
... soothing myself with the the stupidity of it's off-season.
Don't do it.
Be strong.
Let the mothersinlaw, cousins, spouses, neighbors, children, parents, friends...
... mock us all they want.
As the great Eric Liddell said...
... God made me fast. And when I run, I feel his pleasure.
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164
8 hours
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit
10 minutes recovery
90 minutes reading + Journaling

YOU SURE ABOUT THAT?
WE'RE A QUARTER OF THE WAY into our 10th year in business. It's hard to believe. Not that we've made it this long...
... how fast time is passing.
Why are we still here?
- The initial drive to make kits?
- The invention of the RaceDay Bag™?
- My passion for helping people Rip On RaceDay?
Maybe.
It hasn't all been roses.
- The effort to develop HUNKR, hundred kilometer bike races was a massive fail.
- Covid, while the bike industry exploded, nearly killed us.
- I opened a retail outlet, and closed it 30 months.
- I've built and rebuilt the design team three different times.
In a race, when things don't go well...
... it's easy to quit.
We see our plans and dreams disappear in a cloud of dust or runaway peloton.
It sucks...
... the life out of us.
Maybe it's early in the race, and the thought of all that prep going to waste is infuriating.
Or late, the final miles, and there's so little left in our reserves.
We have one choice.
Quit,
or persevere.
If you're like me, and I'm pretty dern sure you are...
... persevere is the only response we know.
We lick our wounds,
and pedal on.
But, why?
For me, it's just a question of confidence.
I believe, whatever has gone wrong can be remedied and I can get going again...
... worst case, I'll learn something very valuable for the next race.
And, I think that pretty much sums up PEDALindustries.
Everything we make and do is designed with one thing in mind...
... will this give you, and me, more confidence for the next race.
What do good parents do...
... provide confidence.
What's the best thing we can offer a friend in need...
... provide confidence.
What is the overarching mission of most religions...
... provide confidence.
What do good books or other learning offer us...
... provide confidence.
What is the result of being in shape on and off the bike...
... provide confidence.
I believe in you,
and feel honored for your belief in us.
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163.8
6ish hrs (rough night for some reason)
Push Ups and Pull Ups
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

THIS IS CRAZY
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. Someone's gone mad. Could it really be true? Nah, can't be. They said it could never happen, but it finally did...
... USA Cycling put out a calendar for the upcoming year.
In October!
Can't tell ya how many times I've had to juggle and replan and straight up cancel my A race plans because the local UCI concession has waited well into the calendar year to post dates.
You say you don't care,
you're never going to nationals.
I say,
it matters.
Going or not.
If these clowns (too harsh?) can start posting their calendar early, all promoters will soon follow suit.
In fact, many already have.
They want our dollars.
We want their experiences and challenges.
The only way to make that exchange work is to allow people to plan.
Which reminds me of my longlostfriend Pete W., an original founder of Quiksilver and member of the Coffee Crew, who said...
The most successful people I know are planning their calendars not 1, not 3, but 5 and 10 years out.
Now, why would do ya think they do that?
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161.8
8ish hrs
No Strength training today - race tomorrow
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

SOMETIMES THE TDF RACERS SEEM LIKE SUCH PANSIES
THE TEAMS AND RACERS are up in arms about 1 (one) gravel stage at next summers Tour de France. Why not? It's not like we want to see the best bike racer in the world...
... well, I do.
I sent my top spy to determine what all the fuss is about by interviewing an unnamed source.
What do you think about the gravel stage?
It's terrible.
Why?
Well, anything could go wrong.
Didn't a Tour de France stage winner just dominate and win the Grave World Championships, having never raced on gravel?
Yeah.
So, what's the problem?
Well, it's not fair.
How so?
Well, it's so dangerous.
More than sprinting bar to bar, through turns, at 40+ miles per hour?
No, not that.
More than bombing down the side of a mountain on a narrow road with zero protection and the potential of plunging to your death?
No, not that either.
More than charging through downtown streets, turn after turn, after a fresh rain?
Uh, nope?
More than racing across sections of Parix-Roubaix cobble stone?
I don't think even close to that.
You know it's only 19 miles of a 120 mile single stage right?
Oh, no, I guess I didn't know that.
Think you can handle it then?
Uhhhhh....
See what I mean, it's hard not to think of these guys as pansies sometimes...
... even though they are clearly insanely talented, and take outrageous risks.
What they are really saying is they aren't sure how it will turn out because it's new and different and could cause some chaos for the GC riders.
Guess what,
Buttercup?
None of us are sure tomorrow will turn out...
... we get up,
put on our pants,
and go to work hoping for the best.
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Personally, I think this stage will be a lot of fun to watch. I hope a true slayer of all types of terrain like Pidcock or Van der Poel or Van Aert crushes it...
... in fact, those 3 racers in a crushing break up the road would be epicality.
Let's all hope for that.
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161.8
9 hrs
No Strength training today
20 minutes recovery
180 minutes reading + Journaling

RACE REPORT: FILTHY FITTY
HOW DO YOU KNOW IT WAS A HARD RACE? It could be that I'm still super dehydrated, and not really hungry. That's common, this is novel: struggling to control the van's accelerator pedal on the way home...
... my shin was cramping so hard.
The promoter likes to start the gentlemanly riders after the Sport categories.
So, I pinned it from the gun and knocked nearly a minute off my previous PR, while...
... passing as many slower Sport riders before the single track.
I blew up our group and myself.
What can I say,
it felt good.
Me and my 2 frenemies, Bob and Todd, had a nice pace line.
I thought we were gone.
10 minutes later, the great Reggie Miller somehow latches on outta nowhere...
... what the?
I was so stoked for him. He has worked so hard to get good at this sport and he was on point. Really charging.
Super cool.
A fluke sidelined the tall guy when he sliced a side wall,
and lost 20 minutes.
Bummer.
At this point, Bob gapped us and Todd wouldn't pull through.
Teammates.
Can't blame 'em.
I was still feeling okay, but I could tell the legs were not battle hardened and I had to ride conservatively.
At which point, Todd floated up a hill and bridged up to Bob.
There is a real sense of luck when starting behind 300 sport riders. Sometimes you get a clean line through single track and sometimes you don't.
I did.
They didn't.
We were all together again.
It was brief.
Things got steep,
I got gapped.
It would have been easy for me to push too hard and stick with those guys. I didn't. Instead, I stayed right at the limit and banked on my descending skills to catch back up, which mostly worked.
I could see Todd, when I reconnected with Bob.
We rolled up on my pal Chris, who started with Experts. Normally, he throttles me, but he has taken some time off this year.
Jump on my wheel, Todd is just ahead.
Ok.
We can see Todd.
About then, freakin' Eric comes outta nowhere and blows by all of us.
Dang!
I got nothing.
Bob has less.
The last 20 miles was largely suffering,
cramps coming on and off,
power output dropping.
What could I have done different for this race?
Not much.
It's been a long year, and I've been dialing back the training and intensity.
The bike worked perfect.
I slept ok, not great,
which is unusual when I'm in the van.
I consumed 315 grams of carbohydrates,
coulda used 40 more to stay on 100/hour.
My strategy of going out hard at the start might not have been the best,
but, like I said...
... I felt good, and it was fun to control the pace.
When we got back to the Finish, I was able to connect with a bunch of my friends who I don't see often enough, as well as some Strava friends who I'd never met.
Our podium was filled with people I know and admire for the lives they lead.
Eric, won.
Todd, just behind.
Me, not just behind Todd.
Rob, rode super strong finished right behind me.
Bob, battled through some physical challenges that started a week ago.
Overall, I'd call today a 10.
PS... look at that pic, can ya believe we're all over 55, one dude is in his 60s... It's crazy if you compare us (and you're included) to our peers.
Keep riding my friends.
And do you pull ups and push ups.
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162ish?
6.5 hrs
No Strength training today - race
10 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

BULGARIAN SPLIT SQUATS DID WHAT?
IT'S COMMON KNOWLEDGE cyclists are super strong forwards and backwards, and weak as a salt cratered aluminum Fischer Hoo Koo Ekoo from the 90's when it comes to...
... side to side strength.
What can we do about that?
A lot.
Here are a few things I do in purpose, and one that seems to be reaping big benefits:
- Mix in side to side shuffles during light jogging
- Stand up paddle boarding
- Jumping jacks
Not the gnarliest of lateral strength building exercises but, not nothing.
Since I've done those things for a long time, I have to conclude that it was adding the...
... Bulgarian split squats which gave my knees all kinds of stability.
How do I know?
This is real sciency stuff.
While doing a towel change at the beach yesterday I noticed I wasn't wobbling and hopping all around like normal. I was much more planted and steady.
Then, I noticed it again when putting my socks on while standing up.
Is this proof?
No.
Why did I switch to this style of squatting from what I was doing before?
For the simple fact...
... I have reduced the strain on my back by 50%.
Also, they can be done with simple dumbbells.
They are super awkward at first and you'll be wobbling all over the place...
... then you'll be stronger.
According to my bro-science.
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161.8
8ish hrs
No Strength training today - race tomorrow
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

SHOULD I GET MY KID A COACH?
WE'RE THINKING OF GETTING OUR 13 YEAR OLD a coach. So began a recent email asking for my thoughts. The short answer is Yes. But, Maybe is the...
... longer more thoughtful answer.
Coaches can be awesome when the timing is right.
Growing up, I had a tennis coach. Trust me, I needed all the help I could get. I was weak, undersized, and slow. The only chance I had was...
... improving my skills.
Our kids had coaches...
- Swim
- Track
- Dance
... as part of the teams they were on.
When they were small, I found it almost impossible to teach them how to ski and snowboard. I was proficient, yet clueless as to how to transfer the knowledge to a young child.
They did ski school, and I got in a few runs on my own. Win, win.
When we picked up motorcycles, my pal Larry knew everything and was very patient with us.
Coaches can...
- speed up the learning process
- teach proper technique
- help avoid injury
But, with this caveat...
... the kids love it, and want to improve.
Things can go off the rails quickly if...
- our kids aren't totally into it
- are being pushed too hard
- are doing it to please us
... I did the tennis thing, to please my mom's boyfriend. He loved me, I loved him. I didn't love tennis and never played after high school. It wasn't my passion, it was his and it gave us something to do and I loved him for it.
Did it matter that I never played again?
A little, because it was something we could bond over.
What we don't want, ever, is to get so wrapped up in our child's success that our passion overshadows our child's well-being. We see this sometimes, parents living through their children. It ain't right.
When our oldest got into road racing, we got him a coach.
She was perfect.
- Fun, crazy, inspiring.
- Set up his training program
- Helped him see what he was capable of
This time was, without a doubt, the most fun I've ever had training. We spent many awesome hours on the bike together talking about life and racing.
Final answer...
... if the kid loves it, do it.
Get a coach who is talented and knows how to have fun, with the goal to improve and be good at something
Remember, PRs > KOMs...
... and be prepared to get smoked, I loved that part the most.
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162.5
8ish hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

IT DON'T COME EASY
THE SUN WASN'T UP YET. Soon the sky would begin to lighten, imperceptibly. For me, it was another reminder of...
... how long it's taken to figure much of this sport out.
It wasn't over night,
not a flash of inspiration...
... it has been pedal stroke after pedal stroke.
For example, in the early days of my fascination with really long distance racing, like Leadville 100, I battled mightily with debilitating cramps.
On raceday, I'd line up with fear knowing how much I'd soon be suffering.
I'd mark the hours, not so much the miles, counting them and pushing the dreaded pain as far into the race as possible.
From the anticipation of the day, to the passing hours, when they hit, and they always did, I'd be in the moment...
... just get me over this little hill, through the next mile, one more stamp on the pedal.
I learned to suffer, and that suffering could be dealt with and pushed through.
That's how it's been for me.
From leading all the way until 500 meters to go, and getting smoked in the sprint...
... to learning how to position myself for efficiency,
and occasionally be the last one to lead the race.
From blowing up my weight with each pregnancy (sympathy weight?) and overall neglect of my health...
... to chiseling it off, one pound at a time, over several years.
From busting chains and getting countless flats...
... to learning proper bike prep for racing.
Just like the lightening sky...
... light and knowledge come one mile upon mile.
Or, as the great Ringo Starr sang...
... You gotta pay your dues if you want to sing the blues.
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164.2
8 hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit
20 minutes recovery
120 minutes reading + Journaling

RIDING WITH CLOGS AND SAVAGES
WE HAVE THIS WEIRD THING HAPPENING on one of our group rides. It can be frustrating for some. Not unique, just what happens...
... and I think we could do better.
It occurs over time, as riders figure out who's who,
and what they can each do.
Here's what happens, a few strong riders lift the pace of the group and it's game on.
- Cloggers float to the front, but never get there
- Hangerson stay at the back
- Savages just wheelsucking
The cloggers not pulling through, makes it difficult for capable riders to get into the action.
I'd refer to the Hangerson as Wheelsuckers, however, in this case they are often doing all they can do just to stay in the draft.
There is plenty of wheelsuckery going on as well...
... and some of these cats are savages.
Sucking
and sucking
and sucking some more...
... until, dropping all but the verymoststrongest of riders.
I say it's not unique, because it's just how life plays out.
Some are willing to risk taking the lead,
though failure is possible, even likely.
Some sit by and watch the leaders,
clogging the opporunities.
Some are hanging around,
just happy to be there.
Some let others do all the work,
then take the glory.
I say it's weird, because it's a training ride. We are all there to get in a great workout and try new tactics that we might use in racing.
Racing is totally different,
that is when we all need to be savage.
Not judging,
just observing,
and doing my derndest to lead when I can.
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165
6.8 hrs
Pull Ups, Push Ups, Squats, Nordic Curls
20 minutes recovery
45 minutes reading + Journaling

I KNOW EXACTLY WHY YOU DON'T LIFT WEIGHTS
AFTER TRAVELING TO UTAH AND BACK, it was time to get back on the routine; which meant it was time to do the strength work. Four days had passed...
... and I felt it.
Oh, how I hate
lifting weight.
The inertia required to make that first move is astounding.
I didn't feel fresh,
I felt weak.
No wonder so few endurance athletes spend time doing resistance exercise.
It sucks,
compared to the joy of moving fast.
So, why do I do it?
Before I share that, the how might just be more important for you.
I lift weights daily.
Rarely does a day pass that I don't do the bare minimum - squats, nordic curls, pull ups, push ups.
The routine makes it easy.
For me, the weights come right after
the hour I dedicate to warming up my brain and soul.
The routine makes it safe.
No more sore or pulled muscles,
it's just normal everyday movement.
The routine makes it fast.
I get 8 moves done at home,
in a fifteen to twenty minute workout.
But, why do it?
Because it has revolutionized my pedal stroke,
improved my posture and bone density...
... I'm faster and more competent.
So, I pull on my socks,
put on my shoes...
... and get after it.
It's routine.
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162.3
8ish hrs
1 Rip On RaceDay Circuit
20 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling

WHEN TO START TRAINING FOR THE NEXT 'A' RACE
HOW FAR OUT SHOULD WE START TRAINING for the next 'A' race? It's a good question, with several things to consider. Regardless of the variables...
... there are two answers.
Before we get to the correct answer, we have to consider:
- When is the next 'A' race?
- How important is it?
For example, my friend is an Olympian. He was limited to competing once every 4 years...
... there was nothing else that mattered to him.
It took him 14 years to qualify,
and, when he got there,
win 2 gold medals.
We are no different.
If that 'A' race is next spring, or in a couple of years, to be our best we should have...
... started years ago.
The next best time...
... is now.
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162.7
7ish hrs
No strength training
0 minutes recovery
30 minutes reading + Journaling

FLIPPING THE SWITCH
I WAS TRYING TO REMEMBER the first time I felt competitive. Not the feeling of having a chance to win. The one before that, of...
... wanting to win.
Not, the
Oh, look I won a prize kinda win.
Or the,
I beat grampa at cards kind either.
The other one,
the one for killers.
It was about the time I started playing tennis,
but, if didn't originate during those slow paced matches on the court.
I think I gor my first taste in 4th grade,
when the O'Malley twins pinned me down after school and pummeled me...
... just for fun.
I didn't think it was fun,
it hurt, and I cried as I walked home alone,
but, I was sure I'd be on the giving end next time.
I had to wait 2 years,
the 6th grade bmx shootout.
It was essentially an enduro race...
Starting at the top of a mile long city park,
launching on massive jumps we built,
over a huge, thickly cut grass field,
across a major thoroughfare (so dumb),
snaking through the junior high
sprinting onto the football field,
finishing on a giant double jump
... it was there that I learned to flip the switch.
I wanted that win so bad,
to beat my friends...
... to pay back the humiliations of being bullied,
the frustrations of my parents failed marriage,
of sucking all ball and stick sports.
I learned to put my elbows out,
to win.
It felt good.
So, when I saw the amazingly talented high schoolers battle it today, giving it all they had and not winning, but crying...
... I understood.
Sometimes, we just need a win.
It's okay to cry when the shift hits the fan.
It's okay to care about winning,
it's a life skill we need...
... to survive.
Those who learn it, will be fine,
those who master what it means to win...
... will master life.
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163
7.5 hrs
No strength training
0 minutes recovery
60 minutes reading + Journaling









